well well. my skin. cool? munyee, WO AI NI. (: hehe. sorry. just felt like saying that.
anw. yesterday... lantern festival... sigh. so many things to ran through my mind again. well. im no longer sad. luckily with the accompany of shaun. daryl might as well can go and die la. haha. and hmm. he told me many many things i guess i shouldnt really say here... and then i had fun... went home late... i went dinner with bryan too. thats cool. haha.
oh before that i was rather depressed in school due to not being able to complete my dnt work. well. wasting of time. rubbish. and anw. i enjoyed playing heart attack with people like kumar, andrew and darren. they are really 3 cute fellows okay. hehe.
today studied the whole day. with ahmad, yanlin, kenneth and yoges. haha. so fun okay. enjoyed. lala. (: study hard! love
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
lala. im so hyper today. very. extremely. but now that now im getting tired. bad. yawn. so what about today. i guess its a good day afterall. nothing bad much. but many things happen. and i do hope it wont be a bad day tmr. cos good days and bad days always take turns. ):
well. so i woke up early wishing him happy birthday and then went to school with the birthday present and writing a letter to him while i was on the bus. just felt like writing though at first i thought there was a no need. went school saw that he was playing soccer. didnt disturb him. left the present with yanlin to give him.
PE lesson was okay. played soccer with the guys. SO VIOLENT. haha. and a little basketball. then got back my english test. it was alright i guess. didnt ask for too much. trying to comfort myselff. AHH. then went out for recess. surprisingly... somehow MRS GOH came to talk to me with some funny funny stuff bout kenneth. and im just wondering why everyones telling me bout him... weird. so shock la... and of course terribly disappointed due to him not keeping to his words... but somehow... he managed to convince me and that he regained my trust again. thats AMAZING. now that MRS GOH is using my name to threaten him when he pon class and that he also promise mr ang he will study hard... i shall not worry too much.. let the teachers handle.. haha.
after school. DNT!! woo. cool. i enjoyed the existence of marc though. but yupp. i will keep to my words. im no more of him. lala. but we played la. in the dnt room at the bench. had lotsa fun and crap. but all thanks to poornima there. or else he probably though im invisible. and maybe he cared la. he asked what happened yesterday at the strip heater. haha. oh well. then i just answered honestly.
after dnt. felt so much like going out with kumar somehow. missed him? wanted to catch up and have a good chat with him... but dont know. he seemed busy with yanlin. alright. better still. i dont wanna be her subsitute!!!! so biase. argh. whateva. bitch. HATE HER. lala. i can just announced to everyone here. even though she might not be reading. but she know that what. so nothing wrong even if someone tells her. tmr kumar ask me out. maybe i should just turn him down. LALA.
yoges, poornima and julian came to the playground near my house there. then we were talking all about yanlin. haha. so funny. i also dont know why. weird. and i just felt very sad, tired and hurt la. all of a sudden like last time. MUST BE MY PMS mood swing again. bloody shit. then we played at the playground. sigh. if only i have a boyfriend like yoges. i mean. IF. IF. IF. get it? haha. hes my GOR afterall. hes cute and nice. so innocent and sweet with poornima. but dumb poornima just dont know how to treasure him. then we take turns to play at the swing. then walk julian home. haha. stupid me. talked. lala. cool. finally. back to HOME SUCKS HOME. haha. i invented that.i hate being at home. locked up like a bird in the cage. boo. ):
i just wanna attend fridays nhps lantern festivle. does that mean that i havent let go of him? NO. certainly not. i know that. haha. wanna see him though. but what does that means? i wanna someone to fake my bf and go there and show off. haha. provided i get to see him. but it makes no difference la.
i tied my hair today!! haha. (:
i know im pretty right? OMG. self-comfort. its okay. bear with it man. sorry! heh
well. so i woke up early wishing him happy birthday and then went to school with the birthday present and writing a letter to him while i was on the bus. just felt like writing though at first i thought there was a no need. went school saw that he was playing soccer. didnt disturb him. left the present with yanlin to give him.
PE lesson was okay. played soccer with the guys. SO VIOLENT. haha. and a little basketball. then got back my english test. it was alright i guess. didnt ask for too much. trying to comfort myselff. AHH. then went out for recess. surprisingly... somehow MRS GOH came to talk to me with some funny funny stuff bout kenneth. and im just wondering why everyones telling me bout him... weird. so shock la... and of course terribly disappointed due to him not keeping to his words... but somehow... he managed to convince me and that he regained my trust again. thats AMAZING. now that MRS GOH is using my name to threaten him when he pon class and that he also promise mr ang he will study hard... i shall not worry too much.. let the teachers handle.. haha.
after school. DNT!! woo. cool. i enjoyed the existence of marc though. but yupp. i will keep to my words. im no more of him. lala. but we played la. in the dnt room at the bench. had lotsa fun and crap. but all thanks to poornima there. or else he probably though im invisible. and maybe he cared la. he asked what happened yesterday at the strip heater. haha. oh well. then i just answered honestly.
after dnt. felt so much like going out with kumar somehow. missed him? wanted to catch up and have a good chat with him... but dont know. he seemed busy with yanlin. alright. better still. i dont wanna be her subsitute!!!! so biase. argh. whateva. bitch. HATE HER. lala. i can just announced to everyone here. even though she might not be reading. but she know that what. so nothing wrong even if someone tells her. tmr kumar ask me out. maybe i should just turn him down. LALA.
yoges, poornima and julian came to the playground near my house there. then we were talking all about yanlin. haha. so funny. i also dont know why. weird. and i just felt very sad, tired and hurt la. all of a sudden like last time. MUST BE MY PMS mood swing again. bloody shit. then we played at the playground. sigh. if only i have a boyfriend like yoges. i mean. IF. IF. IF. get it? haha. hes my GOR afterall. hes cute and nice. so innocent and sweet with poornima. but dumb poornima just dont know how to treasure him. then we take turns to play at the swing. then walk julian home. haha. stupid me. talked. lala. cool. finally. back to HOME SUCKS HOME. haha. i invented that.i hate being at home. locked up like a bird in the cage. boo. ):
i just wanna attend fridays nhps lantern festivle. does that mean that i havent let go of him? NO. certainly not. i know that. haha. wanna see him though. but what does that means? i wanna someone to fake my bf and go there and show off. haha. provided i get to see him. but it makes no difference la.
i tied my hair today!! haha. (:
i know im pretty right? OMG. self-comfort. its okay. bear with it man. sorry! heh
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
woo. just got home. supposedly go for tuition. dont know why end up my 30 bucks gone to a birthday present and yupp. because of this. i pon it. felt a little evil and stupid me when i cant already do well in bio. but i guess its worth it? for once la. or maybe twice already. lets hope i dont get it as a habit... and then spent my whole day folding some BIG and small cute colorful stars into the bottle simin helped me buy. interesting... but for a guy, can not?!! (:TMR IS THE DAY. haha. hope i didnt rmb wrongly which i dont think so... haha. we talked just now too?
well. i got to admit today is another sucky day for me... sigh. i was quite hyper as usual though. HOWEVER. things happen at this kinda boring and fine weather to make it memorable for me. God is great. haha. hmm...
off with getting back my average result of bio and geo. still unhappy bout that... and then D&T LESSON. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEwww. its disgusting.
HGFALHGJHAO;LSD#$%^&* HORRIBLE. rubbish.
is long story. im dumb. i apologise for that. i cant help it. i made the strip heater catch fire. sigh. so disappointing. cos i dont know how to operate it ALONE. when zhiyang and poornima PURPOSELY dont want to come? third time already. every group should have 3person*3hours=9hours of D&T work each time but somehow. i just missed the 6hours everytime. poor me. sad life. then kanna scolded abit by mr nelson ang, mr alfred goh, mr david goh and mr ng la. boo. ): oh ya. anw. at least i was the spotlight for once. everyone stared at me. and i thought i was to pay the exegerated sum of $20,000 for the old crappy german product. thanks to my tiny puny mini purple acrylic meant to do a flower. nobody helped me. and i burnt myself. ): well. its the instructions given to me by mr ng what. whyy. alemak. GUOYI WAS NEVER ABOUT D&T. gettit? haha. and err. i talked to marc quite alot today. cos we shared the same bench for 10mins afterall. wahaha.
but tell you guys one thing la. i think i should stop going crazy over him.
firstly, i gave up.
secondly, he doesnt really care or notice me. im just a nobody. he doesnt bother to say hi.
thirdly, i have got enough trouble. not anymore rumors and all that.
he's just cute and thats all why i think im obsessed over him. i mean, isnt that true? haha. okay. from now one, that's it. let him go his way. haha. no more of HI & BYES. aww. painful decision. HA-HA./
well. i got to admit today is another sucky day for me... sigh. i was quite hyper as usual though. HOWEVER. things happen at this kinda boring and fine weather to make it memorable for me. God is great. haha. hmm...
off with getting back my average result of bio and geo. still unhappy bout that... and then D&T LESSON. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEwww. its disgusting.
HGFALHGJHAO;LSD#$%^&* HORRIBLE. rubbish.
is long story. im dumb. i apologise for that. i cant help it. i made the strip heater catch fire. sigh. so disappointing. cos i dont know how to operate it ALONE. when zhiyang and poornima PURPOSELY dont want to come? third time already. every group should have 3person*3hours=9hours of D&T work each time but somehow. i just missed the 6hours everytime. poor me. sad life. then kanna scolded abit by mr nelson ang, mr alfred goh, mr david goh and mr ng la. boo. ): oh ya. anw. at least i was the spotlight for once. everyone stared at me. and i thought i was to pay the exegerated sum of $20,000 for the old crappy german product. thanks to my tiny puny mini purple acrylic meant to do a flower. nobody helped me. and i burnt myself. ): well. its the instructions given to me by mr ng what. whyy. alemak. GUOYI WAS NEVER ABOUT D&T. gettit? haha. and err. i talked to marc quite alot today. cos we shared the same bench for 10mins afterall. wahaha.
but tell you guys one thing la. i think i should stop going crazy over him.
firstly, i gave up.
secondly, he doesnt really care or notice me. im just a nobody. he doesnt bother to say hi.
thirdly, i have got enough trouble. not anymore rumors and all that.
he's just cute and thats all why i think im obsessed over him. i mean, isnt that true? haha. okay. from now one, that's it. let him go his way. haha. no more of HI & BYES. aww. painful decision. HA-HA./
Monday, September 25, 2006
waa. how long have i not updated? zz.
anw. guess what. just realised its someone's birthday two days from now. so what should i do? i think he's someone quite important in my life but yet currently i feel a little angry at me. so i dont know what to buy or do... well. cant be bothered.
today school sucked as usual. thought i was a little hyper in the morning but sank into depression soon after. wonder why... probably is because of all my sucky results after all my efforts. its okay. let me keep my mind off these for now and get occupied. so what should i do?
uh huh. how bout singing song. there i go agaiN! (:
oh ya. and i havent finish my homework. ):
anw. guess what. just realised its someone's birthday two days from now. so what should i do? i think he's someone quite important in my life but yet currently i feel a little angry at me. so i dont know what to buy or do... well. cant be bothered.
today school sucked as usual. thought i was a little hyper in the morning but sank into depression soon after. wonder why... probably is because of all my sucky results after all my efforts. its okay. let me keep my mind off these for now and get occupied. so what should i do?
uh huh. how bout singing song. there i go agaiN! (:
oh ya. and i havent finish my homework. ):
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
im sick. ): chest pain, cold, gastric. guess all caused by stress. sigh. poor me. ): just came back from tuition, or maybe counselling from ms toh. haha. so tired. still needa pratice maths, and do english and study. yawn. whyy... depressing man. currently talking to subhas. then looking at some bio also... multi tasking again. haha. i wanna play games with edmund! sad.
today theres stupid fire drill. that made english compre test to be postponed to tmr. evil mr poon. and then enjoyed PE a bit. hypered. haha. had a dumb chinese test which i cant finish and guess im going to fail agian. AHH. then got DnT. it was sian. as usual i was all alone la. like you know. irresponsible freaks. run away and play. ohh. whatever. thanks for letting me finish that big project myself. so helpless and all alone. pathetic. then took 33 with dave to NUS there. he suddenly like weird weird. haha.
im dying away. fading away.
today theres stupid fire drill. that made english compre test to be postponed to tmr. evil mr poon. and then enjoyed PE a bit. hypered. haha. had a dumb chinese test which i cant finish and guess im going to fail agian. AHH. then got DnT. it was sian. as usual i was all alone la. like you know. irresponsible freaks. run away and play. ohh. whatever. thanks for letting me finish that big project myself. so helpless and all alone. pathetic. then took 33 with dave to NUS there. he suddenly like weird weird. haha.
im dying away. fading away.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
its me again. muahaha. well. today was a memorable day i guess.
i cried early in the morning due to that same old friendship problem... and then it was in front of munyee... well. maybe i was right to meet myechit instead of him at the 196 stand. at least mye chit had got this funny little cute surprise out there. sweet of him! haha.
back in class. tuesday is just a tiring day. especially when today is the commencing of the tests of this week. yawns. had my bio test. its great! had some confidence. hehe. for once at least (:
then maths lesson was just as chaos. i walked out of class without pass! evil me. hmm. what else?
mother tongue sucked anw. poor mr. chua. pity him. ); i think zhiyang's gonna get it sooner or later. he dared to pon right straight in front of mr chua's face. got balls sia. haha. i wanna some guts to do something like that too! lol. -.-
NOW... THE MOST EXCITING PART OF MY DAY. other than the morning that really dampens my mood. i really had a good CRY, oops, i mean TEARS OF LAUGHTER this recess. cos im laughing with simin over our way of laughing. and not only this... something else is more than its marvellous, great, awesome, and all the crappy words you use to describe. haha.
guess what...
I TALKED TO MARC. lol.
that was a bit lame. but its okay. its fun anw. something worth commerating over for. haha. hes just cute okay. realyl cute. this is no joke. and i love the way he talks. haha. its like INCREDIBLE & AMAZING & MIRACLE & MAGICAL. out of nowhere when i dont expect him to pop out in front of me, OR MAYBE BEHIND, he appeared when i was helping munyee and simin to buy drink. sometimes things are jst irony, turning out the way it shouldnt be. and when you prayed hard for it, it dont come, but out of the blue, it comes, right? ya, anw. back to story. haha. i thought i saw him buying food some moment ago. and TELEPORT. DA-TA. hes right behind the queue after me, and i realised i was half a head shorter! ): i have got the shock of my life and... hestitated... and trembled HI in this acting hyper voice. lol. he actually bothered to rmb me and say hi back. wow. then i told the vendor i wanted 3 packets of lychee juice. and marc asked me if i could finish them all. i guess he was just finding something to say to me la. so i replied no and its for my friend. and he laughed, ordering another lychee juice for himself to0! aww. geez (: i think i will really rmb this scene very clearly somehow. ah!!!! uh-oh?
after school, d&t's cancelled, so stayed back a little while to copy bio and left to shop for some cheapskate clothes. AND DAVE GOH TOOK MY $$MONEY$$. and i didnt have any left to buy. argh. nvm. its okay. can guess the sale wont be over so soon. LALA. lets go again tmr.
BACK TO HOMEWORK FOR NOW. lol.
*stress*
i cried early in the morning due to that same old friendship problem... and then it was in front of munyee... well. maybe i was right to meet myechit instead of him at the 196 stand. at least mye chit had got this funny little cute surprise out there. sweet of him! haha.
back in class. tuesday is just a tiring day. especially when today is the commencing of the tests of this week. yawns. had my bio test. its great! had some confidence. hehe. for once at least (:
then maths lesson was just as chaos. i walked out of class without pass! evil me. hmm. what else?
mother tongue sucked anw. poor mr. chua. pity him. ); i think zhiyang's gonna get it sooner or later. he dared to pon right straight in front of mr chua's face. got balls sia. haha. i wanna some guts to do something like that too! lol. -.-
NOW... THE MOST EXCITING PART OF MY DAY. other than the morning that really dampens my mood. i really had a good CRY, oops, i mean TEARS OF LAUGHTER this recess. cos im laughing with simin over our way of laughing. and not only this... something else is more than its marvellous, great, awesome, and all the crappy words you use to describe. haha.
guess what...
I TALKED TO MARC. lol.
that was a bit lame. but its okay. its fun anw. something worth commerating over for. haha. hes just cute okay. realyl cute. this is no joke. and i love the way he talks. haha. its like INCREDIBLE & AMAZING & MIRACLE & MAGICAL. out of nowhere when i dont expect him to pop out in front of me, OR MAYBE BEHIND, he appeared when i was helping munyee and simin to buy drink. sometimes things are jst irony, turning out the way it shouldnt be. and when you prayed hard for it, it dont come, but out of the blue, it comes, right? ya, anw. back to story. haha. i thought i saw him buying food some moment ago. and TELEPORT. DA-TA. hes right behind the queue after me, and i realised i was half a head shorter! ): i have got the shock of my life and... hestitated... and trembled HI in this acting hyper voice. lol. he actually bothered to rmb me and say hi back. wow. then i told the vendor i wanted 3 packets of lychee juice. and marc asked me if i could finish them all. i guess he was just finding something to say to me la. so i replied no and its for my friend. and he laughed, ordering another lychee juice for himself to0! aww. geez (: i think i will really rmb this scene very clearly somehow. ah!!!! uh-oh?
after school, d&t's cancelled, so stayed back a little while to copy bio and left to shop for some cheapskate clothes. AND DAVE GOH TOOK MY $$MONEY$$. and i didnt have any left to buy. argh. nvm. its okay. can guess the sale wont be over so soon. LALA. lets go again tmr.
BACK TO HOMEWORK FOR NOW. lol.
*stress*
Monday, September 18, 2006
hello guys! i got a new blog again. lol. and finally fixed this locking of my blog and putting password thingy before i go around telling ppl i trust anw to ensure same things wont happen agian like last time... how this skin? i make one! haha. joking. lala. currently im in a blur mind. crazy state of mind. seriously im feeling very dizzy... gonna black out soon. ): sick. cold.
I LIKE THIS SKIN!! (:
I LIKE THIS SKIN!! (:
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