inspiring quote. (:

GOOD DAY, ZZZZ.
sky - unknown artist!

manzxzxzx, i really didnt sleep well. ): its like, i had 10hrs of sleep, but within that 10hrs, i woke up almost 10times, feeling very uncomfortable, hearing some noise that the mahjong ppl next door are making and then had really really bad dreams. i mean, i did dream of something in reality, but but but, im just not suppose to be dreaming of that fella okay. and usually i thought i wouldnt rmb my dreams after i wake up but amazingly this time round, its different, it just kinda got stuck inside that irritating brain, the stupid head. im feeling so drowsy now, sick. anw, yupp, i had salad just now! haha, own made, tasted quite awful though. hahahaha. okay, im off. this shall probably be my last post for this week and next. i shall get back to studying my jap exam now! muahahaha.

ENTER my HEART. XD


the nightfall is still young, BORED even though supposed to do PROPOSAL NOW.

i dont know why i just felt like blogging. lol. the the the urge. HAHA. okay anyway, today had the first meeting, it went quite well, except that daniel and nicholas werent present. hmmm, amos wasnt around so i took charge of everything. an estimated 2hr meeting in the end dragged on from 1pm till like 4-5? worse still, i wanted to speak to ms carry on, had to find some stuff, so we ended up going to bukit timah plaza with davin, syukri and weelin. cool, had pizza and went home. it really got me thinking man. had a few different proposals to do! RAWR. its okay, i can do it. haha. i should learn how to DELEGATE, really, seriously. haha. so then i must get alot things done by today. many thanks to the others too. LALA, so excited :D:D




hey, to you-know-who:
i hope you know who you are. i dont know i didnt feel like naming you but ya. i really miss you lots. haha, hope you can call me like you used to, cheer me up, tell me a joke like how you used to and play together like we would use to. its okay, nvm, just wanted to say, i'll be here, no matter rain/shine. thank God for your appearance. you maybe nobody, but you made a difference in GuoYi's life.

as you can see, im pretty bored, hence decided to upload some pics. :D

that's Fizah, Joy and i on the bus! (:

sunny, just cried.
sorry, blame it on me - akon

alright, its a friday today. time to update what happened the past 4days, in camp. i wouldnt say this year was any more fun than last year cos we dont have ppl like poornima, yanlin, dinah, yoges, andrew... around. but its okay, i still made friends. this year the instructors are all new too. except that i could still see Shairul, YuFan, Angela, Daniel, Amos and Nigel around. they are all great!

okay, highlight of the camp: magic, service learning.
manzx, i never thought i myself, with these two hands could do some amazing magic but i did! its like. WOW. haha, and yes i did, do it at public, show it some old people who were so happy. i made them smile you know? (:

well, i hate to admit but once a again, i've learnt so much thru this camp again. i always thought camp is all bout having fun but no, thru organising the activities, spending 3days2nights with some new ppl, its really, yeah, you cant help it. i shall not go into detail but the 60 who were part of project SMILE and CLASS camp this year, i bet they know what its like. take a look at what i've learnt:
1. i know my existence DO make a DIFFERENCE.
2. smiling IS healthy.
3. its time to explore other styles of leadership.

im grateful to Amos for enlightening me when im in doubt. i hope i havent been a nuisance to them! i thank my dearest instructor loads too who is none other than Joy! okay, she's really different. she taught me all that i never know. i wouldnt really get to know all that if she's not around. hmm, like she taught me to apologise to my mom and i did. why? cos i havent really been a good girl that's why. but somehow things backfired. the word of sorrie didnt help at all i guess ): and i really dont wanna talk bout it anymore. she made me cry last night.

anyway, like what Amos said, it may be the end of camp but its the beginning to us being leaders. for me, its my 2nd year hearing this but still, i felt like it was my first. i still did learn things. and my advantage is i realised more things than the others. i still enjoyed myself. i still dont mind going thru it again. i reflected a lot. and im really looking forward to school start now. to seeing those new faces in school. my dear sec 1s. i mean, i didnt really like NTSS but i dont know why im contributing so much. all my time, everything, i hope it doesnt go down to waste. i hope im appreciated. i never thought i could be the chairperson but i did. so you can too.

YUM YUM, SUSHI CRAVINGS DRIVE GUOYI NUTS :D

SUNNY, im melting.
the rose - westlife?

FINALLY. its like a stone. no, a huge rock. a heavy burden. rushing my proposal. i must be mad! its only a few hr activity, part of the camp, i alr gan chiong. how to handle the sec 1 orientation liddat? lol. tired. didnt have enough sleep now and then. first had the school, exam, exhibition stuff then now camp. ppl said i look pale okay! so should i go for tonight's bbq? tmr's softball camp? my mom's like: anything la, up to you. obviously i wanna go, but its like i feel kinda left out, im really scared it will turn out to how i imagine it to be. so how?

i think she's recovering. so glad. thanks those who are there to support at this period of time. (:






life still sucks. still.

what a long road, i wish i never have to walk alone.


EVERYTHING IS UPSIDE DOWN NOW.
simple&clean - utada hikaru


yupp, i've to agree. fcuk everything bout life. life now. my life. life sucks.
when i do all the right things, nobody seems to care.
but when i do it wrong, everyone bothers.
what logic is this?



im never gonna put my trust in you anymore. you dont deserve them.
Thank God for letting me see you. the real you.