On and off, I catch people commenting that my face seeks radiant. I am thankful and would always point back to God saying its His glory reflected upon me. Wow, what a privilege.
With all the little tests and quizzes ceasing, just when I thought I can finally have a break, final exams are coming right up. This is really an endless cycle, chasing after all the earthly things and if I am not careful, I can so easily burn out.
As I returned home this weekend, I realised that this is no longer home. The sad truth is coming to pass. My mom always asked if I treated this place like a hotel. Then my answer was no. Now, I may not deny it. I spoke to her for less than 10 sentences weekly. Maybe its a form of defense mechanism. I dont wanna get hurt by her so I build up a wall. Yes, because nothing good and soothing to the soul comes out of her mouth.
But Lord, help me. Let me never harden my heart.
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