Walk Away.

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
I guess I'd call it show of affection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

I guess I have to live my life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
I know I tell myself not to be afraid to move on
But it seems I can't
Though my new man is giving me attention
But it ain't the same as your affection
I know that I should be content
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Because Of You.

whoo! i'm a happy girl. :D

all thanks to xavier, kelvin and alex! i must admit, they really made me day. really they did do an awesome job, no joke! as you know, to hang out with two uber lame lamers, i cant help but laugh till my stomach feel like puking the food we've had during dinner. by the way, talking bout dinner, xavier brought us to this western vegeterian restaurant at bugis that was really good and budget! i like... :D

after that, we sat there, chatted, went shop a little at bugis junction and then walk around at bugis street to get my belt. these guys, seriously, they're gentlemen! nice, cos i havent really met any this kinda of guys who's willing to waste their time with me shopping bout. cool man. then we walked to raffles city and continued our crap... surprisingly the place were crowded with people on a weekday night.

oh, before i forget, we celebrated alex's belated birthday today! we got him a cake and we 'drank' outside 7/11. (: we simply talked bout anything under the moon. well, i guess half the time, i didnt quite understand them. afterall, they're so called ADULTS (to me).

train-ed back with alex to clementi before meeting my mom for supper. oh my, i think i grew fat. all the oily food late at night during the holidays. I CANT AFFORD THIS. lol. after shopping at NTUC, headed home and missed my 10pm show. sadded. :(

anyway... if the 3 men are ever reading this, thanks guys! really thanks... i was having a bad week. bad bad one. and even half way through the day today, i picked up this irritating call that i thought was gonna spoil my mood by the dinner with your. nope, luckily, i forgot all bout it when i'm with your. hope to hang out soon again!

P.S. next week i'll be getting back to work! must keep myself occupied with planning the genting trip and reading my books for this weekend so i wont think so much anymore. i'm so gonna finish reading DANBROWN'S collection. they rock. so good ok. i highly recommend!! goodnight for now, im dead beat.

Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

Gone.

bad day. i dont know. at least it feels like one. maybe i havent taken medicine. that's why i'm having mood swings. maybe. yeah, maybe.

i went to west coast park alone today to take a walk! i was bored... when i'm free, nobody's there. and when i've all the work piling up waiting for me to do, everyone asks me out. sucked. totally. you know, i kinda did some self-reflection there. but things didnt turn out any better. i got nowhere. i guess i better stop thinking, cos it aint helping me. it would probably just make things worse.

mahjong-ed and wii-ed with MunYee, WeiSheng and Daryl yesterday! pretty fun. cos we made pancakes. i hope we go out and fly kite soon. :D

been rather down these days. if i sad its the monthly thing, its all but an excuse. LIAR. yes i am. i dont know why. i may be too free to let my thoughts run wild. i should just keep myself busy with reading even though my speed is already like a book a day. ya, besides that, its all TV then. my my, help. i need work. work work work. I THINK I NEED TO DO MATHS, what do you think?

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

What Hurts The Most.

prom was great. cos i get to see my friends. prom was boring. cos the games all crap. (EVEN THOUGH I WON THIS GAP T-SHIRT IN THE LUCKY DRAW) well, everyone looked pretty and im sure all of us went crazy and high. they hung out late but i left and headed home cos there was work next morning.

i love Fridays. its pay day. my first salary today! sense of achievement. :D its hard-earned ok! after getting snapped by rubber bands and being cut by all the new books, finally, i got some money to show it to my mom. lol. gonna treat her to something tonight i guess. 6h a day, its not a lot but still. im learning! learning to take hardship. AND its still money ok! better than i stay at home, watch tv and raise the electric bill... my boss is nice. so i would definitely continue! oh anyway, no work next week. so, ASK ME OUT anyone? HAHAHA

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends
& I’m alone

Dedicated to my Best Friend.

Ho Mun Yee. Melissa is the name that her grandma gave her. But for us, we sometimes tease her as 'money'. For four years of my secondary school life in New Town Secondary, I'm so thankful i have her to go through all the ups and downs with me.
Secondary one. We met during orientation. we had a clique then.
Secondary two. The clique shrank in size. I'm glad our friendship remained strong in the storms.
Secondary three. Left with just both of us. Just both of us among all the other girls survived to go to 3/2. We attended the Advanced Elective Module(AEM) at Singapore Polytechnic together. We were crazy, weren't we MunYee?
Secondary four. Even though we didn't get to sit with each other in class, its fine. We're still us. We stayed the same. I like her being shy, and she likes me being humourous.

here's for my dearest sister. :D

Life's full of choices.

PROM 19November2008 Orchard Parade hotel

now you know who's my date eh? ;)

Habib. yeah.that's ikhwan.

random candid

that's them, without smiling.

4E2'o8 (not all there though)

IAN LOH WEI YANG

Jeslin

Syah :]

Pamelaaaa

Higher Mother Tongue: Zhao Peng Xiang.

they said, 'let's pose for Miss Universe.'

third from left, Mrs Alison Cheong.

SEXY see

sweetie CHIN

brothers for life, i supposed?

see that? so colourful!

that was candid. seriously

my primary school classmate, Wei-feng!

SUBHAS NAIR

Wong Kah Heng

PROM KING, Jedsada's posing with me!

Khabir.

that's two DARYLs

hey, the second photo i ever took with him. :D

Chia Yong Siang, Bryan. ((:

discipline master, Mr John Lim

see Mdm Neo next to me?

hot Andrew!

now that's a family photo.

best of friends forever, Timothy.

the e2/1 clique.

Shiva, my love guru!

Yoges, my money-faced brother.

Darren, my super brother!

Olivia Kim Young Ah

that's me.