I Can't Hate You Anymore.

Just talked to my brother via webcam over msn! whooo, glad to know he's doing well, even though i can see the deep eye bags he has there. man, it 10pm here but 3pm there in holland. can you imagine how much he's gonna suffer? argh, I THINK, i'm missing him. (i even dreamt of him) :'(

Before i forget, HAPPY CNY. to me, its just cny, but this year, not just receiving much angbao money, having friends over just makes everything different! honestly, i not only 'gave away' my angbao money to my pri sch friends, especially EDMUND ONG, in mahjong and 'baluck', i also gave the remaining to my mom ok. now, i'm left with nothing! :(

talking bout those peeps, i really missed them man. we caught up and i figured out where they were all heading this year. there was one going private sch, two going SA and YJC. yvonne's alr doing her mass com in ngee ann poly alr thru DPA. oh poly and bryan, after graduated from his hwachong, is still considering. we played pool and bowling that day, which was totally awesome. i say edmund is really the pillar of us all, cos once he's back, we'll bond. and that's sweet. its always nice to see each around once in a while... its like a big family. cheers to nhps-ians =]]

i figured i had been so busy and i didnt return to either my pri sch, neither did i go back to my sec sch! aww. its ok. i'll find time. guess its partially because my mom's around at home and i aint going anywhere. (:

anyway, here's one happy news i want everyone to know. after the audition during the sports presentation camp last week, i got selected to be a host for YOG! whooo, i cant wait. and YAY, its gonna be part of CCA. cant believe itttttttt

Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.