here are some pictures for entertainment...:

OUCH, almost cried. *dead worried*
how many times did we talk bout it but since when have you listened to my advice? sucha disappointment... but how can i bear to say to scold you now? the worst day i ever want is finally here... now that im speechless, i dont know what to do anymore... i know i cant wash my hands off you, but you make me feel silly. why am i getting so worried over someone who doesnt even care bout his own well being?


visited poornima today with yanlin! whee whee. we gossiped alot and got so hyper. hahaha. yay, she's coming back soooon :D

this term's result's gonna out soon. im not exactly scared... but its more like, ahh, same old results, gonna reflect on it again. all my teachers are like soooo naggy, ok, my parents too. and many others. hahah, they kept on saying bout doing well and going JC. LALA, i guess this is just what every teen will go through. so irritating.

today school was boring! ms ang didnt come and we practically had 4free periods + 2as usual nothing-to-do CME lessons. i finished up my homework! and caught up with some math. im sucha good girl i didnt talk so much in class. haha.


i prayed. i wish somehow you'll be given another chance.

tears aside for now.


LALALA, boredd... i hate myself for not being able to get into the mood to study. argh. :( i must really finish them by tonight so i can get outta the house tmr and have some fun with raymond and group at ecp tomorrow! been sooooo busy with all the tests, and at last its weekends, a little time to enjoy and take time to relax.

guess how FUN concert went? pretty good! hahaha, even though we rushed a lot last min but i think all the organisers deserved a pat on the back!
good job to:
RAYMOND MA
ZOEY HO
BETTINA HARBOTTLE
HARHARHARfizah
XiangRui
KARTHIKVINOD
& of cos, myself :D

the sec1s learning journey's next week. *STRESSED, yet again* oh, i didnt forget next week's the last week for term one too. WHICH MEANS THAT, Os is approaching. :X you know, everytime i think bout Os, its like a kinda phobia or sickness, i'll be sweating and worrying. HAHAHA.


HOMEWORK HOMEWORK. 'i soooooo love them manxz'

big girls dont cry.






wonder what things will turn out to be like after one month...
i choose to believe that there wall be a rainbow after the storm.
time is testing us, the wind is blowing us apart.
while in some way i kinda regretted, i think we ought to give each other some space for now.
i know we can do it.


boy, remember that there wont be any retest anymore.





guoyi, you gotta change.

I didn't do well for math test again. Yes, again. Miss Ang said I was distracted. Well, perhaps I am. I just can't get into the mood to study, why? This is really irritating me. I don't know, I'm just lazy. Can't imagine if I still don't do well in tomorrow's math test.

Feel like grounding myself. I mean, I didn't really go anywhere after school besides visiting Poornima today, it still feels like as if I'm procrastinating. You know, I think I've a serious problem. Something's up with my attitude these days. I should stop owing teachers homework. GuoYi, be a good girl and stop lazing around!!

Its a Monday again, beginning of another week. Hey, its already the... 9th week? I just can't accept the fact that I'm actually gonna take O levels in another couple of months. I'm like so NOT READY. Furtheremore, people's been looking down on me. Okay, honestly, I'm just referring to my Dad. For a while, I wanna prove to him I can do it but then again, maybe he's right, maybe I don't have the ability to do so.

Now I get it, why life at 16 ain't fun at all. Stressed up and lost, confused and helpless. :(
Alright, I seem so negative. I guess i should try to think on the brighter side. Should enjoy teenage life now, right?

Was just thinking back. Used to write the tiniest thing that happened everyday in my life and my posts will usually be one page long. Now? I'm like so general, 'cos small little things have become so unimportant already. No one really cares anyway. Oh ya, one thing that haven't changed throughout the 4years in my blogs: its always so EMO. hahahah

"this is all i ask for."


HEY, SINGPAPORE WON OKAY. yes, she did it. 2010 Asia Summer Youth Olympics Games, we're hosting it. AHHHHHHH, 30months from now, in August, we'll see athletes and athletes opposite our school in that olympics village. SO COOL. hahah, yet again, im sooooo looking forward. (:
went down to join in the counting down of the live result from Switzerland yesterday, 7pm at Padang. goodness, its crazy, the people, the whole atmosphere, its like as if its national day! everyone INCLUDING ME is in red. its really an unforgettable experience.
Ms Peh told me her 'friend' wanted to interview me since HE is a reporter from the Straits Times. so scary! hahah. so guys, go check up Home, page 25 and you'll see that article with my name. (SO FUNNY CAN, MENTIONING ALL ABOUT MY PHYSICS TEST TODAY WHICH I LEFT 2QUESTIONS BLANK)

West Coast Park! watched the sunset there. yeah, relaxed a little even though somethings remained on my mind.
-thank you for bringing me there.

my favourite character: Chun Li! (the act dao; so cool face)

my eyes are burning red hot manzx. its like so dried and i don't know whats wrong with it. probably didn't sleep well i guess. I NEED EYE-MO. hehe.

oh by the way, the host for 2010 Youth Olympics Games result will be out this Thursday at 6pm!! ahh, I'm so looking forward to knowing the result. i BELIEVE that Singapore will win, win Moscow! i don't know why but for once I'm so enthusiastic and patriotic ok. LALA.

i hope i can be the emcee for commendation day! I'm so excited maybe because it sounded fun and challenging. I've always wanted to overcome my stage fright and seems like this is the best chance. furthermore, i think this opportunity is so hard to come by, its my last year in New Town! well, it will reflect good in my testimonial, oh, good for my English too :D

guess what Mr. Tan told me this morning. *faints* he actually said, "i think i need you to talk to the school bout the importance of the National Anthem.". ~HELP
look, its talking to the school.
ABOUT SOMETHING SO BORING(in the point of view of a student that is)
... ... i hope i don't get hated for it... ...

there's maths test tomorrow, oh no. argh :(
wait, there's health check-up too. wow.
i think this post is so random, what do you think?


a home that is not like a home.
a home that lost its meaning.
family, tell me what is it.

some ppl are just weird

im sooooooooo lazy to blog. HAHA.
guess what? its a saturday, HURRAY! LALALA. had such a good night, a good sleep after a long week. i had more than 12hours of sleep ytd ok! (so pig, argh) ya and this morning i wake up at 7 USUALLY, thinking that there was school but in the end, i realised after 10min that it was a saturday. HOW DUMB CAN I GET. HAHA, its ok, its still the same, i still have so much homework to catch up with. TESTS TEST. :/

school's beginning to lost its meaning to me. no, i dont mean studying. studying aint that bad, i wont treat it like a chore cos i study for myself. its more like knowing the fact that im growing older, stepping slowly into the society, seeing how ppl can be like. those ppl whom i once called friends arent friends at all to me now. all the lying and backstabbing, all the faking and insulting, eeew, what's going on?

forget it... anyway, lots of SL events coming up! so excited. hahaha. e.g. the carnival next sunday & FUN concert. i just cant wait! oh, what else? i think mrs ang's gonna continue the S'pore Discovery Center's camp. AHHHH, well, i guess by then i cant get involved bcos of my Os alr. LALA, SOBSXC. wait, most importantly... there was this super good news.(at least for me) Mr Tan S.P. said we're collaborating with my pri sch, NHPS for the Take The Citywalk event or something liddat im not so sure yet. wheeeeeeeee, that's like a 'WOW' to me, finally its time i can pay back, return and show them what i've learned and been taught in my 1st 6yrs of education there. im sooo looking forward. im so glad, i didnt regret being a SL. :D lala





the candle WAS flickering, but i'll ensure i wont let it go off.
oh, and once again, miracle happened.
so thankful.

seriously, i cant get you outta my mind.

JUST SPENT SO MUCH OF MY MONEY. ON USELESS TIHNGS. DONT KNOW WHAT IS IT FOR TOO. CANT BELIEVE IT. OH MY, MY POOR RED PACKETS.
gone.

procrastination got the better of me. homework is finding its way to my table. tests are all coming! i wish i have 48 hours a day. may be not, i dont wanna die of over working. hahaha. been slacking.. so distracted.. so frustrated.. so lonely.. so depressed..

ANYWAY, URGENTLY LOOKING FOR CHEMISTRY TUITION. anyone? (:
i dont care, i MUST, i've no choice, i NEED to do well for Os.

am i irritating? felt like as if everything i say is wrong, offending someone everytime. perhaps i should just SHUT UP.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL THE PEEPS. hahaha. finally, the holiday im waiting for is here. YAY, and i had 12 hours of sleep last night, WELL DONE. feeling a little energised now, off to a movie later i think. I WANNA DO MY WORK(especially my math)! hehe.

ytd met up with edmund, valentino, daryl, yanwah, yvonne, nicholas, grace, mathias and bryan after the NTSS cny celebration! wanted to go back nhps meet mdm wong, BUT SHE'S NOT AROUND. and they all alr went to visit her cos they pon sch? tskk. LALA, everyone changed again, ESPECIALLY REFERRING TO VALENTINO. ehehe, cool hair. went to eat for awhile, and then they came to my place to disturb me! haha, we played the 'drinking game' for soooooooo long and then some of them left while we played mahjong. it can be quite fun to hang out with them. what surprises me most ytd was when my mom told me to hang out more with them cos she claimed that they looked more decent than my sec sch friends. LOL, maybe looks can be deceiving, maybe she forgot her specs! haha :D






HAPPY BIRTHDAY melissa ho munyee a.k.a. HE MIN ER. ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HABIB
HAPPY BIRTHDAY zoeyyy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my mom
HAPPY BIRTHDAY mother earth.

SHOPPINGGGGG.
yes, on a shopping spree. nono, its more like 'WINDOW SHOPPING'. hahah, cos everything i see, it has to go through my dear mom first, which will probably(90% chances) end up being not bought becos my mom will always have her way to argue with me, not convincing me to buy it, but actually insist that WE DONT BUY IT. hahaha. oh whateva, i've gotten used to it. (: WHEEEEEEE

i sounded more cheerful have i? hmmm, maybe cos i havent been doing any work that's why! been lazing around all day long, IM BECOMING LIKE THE 4-LEGGED ANIMAL. :X


she looked into the mirror. she tells herself that she's gonna deceive everyone, including the one inside the mirror. she hates being fake but she doesnt really have a choice anymore. in this real world, nobody is really real afterall.

sometimes i really wonder if im appreciated... it really hurts. when you have the heart, sincerely to do things for someone you love, your close ones, they just scream at you, hoping that you just get out of their sight. is it cos they're in a bad mood, or is it purely im irritating? does kindness begets kindness or one should be selfish to survive in today's society? is it worth it to do some much things for others when it wont be reciprocal? ouch. all these questions racing through my brain, who would give me an answer? who would tell me, hey, i care.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD LUTFI. :D (that's if you're reading, LOL)

im sorrie i cant look into those eyes for i know if i did, i would have cried on the spot, right in front of you.

IM BACK PPL, (with a new blogskin!) hahahaha.
im bored and its the weekend!
anyway, im so looking forward to cny not cos of the angbao's but more like a couple days of break for me to recharge. i've quite tired, after falling very ill the past two days. saturdays and sundays will be no better since i need to finish up all the homework and study all the test before cny. its just crazy. futhermore, i still had to get over some stuff that upset me quite badly. it really hasnt been a great week you know. argh, whateva, im back to reading my novel now. TRALALA

i cant believe i just walked away, leaving farther and farther away from you, watching you doing nothing, just standing there and let me be.

have you ever met this guy whom always make you smile over the tiniest things? have you ever met that kinda guy whom can make you laugh till you roll on the ground over the silliest thing he has done? have you ever had a boy who can give you his psp, knowing that he wont be able to sleep with it? have you ever met a super weirdo guy who goes around saying hi to everyone and everytime you would wanna go like, I DONT KNOW HIM? what happens when you meet this guy whom you wanna spend the rest of your life with? what do you do, if you were me?

well, i met this funny guy months back, and he's one who truly loves me more than anyone else.

he's so tall, at times when he isnt observant to his surroundings ESPECIALLY WHEN IM AROUND, i get mad but he'll promise he'll try harder next time. ppl often laugh at our height difference, BUT ITS OK, i feel the sense of security. who cares bout how others think. i mean i really felt awkward at first... how ppl stare at us, especially at me bcos im holding hands with a non-chinese guy... but i told myself, what matters most is what our hearts think and with this, we've made it throught this far.

we always talk bout random stuff, have dreams of each other and ppl envy us. i always feel like a little girl when im with him. im so pampered, im beginning to rely on him. i never felt this way at home before. my father and brother stopped loving me since primary school and now i found it back. it can be really tiring and sad when you're lacked of love becos everyone thinks you're independent. hello, its a great feeling to be loved and indeed, everyone deserves it but what im receiving now is a different kinda love. all the teasing, late night phone calls and cold inside jokes, its only between us.

despite all the quarrels and fights, i know they build the road to this strong r'ship. i hate it when he gets jealous over slightest things but from there, i know he cares. i bet he didnt realise that when he's sad, i would be; when he's happy and crazy, i would share his joy too. as time goes, im wondering if these little things have shaped a part of my life. what would i do if he wasnt around?

i remembered so clearly how i used to blush everytime i see him 10m away from me. i will never forget how we first met on the island called Palau Ubin during a 'survival camp'.

time flies, it really does. i wanna treasure him and not take what i've now for granted. for a while i didnt believe in the word: forever. but now when i think again, you never know, it might just be possible. i've grown up, im not so innocent anymore. maybe everything will just work out. who knows?


dear faazul, im sorry for being childish, spoilt or unreasonable sometimes. i know you understand me more than anyone else and you always wont fail to convince me to believe you. i dont know why but i hope im not a nuisance to you. i just wanna stick to you. i must thank you for everything you've done for me. you're really a great bf. a million words cant describe how is it like but i know you can feel it. i really dont ask for much cos knowing that this love is reciprocal is way enough. its satifying and im contented. now i know, by saying those 3 words wont necessary bring out the true meaning behind the word. its what and how you put them into actions that can show and explain clearly why it is 'i love you'.

blurry, windy.
seasons in the sun - westlife

alright, things can be so unexpected. one second i was enjoying the breeze, the other minute raindrops started to fall.

man, im really feeling the pressure and the tension alr. its getting so scary... i wished i could run away from reality and live in my own lalaland. i've been thinking alot, maybe i should just stop it, cos i'll probably end up in IMH soon... argh, been asking so many ppl for advice and in the end, i know the final decision lies in my hands. its ok its ok, i just try to comfort myself for now. one week will be here soon quickly.

going out to all the talented ppl, FUN concert in NTSS is back!! yupp, if you can sing and dance, perform or talk, we welcome you to join us and come down for audition. for more information, pls approach raymond or me or wait for the announcent in school. its open to everyone so pls, we want to recognise your talent! its everything except GOSSIPPING. :D tyty


im nort admitting defeat, im just letting you know that i've had enough fun of you and im getting a little sick. you can go ahead to think that you've won but it doesnt really matter to me, cos its way enough for me to see you getting this mad. GOTCHA! :D

well, to some weird and nasty ppl out there, HARHAR, coward+loser, simply running off in a conversation, hmmm, how rude can that get?
FYI: HARHAR is a sarcastic laugh.
(i hope that embarassed you.)

tralala, tired and sweaty sia. just reached home after having dinner with wendy and clementi. talked alot with her, felt better. she's great man! thanks babe.

wa, got loads of stuff to do, study, get stressed bout. haha, im so silly i dont know why. why did i like so much things occupy my mind? unimportant work, tiny little stuff and many more. that's what's driving me nuts. hais, this is gonna be a short post, going off to do my work and be a good girl.

again, i saw the hypocrite. so phoney, so disgusting. why do such ppl exist? its ok, im quite used to it. i'll try to ignore. oh ya and besides, do you know how irritaing some ppl are? i mean, they're those that're testing your limits and sometimes you think they just deserved to be dealt with. LOL.

stormy, LIGHTNINGS! still a that little confused.
girlfriend - avril lavigne

ya, same old dreams again. is it cos i see you around everyday in school? or is it cos i miss you? maybe its cos you occupy a large area of my brain up there inside my head? i dont know, but it just feels weird. i dont even talk to you or give you a longer look, a more than one second look. ok maybe i do. sometimes i realise i'll be staring at you during SS lesson out of nowhere. wishing that everytime you turn around you'll meet my eye but nar, never once you turned this direction. am i really that unworthy of you? have you really totally forgotten the past? is it all over just like that? in my dreams, i always dream of old dreams, all those sweet little ones, and then dreaming that we'll be friends all over again, classmates and stuff like that but is it possible in reality? is it possible to make my dreams come true? i dont dare to try, im too tired to. i cant be bothered cos its just my one last year here and i know, it will really really be over soon. i just gotta be patient.

just imagine how confused i am. even after a nap. i thought i would feel better but this time its still as sucky as ever. there's so many things hanging on my mind, so messy, so 'full of colours'. now i know, when you're unsure bout your own feelings towards others, never do stupid things like confessing. despite knowing the fact that the opposite will usually reject and avoid you cos i was given this kinda treatments many times before, i must thank raymond for reminding me again. he said he wouldnt do it if it was him. well, i guess its true, if i were in that position, i doubt so too. i really learnt not to risk the friendship for the tiniest thing like confession of your love. i hate to admit but i would say usually the case of the other party feeling the same for you would be 0.01%. how sad can that get? ): fine, like what raymond has say, let guys confess first and just see how things go? maybe we should all learn to be generous. face it openly. dont be silly and starting staying away from each other. i think its stupid. haha, IS NOT ME ANYWAY, so who cares. im satisfied with life. i shant creat more problems for myself.






a secret forever kept unsaid. hehe, maybe at least two people know. :D

tralalala, and then maybe after uploading so many pictures, blogger finally decides to go mad and stop me from doing anymore. ok anyway, im really tired that my eyelids are just gonna shut anytime. a picture speaks a thousand words. enjoy! really had soooooooo much fun today. (hope we're on tv!) many thanks to the RP girls&ESPECIALLY MELVING TOO, HAHA, oh and nice to talking to sijia, of cos lastly, dearest raymond! :D

RAWR, so you think you're pissed and im nort? HELLO, IM ALSO A HUMAN BEING, I HAVE FEELINGS. things dont always go YOUR WAY, i want it my way too!! its like, are you petty or something? i dont know la, i thought im alr stressed, i needed someone to talk to, and yet now i've to be the one saying sorrie and then telling myself that its my prob, blaming it on myself, letting you hang up without making a sound. hey you know when i remain silent, there can only be 2 possibilities. well, 1 is that i've got no comments, i dont wanna lead the quarrel to a bigger matter or 2 i think everything is stupid so i'ld not like to waste my saliva and energy. you think i what? speaking to me like as if im some gangster that you wanna create trouble with. its nonsense la. perhaps you're the one having pms instead of me? stop being unreasonable! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh thanks for making my day a worse one.

SPA practical coming alr, so is my Olevel MT result. its like end of this month, and im soooooo unprepared. why? help! i wanna do well, i wanna achieve what i believe i can do but im scared i'ld fail to do so. the fear in me is so overwhelming its taking over me. man, give me a break.






















crap, i didnt mean to say all that. just wanted to vent it all out. X:

get a life.


again, complain time. if only the higher authorities will read this. LOL.

okay, my SUAY day, in other words, i havent really been so unlucky for quite some time and seems like lady luck is abandoning me this time round.
4 times. out of which, 3 times i was being kindly let off, and perhaps i just wasnt that lucky on the 4th time.
okay, you must be wondering what the hell am i say or has happened to me the whole of today. yupp, I GOT CAUGHT FOR MY SHIRT. THAT ELASTIC ELASTIC THING THAT I ATTACH TO MY UNIFORM BLOUSE. ok, i know that's supposedly not in the school rule but hello, they sorta like didnt mention it in the school rules, neither is it on the NTSS school handbook. so, the ppl do it too and i just happen to be one of those handful that got caught. FINE, but the thing is, EVEN THE PRINCIPLE GAVE ME A CHANCE ON MY 3RD TIME BEING CAUGHT, that sjidLIUJ$6io j4o cher didnt even bother to give me face. CRAP.


NOW YOU KNOW WHY THE HELL I HATE THIS SCHOOL.





ohya, i didnt have SS test today. Mr Tan Say Pin is my SS teacher in band 3 you know? i think im so gonna fly for an A for humans, what do you think? ((:

tralala, you're missed so badly.


nothing much to blog about today but just wanted to complain bout my workload in school! having a test tomorrow on SS chapt 6, oh cmon, i totally missed all the lessons and now im like gonna self study? PLS, ITS SEQ, SOMEONE HELP ME, I DONT WANNA FAIL. )): and then i've got tons of homework, i'll make sure i wont procrastinate this year... (i really hope so!)



to all the 58 SLs, especially my main coms and performers, GREAT JOB, keep it up, im stepping down liao, so take care and do a better job next year without me around ya? really enjoyed working with your... SEE YA AROUND, best of luck to me in sec4 man, hahaha...

to everyone who's out there to support me, I DID IT, yes, thanks alot. ((:


seriously, dont ask how im feeling now. i think i probably may take forever to tell you.
bad day - daniel powter


sadly to say,(well also relieved to say) end of this 3day sec1 orientation camp.
good things:
#improvements as these 3days went.
#delegated!
#was super impromptu.
#not so much of stage fright anymore.
#think overall was successful, above my baseline and is what i imagined it to be. (dream came true)
bad things:
#amos wasnt around on last 2 days to be there with me physically! i wanted him to be there cos he was the one who watched me grow over these two years from being a little tiny class leader to a great big chairperson. he was the one nagging at me constantly, correcting me this and that, allowing me to go even further than my limits and bring out the true leader in me. i can never finish thanking him for all the guidance...
#feeling sick, sorethroat, insomia, muscle aching and tiredddd! (but its ok, worth it)
#received many many bombs that pissed me off on the spot, making me stressed out. (at least it taught me how to deal with diff situation, how to have back up and alternative plans)
#thought i wasnt much appreciated cos nobody really knew how much effort i put in for every single detail to make this camp possible.@_@

alright, receiving the news that im having a test next monday on a totally new SS chapter also made me screamed at MRT(fyi:Mr.RoyTan) just now. what to do? i chose to run this orientation and i've got nobody to plan on all the work i've missed out in class. guoyi ah, sec4 liao, O's come first of all ya?


HAPPY BDAY FAAZUL&POORNIMA.
& YOU KNOW WHAT, ihateharumikitano. :D






i almost cried the second time THIS YEAR, over some ppl that i shouldnt cry for, not even after they die.

yesterday it was tears of disappointment, today it was tears of joy.

check this out...!

2007 new year resolutions:
i wanna drop all the bad and sadd memories and pick the good ones only.
i wanna stay faithful to God and be a good girl and study hard for my o levels.
i wish i wouldnt spend so much money on shopping again and save more and put them in my piggy.
i want to go home early after school and revise what i have done in school.
i hope i can make more friends and not enemies.
i want to stay single so that it wont affect my studies but i dont mind if i can find someone cute to take care of me! (:
i hope my hard work wont pay off and i will get good results by the end of the year.
i want everyone around me including ME, the sick one to stay healthy, cheerful and lucky so that we can live happily ever after!
thank God for everything. bless. ;)

yupp, that was last year's. like 365 days ago? hahah, managed to fulfil quite a few ok, so let's see what we have this year man... :D

2008 New Year resolution:
1. A one digit for O level result.
2. Let bygones be bygones. Forgive and forget. Let go.
3. Stay healthy and live happily with my family.

(this year im not so greedy ok, i alr learnt to be contented. ((:)firstly, obviously my focus right now will be at the GCE O level paper coming up in 10months time. im setting a really high aim, i believe i can do it, i know that's my minimun baseline, and i definitely wont fall below that.
alright next, this one... kinda hard, but i promise i'll try. ya, all the ppl i used to hate, dislike, cant stand, show a very bad attitude at... ok ok, i'll be nice, talk to them, give them another chance.
lastly, something i certainly thing its impossible. well, its more like a wish instead of a resolution. i dont know why, see how LA. :D

i dont know why im doing at home when everyone's calling me out to countdown la! its so quiet alone in the house my bro, sis and mom are out. crap, LALALA, its okay, its just new year.

okay, i went home late today again. argh, oops ):

3 jokes of the day.
JOKE No. 01:
went to The Coffee Connoisseur, looked for a 12person seat and then sat down. we left without ordering anything. COS WE DECIDED TO EAT ICE CREAM, paiseh, lol, later kena black listed how?
JOKE No. 02:
took MRT to Dhoby Goat, wanted to eat Swensens. it was crowded, at around 9pm? hahah, so 12 of us, oops, i mean 11 of us board the train, and due to the crowd, Amos couldnt squeeze in to join us. sadd! then everyone kept saying that he was carrying a 'suspicious item'. HAHAH
JOKE No. 03:
sat down at Swensens finally. so i think Sheri was sitting beside me. then she wanted to give up her seat for Faazul. so he stood up and moved to the next seat. it so happened that Faazul moved the chair away that Sheri wanted to sit, so, DA-TA, she fell to the floor. ok, poor her. :X

that's bout it. alot to elaborate on, but you can check out the other's blog. really grateful to everyone to make my day happy. im glad Amos treated us to the giant earthquake too. LALA. (ya, and The Hans is nice :D)

met Faazul and Edmund before getting my bro to fetch me at clementi. they really made my day even so much better. hahaha, thanks guys! satisfied... thanks Mom, for letting me out and have fun. HAHAHA. edmund... I LIKE THE DRESS LIKE SO MUCH. its green ok.

i hope my sarcasm didnt hurt you very badly. :D

im bored. wanna blog. oh crap. its way past midnight. its 1am in the MORNING for goodness sake. my precious sleep, there you go again......

today's committee meeting was like, WOW for me lahh. hahaha, but its okay, i managed to do it in the end! yay, haha, and i ate at sumo house today again, THANKS TO RAYMOND, AND HIS BRACES. HAHA :X

argh, im starting to miss ppl like bryan, chong hua, edmund, charlene, nicholas and maybe mathias? so looking forward to cny to seeing them again! hahah, anyway, did i tell you? i went to cine with them and met this super cool + cute bryan's friend named andersson. manxz. hahah.
i miss munyee, daryl and weisheng too! ahhh. but now is like the 'rushing for homework' period. everyone chiong sia. i must be one of them too! went back school today to get my 150bucks (good progress award), saw qutie a few teachers and mrs cheong's teaching me next year while mrs tan is not! LALALAA, worth to celebrate. kekex.
friends friends. some ppl like me think that friends are everything. well, think again, if you're gonna put your trust in them, just ensure its reciprocal, make sure that he/she wont backstab you and betray your trust. be alert, be aware, cos ppl nowadays are no longer real, they tend to put a mask, they're just hypocrite. you know, seen a phoney person before? its disgusting right? so yupp, i've learnt from my mistakes. whenever you think that's your soulmate or you confidant, each time you think you're right, no you maybe no, its hard to guess what ppl meant deeply right inside their heart. i am now gonna pick my true friends wisely and never do stupid things again. i still believe they remain someone important in my every part of life, but i walk this life alone, everything comes to an end, and no friendship really lasts forever. yeah, trust me, that's a fact. count on yourself, dont let others shape you.

many many things to do for this weekend, im gonna survive it. lol. anyway, WATCH 'I AM LEGENG', ITS SO GOOD THAT IT ALMOST MADE ME CRYYYYYYYYY. :D

well, cant believe school is starting...

GUOYI'S IN A BAD MOOD AGAIN, VERY BAD. mood swing? LOL!

crap, why do ppl change? yuck, i dont like it. i mean, i like things to stay things to stay the way it is now but ahh, time flies, and its like, even i think i myself changed. BUT STILL, eeeee, i dont like the way some ppl changed into now.. totally different, becoming so not like them in the past, SO DISGUSTING. why? peer pressure? I HOPE I CAN COPE WITH IT...

ANW, im soo soo sooo pissed. what to do? how? argh, so irritating. keep getting backstabbed by the same person but its okay, let things be, let it be this way, fine! LALALA, whateva, you can talk to my hand :D

anyway, i think edmund is good, what do you think? he's rich.. he's great, he's good-looking and nice. GOSH. im glad to know him!

fine, christmas mood:D
last christmas - ashley tisdale

merry merry christmas. yay, everyone's having a merry christmas, especially me? another year is coming, im gonna leave the past and move on again. its been a great year, im growing up, i've matured again and its just so fun to look back. last christmas was really quite special but i guess this christmas is alot better!

im not angry anymore. im learning anger management. :D nothing shall bother me much now. furthermore, i really thought over sooooooooo many things last night, (THANKING ALOT TO WENDY, MUNYEE & of cos.. FAAZUL!) i've let go alot of things now, feeling like as if i've just put down yet another burden. cool yeah?

well, some things really extremely shocking for me happened ytd. its like, life is great, im contented with everything i have, i dont ask for anything more but it seemed like God wants to play a trick on me, He didnt wanna make my life so peaceful or simple cos maybe He thinks that i deserve something more, so He set some obstacle out there for me, and then i've gotta figure how to deal with it. guess what? i think i made it. no point broading over it since it alr happened, i'll just have to overcome what i least expected. haha, things sound so cheem but its what i wanna say.

Praise the Lord. (:

i so wanted to cry, or am i even crying. i hate you. i hate ppl who hang my call up. i hate to talk bout the past. i hate it when things turn out liddat. YOU SUCK! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. IOJUR ytb9 h d nerya3
$$%&$^$^"!£
IM SO ANGRY

you're the colors in my eyes. :D

rainyy, tiring!
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as usual, today i met up those mad ppl who made me laugh till i had stomach cramps. those lame ppl im referring too are sheri, hidayah, karthik, HAFIZAH ESPECIALLY, raymond, twins and xiangrui! today went school sell books with them, with haniz too, and the guys, willy, germaine... cool ya? but now i realise how unreasonable some parents are. i mean, i didnt really get really bad ones but poor hidayah who was working beside me got those nasty old folks! hahaha, so today was a rather tiring day, waking up like super early in the morning(to me waking up at 7am in a school holiday is like a torture to me), carrying all the tons and tons of crazy heavy books which like almost made me hunched my back and then i was wearing black, so i perspire like a mad dog. YA, AND I CUT MY FINGER WITH THE BOOKS LA. ee. ): overall, i guess it was fun, hope i get my pay soon! :D went to eat with the peeps afterwards and had great fun chatting, like we always do. we're the crazy ppl.

i dont know, suddenly just now had this feeling... like as if im a betrayal. who knows how it feels like? YUCK, i hate myself, i shouldnt have just walk outta them. its like now here i am with a bunch of friends younger than me by a year. i mean i do feel left out sometimes, but the thing is, i really care if they mind my existence there or not. ahhhh, whateva, no one knows that sucky disgusting side of me. ARGH!

gotta run, later got tuition! *FAINTS* and i know im saying this again but i just gotta say it, I STILL GOT SOME EDITING TO DO FOR MY PROPOSAL, to be really really really really well prepared for 28th dec, and of cos, for the first 3 days of school. I CERTAINLY CANT BELIEVE SEC 4 LIFE IS STARTING IN 2 WEEKS TIME. someone, wake me up!

OH AND raymond's another ONE who flew off to thailand. BUGGER.
** YOU BETTER GET SOMETHING BACK FOR ME ON CHRISTMAS OR ELSE... I'LL MAKE SURE YOU... GET SKINNED ALIVE BY ME. MUAHHAHAHA.

last but not least, those freaking idiotic weird ppl out there to spam/disturb/annoy OR WHATEVA IT IS ppl's blog, err, actually i really suggest you go do something else that will can serve our society, something more worth it INSTEAD OF just wasting your energy/time here. its like, i mean im getting really pissed over these stuff so ya, just maybe... dont push me to limit i warn you first? THANKYOU, i appreciate you kind understanding :)), sorry for any inconvenience caused? LOL








words cant describe how much i want to see you right now, at this very moment, on this very second.

another quote.

flooded everywhere, SADDDDDDDDDDDDDD. so sad. *depression mode*
what hurts the most - rascal flatts

what a long and busy day, i forgot my meals totally.
slept late last night cos of some problems, got very distracted and then didnt finish my editing of the proposals. so tried to make myself wake up early this morning at 9 to finish it. okay, i admit i couldnt stand it and had to sleep. so i only woke up at 1030 when i gotta reach school at 12. man, i still got plenty of work to do! sharks, spent 40min there and then flew outta house. I WAS ACTUALLY PUNCTUAL OKAY.
collected $$ in school from my dearest class leaders, did some rehearsal with the performers and went for meeting with group and amos. wa stress, cos have to get everything done and explained by this last meeting before 28trh. lol, realised so many things not looked into yet, so much of confusion especially with the log team. BETTINA, WHERE'RE YOU?!?!
ya, it was 4 alr before i realise i was the only student in school and then i still had to go office to hand in the big sum of money! *heavy responsibility* did some calculation and guess what, rhings went totally wrong. lol, nvm, long story.
it was still drizzling, felt damn sian, so called raymond to check where and when they meeting. wanted to go home take some money cos im REALLY BROKE AFTER HELPING PPL PAY THE 7.50 SHIRT. FAINTS. its okay, since they're meeting super early, 5pm at mac then i just go ahead and wait for them there. but the person who wanted to meet at 5 actually came at 6pm. how nice of hafizah to make karthik, raymond, sheri and i wait there. we crapped loads though. so went to holland v to eat. ya, waited for joy and sijia at swensen. we really let our imagination ran wild there. it was super funny and enjoying. i really like being with them. we this group of ppl are really budgeted so lives were quite sad for us. we forked, puked out $$ from pockets. lastly, the group of cheapskate ppl went to buy a tub of cookies&cream icecream, koped some spoons from the nearby coffeeshop and then went to somewhere under a HDB block to sit down and enjoy everything. its quite pathetic but at least its simple and all of us liked it. thanks joy for that idea man! its alright 9+! gosh, supposed to be home but ah, look at me, finally a time out with some great buddies so i think i should just enjoy it.

shanghai somemore la, thailand bangkok somemore la.
AHHHHH :'(
sobs
RAWR
sijhgb94n7 6gsdrg
imy.
ily.

THAT'S LIKE RACIAL HARMONY, LOL. (sorrie its blur)

munyee, imy! haha, great quote there ya?

good day.

just a short one here. my hard work paid off. i got awarded a $150(dont rob me, HAHA) because the government had decided that i've improved my overall results this year. imagine my expression while reading the letter cos the last time i got was like... PRIMARY 2! sadded. you know, its like, yupp, i know i jumped from 120+position to 40+position(i think), but as usual, i was never satisfied. i didnt expect my parents to praise me much and never even bothered talking to them bout it till they ask. well, its still great to get praised though. its human behaviour isnt it, everyone likes it that way. alright, now that i got some money, which obviously my mom wont give it to me to spend, shall be my motivation. guoyi's next aim is to be top 10 in level. okay, i know we're having Os next year, im simply indirectly driving myself nuts but if you know me, this is me. im like that. lala, i wont hope for my dream to come true. I SHALL BELIEVE IT WILL COME TRUE. i know it'll come true, if i want it to, right?
& THANK GOD I RECOVERED FROM FEVER. XD i didnt die leh.








have a good day. (:

look at that sunset! one word to describe: awesome. (:

I DONT KNOW LA, IM HAVING FOR FEVER FOR 4DAYS LIAO.
Tearin' up my heart - nsync

as i was saying, im very sick. having a killing sorethroat for 4DAYS ALR. can you imagine? plain porridge everyday. sobs. then my fever's on and off, staying at around 38.5degreeC? *faints* when will it get betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I WANNA GO OUT OKAY. i cant do anything if this continues. ):

ANW, im soooooo proud to announce i've this friend called QUAH TING WEN. hahaha, you know who's that? yupp, the 15yrs old girl from RGS. how do i know her? oh, knew her since like pri 1 i think. hahah, cos same sch what. (: yupp, and then the main point is, SHE WON A GOLD IN SWIMMING FOR THE SEA GAMES 2007 OKAY OKAY OKAY. that's like WOA WOW WOA. amazing man, she changed so much i almost cant recognise her. hopefully when she's back from thailand, i got a chance to catch up with her. she's really great. great friend. oh ya, i saw her on news too! but i bet she'll have too many ppl to entertain to and when will it be my turn? haha. furthermore, SHE GOTTA GET READY FOR THE OLYMPICS COMING SOON AT BEIJING! :D

oh and for that idiotic ANONYMOUS AND UNKNOWN CASE, i shall not break my record by banning someone in my cbox. so hmmm, from now onwards, anything they wanna type... WILL BE DELETED BY ME. MUAHAHAHA, ya, FYI: i wont allow anyone to spoil my reputation. TYTY. let's see what you can do then. simply a coward who doesnt even dare to put your name down. OH PLS, dont mess with me darlie.

yupp, referring to someone. (: HEHE

THUNDERSTORM, MY NECK IS ACHING SOOOOOOOOO BADLY.
never let you go - janice

yeah baby, im back! haha, so high. okay, i seriously dont know wazzup with my neck but its making me feel like chopping my head off manzx, so irritating. i cant sleep well with any kind of pillow! argh. insomia -.- okay back to point, i apologise for not taking any photo while im away but its okay, im too lazy to do so. anyway its nothing much la, just late night movie marathon... taking all the thrilling rides. ALL THE USUAL STUFF. hmmm, LALALA, xmas is coming XD

did you peeps miss me? aww, just admit it la. HAHAH, okay sorrie im self entertaining. wheeeeeeeee.







bottled-up.