windy, headache.
if everyone cared - nickelback

my headache must have came from not drying my hair just now. rhumetism!! (i hope i spelled that right...)

viddy, my mommy cum employer... i dont know but i just suddenly missed you... hope you're reading this cos after reading your blog, i really felt useless... i've always treated you as my bestie and yet i didnt do anything bout it, only allowing you to feel that way, so left out, lonely and everything else... i lost my job... cos i failed to make you smile... girl, things've changed... let's put those unhappiness away and let them fade but maybe we can still keep those sweet lovely memories up there... you gotta walk outta all these and stand up on your feet by yourself again... im sure you can do it... & if ever you need me... you know i'll be there. yeah? a phone call away. anything, we can talk bout anything under the sun like how we used to okay? i really really love you lots. i dont know what else to say... but you know me yes you know... cos deep down, im still guilty for those that i've done... girl, i know its been countless times but still i wanna say this... im sorrie, it was, has and had always been my fault to break you guys up. nothing can make me undo the mistake anymore, seeing you or her makes my heart break now. girl, i'll never forgive myself for that... rmb how we used to eat fish noodles at the hawker centre in clementi with a cup of ice milo? ((: <33 that's something im gonna keep in my heart forever