roller coaster ride in the short past three months. from the day my dad was admitted to hospital, to him passing away and then finally NTU Fest before i actually became SU's President... it has been a bumpy ride. of cos not forgeting that along the way there were many short stories in between.
yes no doubt i still miss my dad, but i am also coping better with his passing. he chose Singapore's national day to leave me. and exactly one week from NTU Fest 2014. i know he fought extremely hard. he slipped into a coma two days before he left for Heaven. and that was also when i made the decision that he will not receive any aid. there was just too much pain for him to bear. and yes, he came to know the Lord after g12 conference when i held onto God for his salvation. so i was willing to let him go home to the Lord. it all happened so quickly within a span of one month. there are still times i wish he could talk to me and ask me if he is still seeing me the next morning before he was going to sleep. i wouldnt forget the scene before he breathed his last. he teared. but pa, till we meet again, wait for me. i know you're safe in the arms of my heavenly father. :')
NTU Fest was a success. (or at least that's what THEY claim) it just came and went by so quickly that i was just being functional. i gained much attention on news because of this. thank You Lord for your grace and mercy. Your hand was upon it i know. the weather couldnt get any better and there were no major hiccups. You're so good, so so good.
honestly i was tired. and i very much wanted a break. to just remain low profile. but i also know that there were many open doors for me. and so i rose up to the calling of being president. another tough journey ahead. but Lord, wont you tutor me?
