Friday, August 29, 2008

peng xiang rocks!

TAN SHIEBOON, you see that above? I BET YOU'RE DROOLING :D
back to primary two! :D
cheesecake day.
drama mamas
yang yang was so cooperative :D
to the left to the left
we look like we're at a wake...
how will i ever forget them?
daryl is COOL :D

6D'04
look at him, he's arms are as big as my thighs ok
i hate edmund. i really do. look at that reluctant face to take a friggin' photo with meee

those days... nothing aint the same no more.


first of all, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY. ((:
as i grew older, nothing seems to interest me. i also prefer to go low profile. today they asked me to dance honky with them. lol, i was quite reluctant but well, in the end, i still did. anyway, ya, the concert was boring today. shiva did well but i guess wilson is right, not as good as last year! oh ya, before i forget, happy birthday to him!
i saw kavii! and some other ex students. was waiting for AL but went off without seeing him. argh, whateva. doesnt really matter, since we alr met up some time back two weeks ago. :D
returned to nhps with wei-feng even though boon so wanted me to go catch 4bia with him. hahaha. SORRY! yeahh, was disappointed i didnt see wendy around but i still had fun hanging out with those idiots. haha, everyone seemed to have changed. the school did, the teachers did too. ahhh, everything's gone. that's life i guess.
after that, i didnt hang out with them, SURPRISINGLY. i dont know why. i think it was pms. my mood totally went down. down down down all the wayyyyy down the drain. so yupp, went home to take a nap. things didnt become better till now. cos im talking to retard, with the name: TAN.S.B. :D

i think im sad partially cos edmund ong is freaking leaving tmr and he cant be bothered with me :(

that's all bout my week. before i forget, i got my term 3 results. as usual, im never satisfied with what i can do. i wanna be the best, and i only deserve the best. LIFE'S A BITCH.

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here... been waiting here

Monday, August 25, 2008






a.k.a. neoprint! lol
candid!
yulenda is LOVEEEE


round of applause for chiobu YULENDA...
do buy 4D! :D

photo shooting may help to release stress but perhaps...
think again. lol. (:

i told yulenda i would post the photos.
had much fun studying with BOOOON, isabel and yulenda today. :D
also had fun mugging with candice, jolene and LARRY ytd. haha.
i think im so cool. two gfs and a guy a day to accompany me study for these two days. waakaka. i should be doing well then! looking forward to doing work with those peeps again.
oh anyone wanna ask me out? im so super freeeeee.
you know, think i drank too much coke with shieboon just now and im HIGH now. help. (:

anyway, im here to promote and advertise for wilson's super cute blog. lol. please visit http://wilson-not-low.blogspot.com/
i seriously think i should go something bout my blog website name too. change it to something cool like theirs. hahah.

P.S. i know you like my new blogskin right? :D:D
oh ya, any idea what i should get for Mr. T.S.P. for teachers' day? hmmm

I just can't belive your gone
Still waiting for morning to come
We'll see if the sun rise
Without you my by side
Well we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When were through building memories
I will hold yesterday in my heart

They can take tomorrow the past remains
They can take the music that we never played
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we will never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everthing
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

You always used to say
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
So least though how the story goes
And know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day, one more smile on your face but they can't take yesterday

Saturday, August 23, 2008

i've decided to give my blog a new look! :D









my week was ok. usual stuff. studying again! haha. prelims round the corner so all the best to people! :D


1. to start off with, i was quite upset when i realised my cca grade was d7. at first i couldnt be bothered, but everyone advised me to go check out. so i did. and yay, im happy now. cos i THINK i got an a2. oh well, i mean, i dont ask for alot but ya. thank you. :D


2. death race is so so so super nice!! i think everyone (above 16) should really watch it. REALLY. PROVIDED YOU CAN STAND GRUESOME IMAGES. hahaha.


3. i think i slimmed down. like alot? within half a year. what's wrong with me? is it good or is it bad? hmmm


4. teachers' day here next week! cant wait (for the holidays). haha.
ahhh, i think i get to meet many many old friends this year. :)


5. graduation NITE. lol. *panick*


6. last but now least, edmund's leaving soon. i think im gonna be sadddddd. what do you think? haha :((


p.s. when i talk to you again, it felt like as if we were strangers. it felt like as if it was our first conversation. it felt like as if im getting to know you all over again. but at least now i know, im meeting a different person. a totally different one.



You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go

Saturday, August 16, 2008

dear baby boy, this is for you.
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Monday, August 11, 2008

my blog is becoming like crazy jolene's. more photos than words. well, once again, that summarises the week. for more photos, please feel free to visit: Candice/Jolene (:

anyway, one very interesting thing to share about...
random ppl are reading my blog! (you know who you are) like WOW. haha. i feel so honoured knowing that my life is so interesting and that ppl enjoy reading my blog. so, if you're reading, go ahead and please continue. thank you for your support! :D

good luck to all the peeps getting their Os MT result tmr.

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you,
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through.
yulenda kept screaming when she saw this:
national day celebration:



guess who're the teachers :D
Mr. J.T. :

on our journey...














group photo!




this is what you get when you lose your focus...



And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are
And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made