Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Boy am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lyin here tonight
Wishin I was by your side
Cuz when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life



im too lazy to upload any photos. anyway, i think blogger's down. MAYBE DUE TO THE STORM OUT THERE RIGHT NOW. lol, its like raining kittens and puppies. :D

im soooooooo sleepy. i slept late last night cos was busy chatting with my mom. actually, it was more like i was just listening, entertaining my mom. :D see, im so fillial. lol. yupp, then woke up early this morning, went to the library to chiong for seats for isabel. see? im so nice, a 24/7 good friend. lol. in fact, im just kiasu. heh. we practically camped at that place for the whole day and ya, here i am, back home, drenched. that rain. irritating.

yupp, i just realised im a contented little girl! lol. mommy praised me ytd ok. she said im grown up, and im mugging real hard now. hey, that's true ok. im so stressed up my body's sending me all kinda signals... argh. headache, hairfall, losing my appetite. oh no! this is bad, very bad. haha, oh well, what to do. just to get into that school. :(


im so sorry. that's my choice, i hope you respect me. i shouldnt have let you down. please dont be mad, please still be my friend, please. im gonna miss you.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Stay Close, Dont Go.







studying at buddy hoagies the other day helped i guess. :D
its nice studying with isabel, but maybe not so with the NOISY yulenda around. she really needs some tranquilizer. LOL

talking bout studying, I HATE THE NEW TIME TABLE THING, WHATEVA IT IS THAT BLOCK STUDYING. so not focused. so noisy. teachers' teaching so generally. i aint learning anything. how? ok, you're gonna so see me disappear from school for the next two weeks... HEH :D

anyway, im getting used to my lens now. quite happy with it cos ppl tell me i look better like that. maybe troublesome and ex but im still planning to use it till next month for prom. i think i might wanna get the brown one, any comments or strong objections anyone? wonder if it suits me... MY EYES ARE SO DRY NOWWWWWWWW(needa take them off soon) its making me so tired


finally kinda got to talk things out. well, at least i cleared much doubts but still, im quite distracted over this. unable to make up my mind and stuff. gosh, what should i do? ahhhh, you're driving me nuts. are you avoiding me? you seemed like. so what's this supposed to mean? im thinking too much again. haha. im being sensitive. argh


Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and stay

Wednesday, September 24, 2008








that's what happened at the optician the other day. those crazy women, making a fool outta themselves in the shop. LOL.

ok, nothing to blog much about. im here to complain about my result.
wilson, if you're reading this, OK, IM SORRIE, I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE DOING THIS, ok?! hahaha
ok, L1R5 is totally not what i expected. THANKS TO MY SS. cos i failed it like SOOOOO badly. luckily my geo helped to pull up the overall combine humanities result. phew.
ya, maybe ian is right, should just look at raw score first. i suck. so what if i can deduct of 4points. sigh. im soooooo irritated with myself now and i so wanna do so much better for O's ok.
who cares is daryl gets into ACJC. who cares if ian is doing well? WHO CARES IF TIMOTHY KHOR AND GF ARE 8 POINTERS. i dont wanna win anyone alr. i wanna win MYSELF.
yupp, less than one more month. whoo! its finally coming. yeah man, BRING IT ON! yippeeeee

Monday, September 22, 2008

Because Of You.


this photo. i dont know what else to put, that's why. found it somewhere deep inside my folder. sec2! hahaha, those were the days... when Mrs Zane Tye was still our cher... and this idiot, still disturbing me till now. lol, somethings just dont change :D oh oh ohh, and my hair is... FUCKING SHORT. hahah, i changed. yeahh, i did. inside out.

I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with



contacts contacts. :D
yeah, contact lens!

school was slack, slack and slack today. got back results and just sat there. i was tutoring subhas and yulenda though. (:

whoo, secured 1 for both math! even though that's something to be relieved about, my chem really disappointed me. FYI: i said chem, i didnt mention, MY SCIENCE DISAPPOINT ME. cos i think i tried hard for physics and im doing average. i expected a 1 from chem but i only got a 3. ouch.

ok, like i said, if you cant contact me tomorrow, AFTER I GET BACK MY EL RESULT, you can get ready to come for my funeral. lol, ya, cos im really scared. like SUPER UBER SCARED. hahah, i dont wanna failllllll. omg.

anyway, im also happy today cos Mr. Tan nominated me for Eagles' Award! whoo, i love him manzx.

back to school, i dont think so much. i feel better, not as stress but many things still lingers in my thoughts. so not very looking forward to school tomorrow. sigh.

oh ya, by the way before i go, we played 'who's the king today'. I PLAYED FOR ONCE. and i kena some retarded dare. lol. ok, it was fun and FUNNY with ppl like subhas, justin and weifeng though. ;)

And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Sunday, September 21, 2008

our first time getting to know each other:
OBS at Palau Ubin. you wished me Happy Birthday after Bryan introduced us.
do you remember?

our first conversation:
MSN online. it was way past midnight.
do you remember?

our first time holding hands:
31 August 2007, teachers' day celebrations.
do you remember?

our first date:
ECP.
do you remember?

our first movie:
Alvin and the Chipmunks.
do you remember?

our first camp together:
SL 07 Camp.
do you remember?

our first time see-sha together:
at Bugis.
do you remember?

our first month exchange of gifts:
you gave me that teddy.
do you remember?

our most embarrassing moment:
falling into the pool.
do you remember?

our first thing we had in common:
that watch. black and white.
do you remember?


do you remember?
do you remember?
cos i remember.


i wish so hard to create more memories with you but i am left with no other choice. gonna leave you behind and let these remain us part of my memories...
so will they be part of yours too?

Friday, September 19, 2008

guys, pardon me for this uber long post. i needa get them off my head or else i cant take it anymore. i cant just keep it inside anymore. i need some space too.

why are you still reading my blog? do you still care for me? why do you ask bout him? are you jealous? what are we now? what's all these bullshit? this aint what i want. i dont care what my friends say. i care bout what you say. tell me, what do you want?!

do i laugh cos we're friends or cry cos that's all we can be?

do you know irritating it can get when i have all these questions popping out non stop? do you know i can be thinking by you all day and not do anything cos i dont see you around? do you know that i realised i relied on you so much i need you here cos im all alone?

what did you mean when you tell me life is quiet without me around? do you want me back? is that what you've said? must things really go this way? do you need me like i need you? have you thought bout me? thought bout the past? did you smile like i do when you think bout the times we shared and cry like i do when im back to reality?

CAN YOU FUCKING JUST GET OUTTA MY LIFE, MAKE ME HATE YOU AND JUST LEAVE COS I SO CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
cos maybe i'll feel better that way.






please go,
please just DONT go. please.
my head is swelling. lol, the aching is killing away bits and bits of me slowly.

ytd physics paper was a mess. first, the girls and i went in late, even though i reached school early after spending 6bucks on a cab with munyee. and then i went in forgetting all bout my calculator. thank goodness qihui was right in front of me and offered to lend me. aww. haha, so after that i started doing and i can tell him, i was guessing the answers for half of the questions. ahhhhh, how am i gonna pass at this rate?

i've been wanting to blog since last night but i was busy online. i thought it was this conversation that would really mean alot to me, really.

then after physics paper i went home to change and met up with them. i'm always punctual ok... UNLIKE THE LATE QUEENS. tsk tsk. hahaha. ok, then after some tiny little misunderstanding, we set off to town and went to catch mama mia! whoo, so lame la, but the theme song was niceeeee. and how the guy ends up with the girl is sweet in a way? lol, pls dont watch it if you aint one drama mama cos its funny and seems like some hollywood INDIAN movie. LOL :)

boy, if you're reading this, i hope you get what i was trying to tell you.

yupp, after a longggggg discussion, we finally settled down at some cool tim sum restaraunt to gossip. hahaha. oh well, the food's quite nice and the service is good, i would say. :D as usual, from the previous post you can see how crazily we were taking our photos. for more, please visit: Jolene! (lol, free advertisement)

the reason why i cried myself to sleep is you.
do you know much you still matters to me?


it was getting late and i thought i should go even though my mom, surprisingly, didnt call and nag. haha. yupp, so i decided to go home and trained back with candice. im sorrie i didnt get to accompany isabel and yulenda!

my heart was aching so badly. i need to get over you since you dont even care. do you feel hurt like im feeling? you tell me its my pride? i tell you, it YOU. its you i dont wanna let go. do you know do you know do you know how it fucking feels like?

so girls, we'll hang out after Os man. so gonna do. so fun today. hahah, all the weird stuff we did,(how we dressed up) and all the things we talk bout. lol. very destressing. hahah, ok, mug hard ya! smileeeeee :D

i so shouldnt have text you.
you're my greatest mistake, ever.


so many questions but i get no answers from you.
so many tears, all because of you.
so many sleepless night, thinking of you.
and what do i get?
so many cuts inside my heart, hurt by you.















Cupid shot me with the arrow from the start
And you know that it's your love that's got me trapped
Everytime I try to leave you bring me back
So much water at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I wanna wake up
And when I break up it's only to make up

Thursday, September 18, 2008

4.30am in the morning, you must be wondering what im doing at this hour. well, i have been chem-ing alone for 1hr alr and only slept for 2hr just now. haha, its thanks to my mom snoring away in bed that woke everyone up. lol. this should make up for the more than 12hrs of sleep i had ytd. lol, cos there's no school and i wasted all my time in lalaland. PAYBACK TIME NOW. anyways, there's chem paper 1 later, so let's hope i'll do well AND CAN SURVIVE THE ONE HOUR PAPER at 1015. ((: oh then ya, still gotta study with subhas, raymond and zoey in library after that. omg. i need some energizer man someoneeeeeeee.

i miss you,
like fucking badly.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008




ice cream-ed! yumyum, twenty-six bucks for cookie summit and banana crumple. worth it. hahah. that's my way to destress ok! (by gaining weight) LOL. then shopping with boon at shop at save. lol, i think we looked super retarded. :D

anyway, prelims are gonna be over soon. i wonder if its a good thing or bad. well, i think i didnt do well for prelims so that's something worth reflecting over. but at the same time, im still looking forward to Os. lol. get it over and done with :D

ok im crazy now cos im talking to some retard online. hahahha, shall get back to doing my MCQs soon and MY MOM'S COMING HOME SOON. argh. LOL

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it

Sunday, September 14, 2008


i thought this quote would sound rather offensive, self-centred and selfish. but oh well. who cares? that should be what i ought to be feeling and i should believe in it. GUOYI, YOU NEED TO REBUILD THE CONFIDENCE IN YOU THAT WAS BEING STAMPERED UPON BY SOME BASTARD. lol. jerk, intolerable jerk.
tuition-ed. and im bored. so i shall have a random post before i return to work. physics drive me nuts so i need to destress before you see me melting away.
i read 'a leap of love' just now. it really almost made me cry. sad ending. very different from the movie i've watched.
HMM, I THINK I NEEDA GO OUT ON FRIDAY. all the plansssssss... ...
im chatting with edmund now and im happy even though I EMO-ED AGAIN JUST NOW.
how long will i take to heal?
i think i really needa change. inside out. yeahh, help me.
IM SOO HOTTT.
going studying tomorrow you know you know you know :D
anyway, i miss munyee so much. i think i've a big brain full of compartments containing brain cells. or else i wont be able to do so many things at one shot. LOL
i've done this quiz one year ago! and im doing it again now cos someone elses tagged me with it. let's see what changes i've made now... pretty cool :D

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. previously cash, now still cash (:
2. previously good result&then go NJ but now good results that satisfy myself will do
3. to make more friends is something i wont change
4. a proper family reunion dinner!
5. "to be with my darling forever and ever and everrrrr and ever" WAS what i've written.

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Harry.

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends. yeah, just friends (:

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
soccer, npcc, buddist, racist & humourous. LOL

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
talked all night, crapped and smiled cos of him

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
we kinda lost contact in a way. dont rmb. hahaha

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
i dont know? he wont be la, cos he just wont be.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
he's great, he really is.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
feel sadddd. why would he? lol

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
maybe cos some thing went wrong and he cant help but dislike me first?

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
ask him out, hang out and then keep up with him!

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
good. a nice friend (:

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
attitude prob?*(remains the same)

13.The character you love of yourself is?
cheerful on the outside

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
bottle things up on the inside

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ahmad. he's someone i'll always respect and looked up upon

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
01: Munyee!
02: Vidya
03: Jolene
04: Candice
05: Yulenda
06: Dean
07: Wilson
08: Harry
09: Ahmad
10: YanWah

17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
with books. (:

18.Is no.9 a male or female?
male, often mistakening as female :D

19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no. definitely not. they dont know each other :D

20.How about no.8 and 5?
haha, if they happen to know each other then

21.What is no.2 studying about?
LAW

22. when was the last time you chat with no. 3?
one hour ago?

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
ahh. i forgot.

24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
yeahh, her beloved sis, and bro. (:

25.Will you woo no.3?
oh err, maybe next life, as a guy, YEAH?

26.Is no.4 single?
uh huh.

27.What's the surname of no.5?
TOH qian hui.

28.What's the hobby of no.4?
dance, slack, sms, play and talk. :D

29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
dont think they know each other. but if they happen to, please, HAVOC.

30.Where is no.2 studying at?
Stanfield Institute or something liddat...

31.Talk something casually about no.1?
HE MIN ER, my bestie, knows me best.

32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
haha, why is it always him? ok ok, had a crush, ok? FYI: HAD.

33.Where does no.9 live at?
that fella? one min he's at boon lay, the other min, queenstown. sometimes he goes back to malaysia but i think most of the other times he stays at YISHUN OR SOMETHING :D

34.What color does no.4 like?
oh good question. im not sure, let me guess. maybe blue or yellow? ok i'll find out.

35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nope, not really, just causual friends though

36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
haha, no. 7? he's a weirdo.

37.How do you get to know no.2?
softball.

38.Does no.1 have any pets?
doubt. her skin is too sensitive. what can she have? perhaps fish? haha. UH, I RMB, SHE DOES HAVE A PET SPIDER.

39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
he doesnt wanna know answer. hahahahah
my sweetheart, yulenda toh qian hui!
that's his LAME dare. :D

studying with joleneeeee


studied with yulenda, wilson and jolene ytd. well, wasnt really productive but i guess i cleared quite some doubts cos we talked, argued and figured things out. anyway, guoyi's becoming a healthy girl thanks to SEE REN FENG. haha, cos we went to gym. cool right? whoo, (actually my motive was to look at cute guys). HAHAHA. anyway, now my muscles are aching like mad and im still seeing jolene later cos there's tuition. hahah.
yulenda dropped by my place and we talked! lol, my dog almost bit her. hehehe. anyway, hope to talk again like that with you soon babyyyy.

boy i miss you more than anyone else does. im a retard. why would i? so contradicting.


Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

some nights I wanna hug ya
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

Friday, September 12, 2008

one year ago...
we were out under the night sky, just two of us watching the stars and the big round bright moon.
i would never forget that.








emo-ing is bad for health. so dont learn that from me. really. i feel so fucked up now. lalala. you say its exams, they say its pms. but actually who knows what is it? its that fucker. yeahh, its him.

MAHJONG-ED! with those crazy bunch of TAI-TAIS. and then there was monopoly too. free food like nuggets and watermelon were also provided. i think my house feels like a chalet to them. lol.. ok, think im not so stressed up now so its a good thing. hahaha, i think im so gonna fail my geo(as usual) but the great thing is amath went well! i think ms ang and mr lim actually planned on who's gonna be the angel and devil. hahaha

alright, gossipped much today. feeling sinful. *slaps myself*
shall get going to LALALAND and then wake up to start my physics revision, WHOOOO. physics rocks my socks man babehhhhh

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that's a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cause I thought you really loved me
I don't know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I've had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I'll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don't know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good
I'll be okay

Thursday, September 11, 2008





i was emo-ing. cos i had a bad day. i think math paper 2 went even worse than ytd. and then plus chem paper 2, my brain cells all got sucked out of my tiny brains. none left to memorise for geo tmr. im so dead.

was bored, so i wrote this...:
If I had known the way that this would end,
if I had read the last page first,
if I had the strength to walk away,
if I had known how this would hurt,
I would've loved u anyway.

I’d do it all the same,
Not a second I would change,
Not a touch that I would trade.
Had I known my heart would break,
I would've loved you anyway.

It’s bittersweet to look back now at memories.
And just to hold you close to me for a moment in time.
And even if I'd seen it coming,
you’d still have seen me running straight into your arms.
I would've loved you anyway.

Had I known my heart would break,
I would've loved you anyway.
I would've loved you anyway.

anyway, here's something for those babes out there whom hearts are broken(you know who you are):
Don't dwell on what you can't change.
No man is worth your tears and the only one who is won't make you cry.
Don't frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile :)

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

MY UNSUCCESSFUL OREO CHEESECAKEEEEEE
look what her eyes have became after studying (not alot)
MEINV!
looks familiar? you're probably looking at an elmo. LOL :D
wa, that serious look, no wonder TX is mesmerized. ((:
math paper 1 sucked today. you can tell me i'll still be getting my A1 but that's not the point. i made careless mistakes. and it irritates me knowing that its possible getting full marks. F.
SS was ok, there's chem p2 tmr so i hope i do well. then geo on fri. omg. life sucks.
anyway, this is for zoey:
CHEER UP GIRL, go go go, you're the one!
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
people tell me im in love;
am i really in one?
or am i just lying?

Sunday, September 07, 2008


i dont know why but im blogging more often now. ah, who cares. ok, no photos today, im too lazy to upload any. went to bel's place to study with JOJO. hahah. had dinner and her mom is super sweet and so housewife-liked. well, at least i didnt waste much time there cos if i were home, i would probably sleep my 4hours off. i memorised work today! there's chem's solubility table and then ss sucky notes... i hope my brain cells dont auto delete them so yupp, i believe im on my way to achieving good results! ok i dont know why suddenly im so positive... haha. prelims officially starts tomorrow so good luck to me!

oh anyway, jolene and i cabbed home together just now. i got off first. and you know what? this freaking weird alien taxi driver started telling us that the area i stay used to be some graveyard. i dont know what's his prob but i guessed i got freaked out in a way or another. ARGH

yulenda's and candice's blog's a mess, lucky i dont have a tagboard. ((:
hey peeps, dont get mad at those nothing-better-to-do retards. lol.
AND JOLENE SEE SAW SEEN, if you're reading this, cheer up k? LOVESSSS :D

Saturday, September 06, 2008

no photos today. i didnt get to meet those peeps ytd! argh. i've been staying home to study anyways. till im sick. hahah, my sorethroat's so bad i still ate uber hot chilli crab for lunch just now. my head's feeling heavy now and i hope i'll get well by tomorrow! think i've done lotsa revision and should keep up the good work. ((: yay, O's comingggggggg
yeahh, on the way there...
on the way of letting go.
on the verge of breaking down.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Name of 20 people you can think of now.

01. Boon
02. Ahmad
03. Edmund
04. Kenneth
05. WeiSheng
06. Faazul
07. MunYee
08. Yulenda
09. Isabel
10. Candice
11. Jolene
12. Wendy
13. Vidya
14. Raymond
15. Zoey
16. Yanlin
17. Joy
18. Wilson
19. Ian
20. Timothy

How did you meet 14?
through some stupid camps?

What would you do if you never met 1?
i'll never have someone to compete with me in sleeping.

What if 9 and 20 date each other?
COOL!

Will 6 and 17 date?
WHY NOT?! HAHAHA

Describe 3!
almost everything i ask of a guy, except he doesnt take much initiative(for now i guess).

Is 8 attractive?
yeah, pretty much.

Describe 7
4yrs of friendship. she's just my bestie. (:

Do you know any of 12's family members?
ya, havent get to see her sis yet.

What at if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you?
err? he's interesting.

What language does 15 speak?
numerical values.

Who's going out with 9?
TX.

How old is 16?
16.

When did u last speak to 13?
whooo, weeks. missed her loads!

Who is 2's favourite singer?- HIMSELF!!

Would you ever date with 4?
dated, he's nice, but not me.

Will you ever date with 1?
good question. for me to know, for you to find out. ((:

Is 19 single?
duh.

What is 10's last name?
CHIN SHAN XIA

School of 3.
Beijing International?

Where does 6 live?
redhill.

What is your favourite thing of 5?
always giving in to me.

Have you seen 2 naked?
YA, IN MY DREAMS. HAHAHA

Now choose 5 people to do the test
1. Yulenda
2. Candice
3. Jolene
4. Vidya
5. Wilson
retarded me.
advertising for colgate/darlie i guess...
sleeper.
too much math is bad for health. lol
mugged. yes i did ok. hahah, with one sec 3 boy, and the other sec 2 girl. finally caught up with them. life's been gr8. catching up with ppl i havent met a zillion yrs... there's ahmad, raymond, zoey and some primary school friends. then gonna meet kenneth and mye chit soon. haha, cant wait, tmr's going out with andrew, yoges and darren too!
and my phone's jamming, i cant sms impt stuff. its killing me!
f. im so f.confused. help me, someone help me. lol.
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say
to just make you stay?
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear