its the weekends again! school's getting more boring then ever. we're repeating the same things everyday... revision revision and revision. im getting tired of it!

still, many interesting things happened... like Singapore Polytechnic called me for the interview! its next tuesday early evening so wish me luck! actually i thought i just applied the course for fun half expecting that they'll call me back! i'll just go give it a try and see how good i am then. :D (everyone envies me ok)

celebrated simin's birthday on thursday i think. haha, cant really remember. went to commonwealth long john to have lunch and got scolded by the manager there cos he said we were too noisy! well. that's more than 15 of us so how peaceful do you expect? lol.

oh did i tell you, i got my phone changed. using my C902 now. cybershot 5 megapixel! i kinda like it. ((: kinda.

We both know our heart is breaking;
Can we learn from our mistakes?

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all

We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone

cute.

i didnt want to post, but i thought i should just do it. cos once a week, i should keep it updated. so... what's there in my life currently?

1.) besides mugging, which is extremely bad for health, i have also been studying, revising and then back to mugging again. haha, ok, so i assume you get my point.
main focus: O levels! :D

2.) i messed up my life. what do you think? i think im getting nowhere. im sucha waste of time. i dont know what im doing. i hate it this way. im beginning to hate myself, again, so much.

3.) i think i slimmed down. my one-meal-a-day policy is working well. i mean, ok, seriously, i didnt do it on purpose to go on diet. i just lost my appetite all of a sudden and my stomach wasnt hungry. so, do not try this. :D

a photo speaks a thousand words. i believe my previous post already spoke too many words. haha. yupp, that was what i was busy with for the past weekend. so happening! well, i guess i was keeping myself busy to keep my mind off some things. yupp, i think i was.

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

tralala, guess what? i found out Mr. Tan S.P. used to read my blog. haha, that's cool. (:

he msged me just now and told me that i did pretty well for my retest on SS SBQ and elective geo, that retarded kalimantan case study. that really encouraged me and kinda cheered me up. really gr8 to hear that cos finally i improved! but still, i hope i get to do the retest on eng compo.

tests aside, i got the magicbox tickets from him! yaye, looking forward...

time flies. my week went quite well. cos it was short. monday was youth day and i skipped school on thursday. i went to see the doctor, and i told him i was suffering from insonmia. you know what he told me? he said im too stressed so he gave me some sleeping pills. lol.

doing math papers have been quite fun. it kept my mind off some things but well, i still cant help but cry at times. revision for other subject are coming up. once ms ang finishes teaching the emath syllabus, i think i'll stop going to school alr. haha, cos i'm the kind who prefers self study at home. i think im not pushing myself to the limits yet so yes, i'll!

edmund's been asking me out... yes, i did turn up a couple of times cos i believe in rewarding myself after doing some work but at the same time, i still feel that i should keep watching all the movies cos i'm wasting so much money!!

oh ya. i just applied for my DPA(direct poly admission). omg, i think im so kiasu. hahah. everything i also must go try. oh wells, no harm anyways. err, this time round im quite confident to get in cos of my AEM(advanced elective module). so ya, i still have a choice to choose between JC or poly.

ok, you know, i think this post is so random. ya, before i go, let me rant alittle more. my mom's mad today. i dont know why. menopause? haha, i didnt offend her and she kinda like vent her anger on me. SOBBS.

ARGH, I HAVENT GOTTEN MY MOBILE PHONE CHANGED COS MY BRO'S NOT IN TOWN.

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so...

yeah, i didnt know my math was that bad.

its been a very very tiring week. next week aint gonna be any better. i'm so drained. drained mentally and physically. i can't stand this anymore. have anyone even cared? no, no one ever did.

physics SPA skill 3 was okay. now what i fear next will be my chemistry. its next wednesday and i think i'm so dead. well, i should make good use of the coming youth day, public holiday, at home mugging. i should stop going out. HAHA, and stop staring into this screen.

the public concert yesterday was well, boring i guess? cos its like i watched it thrice? even eddy and his friend said so! so long and draggy. lala. yupp, anyway, after that, hung out with edmund and his friends at vivo. we caught up a little. his friends were nice. yeah, funny and easy going, luckily.

when i sat there alone, i wished for nothing but you, you to just sit right next to me, cos that was all i needed. i simply needed nothing else, if only, if only you knew. please, please dont go...

What if I told you

It was all meant to be

Would you believe me,

Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'

That we've met before

So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come and now...

Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall