Your Grace.

Test earlier was horrible. i am so tired now. decided i will post something since its been a while.

again i was very generous to be giving away so many marks... yet somehow i didnt feel anxious. i hope its not 'bochup' but its knowing that i have fully surrendered...

really God, i dont wanna be self deceiving or self denial. 

sometimes i dont know if i am stupid to be hanging onto so many things. i guess its bout me not learning fully how to let go... just passionate

waiting to board the bus to TCT for congre meeting tonight. Ada asked me to give a testimony bout being in NTUSU. the thought of it makes me nervous... hmmm, idk. search my heart O Lord, see if there's any offensive ways in me. God, Thy will be done, here on earth as it is in heaven. All glory to You. let every word I speak give praise to You and be pleasing to Your ears. 

its been an amazing journey i dont know where to start... last year after deciding that i will run camp REVx in NTU early this July, i began to see a lot of needs from the students. God put in me this desire to rise up and do much more for the school. i was approached for an executive position and after much praying, I decided to take it up. my middle name has ever since been 'crazy' because that's what people call me. everyone knows how busy i am and they always hear me in new projects. even my cgl are still very concerned about how i am coping... by the grace of God, i have been surviving on 5 hours of sleep. haha. right now i thank God i am in a strategic position where i can influence all the freshmen orientation camps in NTU. one thing i wanna try doing is to take away all the funny activities and encourage men to honour girls. apart from that, God worked in so many ways in the past one month after my election. the day during my rally, the question about a CCA ha

maybe i wont get to share at all... cos I am going to 'work'! yes, L&M engaged me to go Serangoon Sec to be Programme Coordinator. gonna be leading ice breaker... 

yeah, that busy... no time for anything. cant afford to be distracted.

God You're good. when times get hard, I will still wanna love You.