just talked to him.
started off the conversation with a friendly tone by asking how his brother did for psle and wanted to compare with my sis... i was daring when things turned out liddat:

... ...
can i ask you something?
ya sure.
what does your nick means?
oh nothing much la. how bout yours? got gf arh?
nar. for fun only.
actually... i just wanna admit to you that i havent gotten over some things in the past...
like what?
you would know better than anyone...
i cant do anything.
neither can i. i havent been able to give myself a chance to start another r'ship after soo long.
*no reply.*
fine, at least i got to concentrate on my studies... i have been well, dont worry.




every time i know i will get hurt after hearing what he says... i still want to talk to him... why? *silly me.*