yeahh, maybe im depressed, deep deep inside, but yet again, maybe.


good, okay.
someday - nickelback


suddenly its so quiet and its making me feel uncomfortable. i dont quite like the silence. its not exactly scary. its more like making me feel lonely. its my weak point. fear of being alone.

ups and downs in life taught me how to grow. grow through the pain and the bad memories. also to grow and learn new things, make new friends, and lead a worthful life. while walking down this path, i do look back once in a while. smile at how silly i used to be and cry when i knew that i cant change the fact. even though there are times when i really hate to let go and move on, i've learnt that its part and parcel of life. no point clinging on to something that's not coming back. i promise to grow stronger each time i get hurt and i did it. i have. i knew it. i overcame it. i dont wanna be the coward who always hide inside the shell like a tortoise. i'll there when you need me... despite knowing that it may not be reciprocal. its okay, i just wanna be someone there to ans your call, to cheer you up when you're feeling low, let you scream at or let a shoulder or a hand. but will you be there to share your joy too?



so what if we were best friends? that has already become a past tense.
you just dont know how much it hurts me, baby.