lala. im so hyper today. very. extremely. but now that now im getting tired. bad. yawn. so what about today. i guess its a good day afterall. nothing bad much. but many things happen. and i do hope it wont be a bad day tmr. cos good days and bad days always take turns. ):

well. so i woke up early wishing him happy birthday and then went to school with the birthday present and writing a letter to him while i was on the bus. just felt like writing though at first i thought there was a no need. went school saw that he was playing soccer. didnt disturb him. left the present with yanlin to give him.

PE lesson was okay. played soccer with the guys. SO VIOLENT. haha. and a little basketball. then got back my english test. it was alright i guess. didnt ask for too much. trying to comfort myselff. AHH. then went out for recess. surprisingly... somehow MRS GOH came to talk to me with some funny funny stuff bout kenneth. and im just wondering why everyones telling me bout him... weird. so shock la... and of course terribly disappointed due to him not keeping to his words... but somehow... he managed to convince me and that he regained my trust again. thats AMAZING. now that MRS GOH is using my name to threaten him when he pon class and that he also promise mr ang he will study hard... i shall not worry too much.. let the teachers handle.. haha.

after school. DNT!! woo. cool. i enjoyed the existence of marc though. but yupp. i will keep to my words. im no more of him. lala. but we played la. in the dnt room at the bench. had lotsa fun and crap. but all thanks to poornima there. or else he probably though im invisible. and maybe he cared la. he asked what happened yesterday at the strip heater. haha. oh well. then i just answered honestly.

after dnt. felt so much like going out with kumar somehow. missed him? wanted to catch up and have a good chat with him... but dont know. he seemed busy with yanlin. alright. better still. i dont wanna be her subsitute!!!! so biase. argh. whateva. bitch. HATE HER. lala. i can just announced to everyone here. even though she might not be reading. but she know that what. so nothing wrong even if someone tells her. tmr kumar ask me out. maybe i should just turn him down. LALA.

yoges, poornima and julian came to the playground near my house there. then we were talking all about yanlin. haha. so funny. i also dont know why. weird. and i just felt very sad, tired and hurt la. all of a sudden like last time. MUST BE MY PMS mood swing again. bloody shit. then we played at the playground. sigh. if only i have a boyfriend like yoges. i mean. IF. IF. IF. get it? haha. hes my GOR afterall. hes cute and nice. so innocent and sweet with poornima. but dumb poornima just dont know how to treasure him. then we take turns to play at the swing. then walk julian home. haha. stupid me. talked. lala. cool. finally. back to HOME SUCKS HOME. haha. i invented that.i hate being at home. locked up like a bird in the cage. boo. ):

i just wanna attend fridays nhps lantern festivle. does that mean that i havent let go of him? NO. certainly not. i know that. haha. wanna see him though. but what does that means? i wanna someone to fake my bf and go there and show off. haha. provided i get to see him. but it makes no difference la.

i tied my hair today!! haha. (:
i know im pretty right? OMG. self-comfort. its okay. bear with it man. sorry! heh