where were you when i needed you then?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAN, EDMUND, WENDY, ZHEYU & that's all for this week, COS THERE'S JUST SO MANY MORE TO GO. why do ppl choose to give birth on july?!

as you can tell, im blogging once a week now! whoo.

june holiday ended and school started. life's so back to normal, all the regular routine, usual days. gosh. sometimes its boring, but well, i guess being a student is so much better. at least i dont have things to worry like family, money and work... haha, all i have to do now is CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES. that's crazy man.

yes it is, cos im having my physics SPA tomorrow. (for those who doesnt know, its that stupid new syllabus of science that makes you plan and carry out experiments. cmon please, its not like im gonna be a scientist or something. ESPECIALLY NOT A PHYSICS ONE) yes, my physics sucks. not only my instincts, my heart, my mind, my everywhere is telling me im so gonna flung it so who cares. LOL.

just some thing to update bout my dearest school NTSS...

1. oh you know, mrs catherine ang is gone! for GOODNESS' sake. ya, she can go SLOWLYYYY get her master's at australia. who cares, FOR IM ALR OUT OF NTSS THEN! whoo.

2. mdm fong retired today, ON A MONDAY, after like been in new town for two years? hahah

3. check out wikipedia manzx. and then type in under search: New Town Secondary School. its sooooo interesting i really highly recommend you to read it. maybe i should feedback to mdm neo! i wonder who did that man... so yupp, i wont tell you what's its bout, go, dont be lazy, just go!

there's all for now. just wanted to comment on today's physics lessons. mr james tan was so super funny. he was more like teaching us the 'ways to live life' happy-go-luckily like him and i find it cool. yeahh, i wanna be like him one day too. he's gr8, really.

and then and then one last thing before go cos i wont be updating any soon.

mdm neo asked me to write my DSA application form the third time alr. she says i need to consult some english man. WHAT WAS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN, its like as if she has very

good english!

Sometimes you hold so tight,

It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

& that somebody is ME!

whoo, school's starting manxz. i've been busy. going out! hey, i've been busy studying too ok. i met up with wendy a couple of times only and i totally lost contact with the others! missed so many of them like munyee, weisheng and of course raymond! looking forward to seeing them soon...

edmund's back!

24 hours aint enough for me. i spend 12 hours sleeping. 6 hours studying(im lying) and the rest for free time. what a way to divide my day. but well, i dont wanna wish for any more time cos its alr killing me!

im quite broke. i dont know where i spend my cash on. i must really learn to save!

its so hot today, im perspiring like crazy. i wanna go invent this cap that has a built-in aircon. that's gonna be so cool. yeah, im mad. HAHA.

tell me tell me, somebody tell me O's coming. & then stress me more. till i go nuts!(even though i alr is now) i had this stupid irritating NIGHTMARE the other night... i dreamt that i failed my O's ok. lol, thanks to all the naggings i received... :D

Oh, little cutie

When..you talk to me

I swear..the whole world stops

You're my sweetheart

And I'm so glad that you are mine

You are one of a kind and..

You mean to me

What I mean to you and..

Together baby,

There is nothing we won't do

'cause if I got you,

I don't need money

Palau Ubin was fun.(exclusive of the usual mosquitoes bites) went with cousins. relaxing. enjoyed the scenery and such a time out. cycled a lot! it was challenging cos many were uphills and others had to go on stones. I'm so drained now. will still wanna go again. <33 nature!

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here

i swear I'll give that rotten apple up.
i really will, please believe me.
i promise i won't let you down anymore.

today, i was a bad girl. yeah, really bad one. i stared at ppl! :O yes, guoyi is actually doing that. hahaha, the incident this morning was SOOOOOooo retarded. yupp, i almost stirred up trouble but oh wells, i decided not to. haha, like i say, I SURE HAVE BeTTER THINGS TO DO ok. :D

yeah yeah, i studied! good good, for the whole of today i guess. i shall continue my Tuesdays with Morrie later on. tralala, im feeling good. that's cos im finally, LIKE FINALLY, learning how to appreciate the love showered on me. i dont know why but i finally woke up from my dream and told myself im living in reality. shall treasure what's there now and never let go of it. i dont want to regret this decision cos i know by then it'll be too late!

monday i did another super embarrassing thing AGAIN!! argh, its really so awful ok. I ACTUALLY FELT INTO A POND. luckily it was quite dark, so i guess nobody saw it. maybe a security guard did. or a few others passer-bys and strangers. but but but, i was just lucky i didnt drown. ok, i wouldnt, cos it was to my knee only. and there were any fishes. HAHAHA, it was just water, a small round mini fountain kinda thing that is about the size of a dining table. yes, so suay, so paiseh! alamak, luckily i wore shorts, so it wasnt THAT WET, but still, my wet kena. haiyo. how stupid can i get. hahahah. i was laughing all the way and if anyone videoed, i bet it can be sent for the singapore's funniest video. lalala, had much fun somehow though.

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love,

Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.

I can't live one more day without you in my arms,

I could never find another like you.

Could be the lies, could be my pride.

Could be the times I wasn't there.

And all the nights we didn't share.

its been more than a week since i blogged... i have been quite lazy as usual. well, its not that i dont wanna post, its just that holidays are boring, ok, maybe my life is, and its especially irritating when you dont even really get to use the computer.

i dont have to return to school anymore for this holiday so i spend most of my time now at home or go to the library to study. there's just too many tuition i drown myself with but well, there are also times i go out to have some fun...

you know, i FINALLY tried it - sheesha! a cool yet unexpected feeling kinda thing. looking forward to the return of edmund, so i can go again! talking bout him, was looking for something to give him but i'm so lost! ahh, who cares... haha

kungfu panda was nice. many little kids around, all the gigglings. it was short but overall very exciting and funny. the characters were all so cute so i think it was good, well-drawn. i enjoyed it especially with a big screen and sitting right in the middle. most importantly, i guess its with whom i watched with the best part bout this movie. great company, THANKS for making out this time for me!!

ohh, guess what guess what?? i'm going to malaysia desaru tonight. or you would say tomorrow morning. cos i've to wake up like at 4.30am. lol. its alright, go relax! i love sightseeing and then i can EMOOOOO. i really do hope i don't eat a lot when i'm there cos i think i've been putting on so much weight! argh..

i used to care bout what people think of me,

then i realize i can't please everyone...

i'm unsure who likes me and who doesn't.

one thing i'm sure, at least

i won't be losing any sleep over it ANYMORE