tralalala, and then maybe after uploading so many pictures, blogger finally decides to go mad and stop me from doing anymore. ok anyway, im really tired that my eyelids are just gonna shut anytime. a picture speaks a thousand words. enjoy! really had soooooooo much fun today. (hope we're on tv!) many thanks to the RP girls&ESPECIALLY MELVING TOO, HAHA, oh and nice to talking to sijia, of cos lastly, dearest raymond! :D

RAWR, so you think you're pissed and im nort? HELLO, IM ALSO A HUMAN BEING, I HAVE FEELINGS. things dont always go YOUR WAY, i want it my way too!! its like, are you petty or something? i dont know la, i thought im alr stressed, i needed someone to talk to, and yet now i've to be the one saying sorrie and then telling myself that its my prob, blaming it on myself, letting you hang up without making a sound. hey you know when i remain silent, there can only be 2 possibilities. well, 1 is that i've got no comments, i dont wanna lead the quarrel to a bigger matter or 2 i think everything is stupid so i'ld not like to waste my saliva and energy. you think i what? speaking to me like as if im some gangster that you wanna create trouble with. its nonsense la. perhaps you're the one having pms instead of me? stop being unreasonable! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh thanks for making my day a worse one.

SPA practical coming alr, so is my Olevel MT result. its like end of this month, and im soooooo unprepared. why? help! i wanna do well, i wanna achieve what i believe i can do but im scared i'ld fail to do so. the fear in me is so overwhelming its taking over me. man, give me a break.






















crap, i didnt mean to say all that. just wanted to vent it all out. X:

get a life.


again, complain time. if only the higher authorities will read this. LOL.

okay, my SUAY day, in other words, i havent really been so unlucky for quite some time and seems like lady luck is abandoning me this time round.
4 times. out of which, 3 times i was being kindly let off, and perhaps i just wasnt that lucky on the 4th time.
okay, you must be wondering what the hell am i say or has happened to me the whole of today. yupp, I GOT CAUGHT FOR MY SHIRT. THAT ELASTIC ELASTIC THING THAT I ATTACH TO MY UNIFORM BLOUSE. ok, i know that's supposedly not in the school rule but hello, they sorta like didnt mention it in the school rules, neither is it on the NTSS school handbook. so, the ppl do it too and i just happen to be one of those handful that got caught. FINE, but the thing is, EVEN THE PRINCIPLE GAVE ME A CHANCE ON MY 3RD TIME BEING CAUGHT, that sjidLIUJ$6io j4o cher didnt even bother to give me face. CRAP.


NOW YOU KNOW WHY THE HELL I HATE THIS SCHOOL.





ohya, i didnt have SS test today. Mr Tan Say Pin is my SS teacher in band 3 you know? i think im so gonna fly for an A for humans, what do you think? ((:

tralala, you're missed so badly.


nothing much to blog about today but just wanted to complain bout my workload in school! having a test tomorrow on SS chapt 6, oh cmon, i totally missed all the lessons and now im like gonna self study? PLS, ITS SEQ, SOMEONE HELP ME, I DONT WANNA FAIL. )): and then i've got tons of homework, i'll make sure i wont procrastinate this year... (i really hope so!)



to all the 58 SLs, especially my main coms and performers, GREAT JOB, keep it up, im stepping down liao, so take care and do a better job next year without me around ya? really enjoyed working with your... SEE YA AROUND, best of luck to me in sec4 man, hahaha...

to everyone who's out there to support me, I DID IT, yes, thanks alot. ((:


seriously, dont ask how im feeling now. i think i probably may take forever to tell you.
bad day - daniel powter


sadly to say,(well also relieved to say) end of this 3day sec1 orientation camp.
good things:
#improvements as these 3days went.
#delegated!
#was super impromptu.
#not so much of stage fright anymore.
#think overall was successful, above my baseline and is what i imagined it to be. (dream came true)
bad things:
#amos wasnt around on last 2 days to be there with me physically! i wanted him to be there cos he was the one who watched me grow over these two years from being a little tiny class leader to a great big chairperson. he was the one nagging at me constantly, correcting me this and that, allowing me to go even further than my limits and bring out the true leader in me. i can never finish thanking him for all the guidance...
#feeling sick, sorethroat, insomia, muscle aching and tiredddd! (but its ok, worth it)
#received many many bombs that pissed me off on the spot, making me stressed out. (at least it taught me how to deal with diff situation, how to have back up and alternative plans)
#thought i wasnt much appreciated cos nobody really knew how much effort i put in for every single detail to make this camp possible.@_@

alright, receiving the news that im having a test next monday on a totally new SS chapter also made me screamed at MRT(fyi:Mr.RoyTan) just now. what to do? i chose to run this orientation and i've got nobody to plan on all the work i've missed out in class. guoyi ah, sec4 liao, O's come first of all ya?


HAPPY BDAY FAAZUL&POORNIMA.
& YOU KNOW WHAT, ihateharumikitano. :D






i almost cried the second time THIS YEAR, over some ppl that i shouldnt cry for, not even after they die.

yesterday it was tears of disappointment, today it was tears of joy.

check this out...!

2007 new year resolutions:
i wanna drop all the bad and sadd memories and pick the good ones only.
i wanna stay faithful to God and be a good girl and study hard for my o levels.
i wish i wouldnt spend so much money on shopping again and save more and put them in my piggy.
i want to go home early after school and revise what i have done in school.
i hope i can make more friends and not enemies.
i want to stay single so that it wont affect my studies but i dont mind if i can find someone cute to take care of me! (:
i hope my hard work wont pay off and i will get good results by the end of the year.
i want everyone around me including ME, the sick one to stay healthy, cheerful and lucky so that we can live happily ever after!
thank God for everything. bless. ;)

yupp, that was last year's. like 365 days ago? hahah, managed to fulfil quite a few ok, so let's see what we have this year man... :D

2008 New Year resolution:
1. A one digit for O level result.
2. Let bygones be bygones. Forgive and forget. Let go.
3. Stay healthy and live happily with my family.

(this year im not so greedy ok, i alr learnt to be contented. ((:)firstly, obviously my focus right now will be at the GCE O level paper coming up in 10months time. im setting a really high aim, i believe i can do it, i know that's my minimun baseline, and i definitely wont fall below that.
alright next, this one... kinda hard, but i promise i'll try. ya, all the ppl i used to hate, dislike, cant stand, show a very bad attitude at... ok ok, i'll be nice, talk to them, give them another chance.
lastly, something i certainly thing its impossible. well, its more like a wish instead of a resolution. i dont know why, see how LA. :D

i dont know why im doing at home when everyone's calling me out to countdown la! its so quiet alone in the house my bro, sis and mom are out. crap, LALALA, its okay, its just new year.

okay, i went home late today again. argh, oops ):

3 jokes of the day.
JOKE No. 01:
went to The Coffee Connoisseur, looked for a 12person seat and then sat down. we left without ordering anything. COS WE DECIDED TO EAT ICE CREAM, paiseh, lol, later kena black listed how?
JOKE No. 02:
took MRT to Dhoby Goat, wanted to eat Swensens. it was crowded, at around 9pm? hahah, so 12 of us, oops, i mean 11 of us board the train, and due to the crowd, Amos couldnt squeeze in to join us. sadd! then everyone kept saying that he was carrying a 'suspicious item'. HAHAH
JOKE No. 03:
sat down at Swensens finally. so i think Sheri was sitting beside me. then she wanted to give up her seat for Faazul. so he stood up and moved to the next seat. it so happened that Faazul moved the chair away that Sheri wanted to sit, so, DA-TA, she fell to the floor. ok, poor her. :X

that's bout it. alot to elaborate on, but you can check out the other's blog. really grateful to everyone to make my day happy. im glad Amos treated us to the giant earthquake too. LALA. (ya, and The Hans is nice :D)

met Faazul and Edmund before getting my bro to fetch me at clementi. they really made my day even so much better. hahaha, thanks guys! satisfied... thanks Mom, for letting me out and have fun. HAHAHA. edmund... I LIKE THE DRESS LIKE SO MUCH. its green ok.

i hope my sarcasm didnt hurt you very badly. :D

im bored. wanna blog. oh crap. its way past midnight. its 1am in the MORNING for goodness sake. my precious sleep, there you go again......

today's committee meeting was like, WOW for me lahh. hahaha, but its okay, i managed to do it in the end! yay, haha, and i ate at sumo house today again, THANKS TO RAYMOND, AND HIS BRACES. HAHA :X

argh, im starting to miss ppl like bryan, chong hua, edmund, charlene, nicholas and maybe mathias? so looking forward to cny to seeing them again! hahah, anyway, did i tell you? i went to cine with them and met this super cool + cute bryan's friend named andersson. manxz. hahah.
i miss munyee, daryl and weisheng too! ahhh. but now is like the 'rushing for homework' period. everyone chiong sia. i must be one of them too! went back school today to get my 150bucks (good progress award), saw qutie a few teachers and mrs cheong's teaching me next year while mrs tan is not! LALALAA, worth to celebrate. kekex.
friends friends. some ppl like me think that friends are everything. well, think again, if you're gonna put your trust in them, just ensure its reciprocal, make sure that he/she wont backstab you and betray your trust. be alert, be aware, cos ppl nowadays are no longer real, they tend to put a mask, they're just hypocrite. you know, seen a phoney person before? its disgusting right? so yupp, i've learnt from my mistakes. whenever you think that's your soulmate or you confidant, each time you think you're right, no you maybe no, its hard to guess what ppl meant deeply right inside their heart. i am now gonna pick my true friends wisely and never do stupid things again. i still believe they remain someone important in my every part of life, but i walk this life alone, everything comes to an end, and no friendship really lasts forever. yeah, trust me, that's a fact. count on yourself, dont let others shape you.

many many things to do for this weekend, im gonna survive it. lol. anyway, WATCH 'I AM LEGENG', ITS SO GOOD THAT IT ALMOST MADE ME CRYYYYYYYYY. :D

well, cant believe school is starting...

GUOYI'S IN A BAD MOOD AGAIN, VERY BAD. mood swing? LOL!

crap, why do ppl change? yuck, i dont like it. i mean, i like things to stay things to stay the way it is now but ahh, time flies, and its like, even i think i myself changed. BUT STILL, eeeee, i dont like the way some ppl changed into now.. totally different, becoming so not like them in the past, SO DISGUSTING. why? peer pressure? I HOPE I CAN COPE WITH IT...

ANW, im soo soo sooo pissed. what to do? how? argh, so irritating. keep getting backstabbed by the same person but its okay, let things be, let it be this way, fine! LALALA, whateva, you can talk to my hand :D

anyway, i think edmund is good, what do you think? he's rich.. he's great, he's good-looking and nice. GOSH. im glad to know him!

fine, christmas mood:D
last christmas - ashley tisdale

merry merry christmas. yay, everyone's having a merry christmas, especially me? another year is coming, im gonna leave the past and move on again. its been a great year, im growing up, i've matured again and its just so fun to look back. last christmas was really quite special but i guess this christmas is alot better!

im not angry anymore. im learning anger management. :D nothing shall bother me much now. furthermore, i really thought over sooooooooo many things last night, (THANKING ALOT TO WENDY, MUNYEE & of cos.. FAAZUL!) i've let go alot of things now, feeling like as if i've just put down yet another burden. cool yeah?

well, some things really extremely shocking for me happened ytd. its like, life is great, im contented with everything i have, i dont ask for anything more but it seemed like God wants to play a trick on me, He didnt wanna make my life so peaceful or simple cos maybe He thinks that i deserve something more, so He set some obstacle out there for me, and then i've gotta figure how to deal with it. guess what? i think i made it. no point broading over it since it alr happened, i'll just have to overcome what i least expected. haha, things sound so cheem but its what i wanna say.

Praise the Lord. (:

i so wanted to cry, or am i even crying. i hate you. i hate ppl who hang my call up. i hate to talk bout the past. i hate it when things turn out liddat. YOU SUCK! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. IOJUR ytb9 h d nerya3
$$%&$^$^"!£
IM SO ANGRY

you're the colors in my eyes. :D

rainyy, tiring!
-

as usual, today i met up those mad ppl who made me laugh till i had stomach cramps. those lame ppl im referring too are sheri, hidayah, karthik, HAFIZAH ESPECIALLY, raymond, twins and xiangrui! today went school sell books with them, with haniz too, and the guys, willy, germaine... cool ya? but now i realise how unreasonable some parents are. i mean, i didnt really get really bad ones but poor hidayah who was working beside me got those nasty old folks! hahaha, so today was a rather tiring day, waking up like super early in the morning(to me waking up at 7am in a school holiday is like a torture to me), carrying all the tons and tons of crazy heavy books which like almost made me hunched my back and then i was wearing black, so i perspire like a mad dog. YA, AND I CUT MY FINGER WITH THE BOOKS LA. ee. ): overall, i guess it was fun, hope i get my pay soon! :D went to eat with the peeps afterwards and had great fun chatting, like we always do. we're the crazy ppl.

i dont know, suddenly just now had this feeling... like as if im a betrayal. who knows how it feels like? YUCK, i hate myself, i shouldnt have just walk outta them. its like now here i am with a bunch of friends younger than me by a year. i mean i do feel left out sometimes, but the thing is, i really care if they mind my existence there or not. ahhhh, whateva, no one knows that sucky disgusting side of me. ARGH!

gotta run, later got tuition! *FAINTS* and i know im saying this again but i just gotta say it, I STILL GOT SOME EDITING TO DO FOR MY PROPOSAL, to be really really really really well prepared for 28th dec, and of cos, for the first 3 days of school. I CERTAINLY CANT BELIEVE SEC 4 LIFE IS STARTING IN 2 WEEKS TIME. someone, wake me up!

OH AND raymond's another ONE who flew off to thailand. BUGGER.
** YOU BETTER GET SOMETHING BACK FOR ME ON CHRISTMAS OR ELSE... I'LL MAKE SURE YOU... GET SKINNED ALIVE BY ME. MUAHHAHAHA.

last but not least, those freaking idiotic weird ppl out there to spam/disturb/annoy OR WHATEVA IT IS ppl's blog, err, actually i really suggest you go do something else that will can serve our society, something more worth it INSTEAD OF just wasting your energy/time here. its like, i mean im getting really pissed over these stuff so ya, just maybe... dont push me to limit i warn you first? THANKYOU, i appreciate you kind understanding :)), sorry for any inconvenience caused? LOL








words cant describe how much i want to see you right now, at this very moment, on this very second.

another quote.

flooded everywhere, SADDDDDDDDDDDDDD. so sad. *depression mode*
what hurts the most - rascal flatts

what a long and busy day, i forgot my meals totally.
slept late last night cos of some problems, got very distracted and then didnt finish my editing of the proposals. so tried to make myself wake up early this morning at 9 to finish it. okay, i admit i couldnt stand it and had to sleep. so i only woke up at 1030 when i gotta reach school at 12. man, i still got plenty of work to do! sharks, spent 40min there and then flew outta house. I WAS ACTUALLY PUNCTUAL OKAY.
collected $$ in school from my dearest class leaders, did some rehearsal with the performers and went for meeting with group and amos. wa stress, cos have to get everything done and explained by this last meeting before 28trh. lol, realised so many things not looked into yet, so much of confusion especially with the log team. BETTINA, WHERE'RE YOU?!?!
ya, it was 4 alr before i realise i was the only student in school and then i still had to go office to hand in the big sum of money! *heavy responsibility* did some calculation and guess what, rhings went totally wrong. lol, nvm, long story.
it was still drizzling, felt damn sian, so called raymond to check where and when they meeting. wanted to go home take some money cos im REALLY BROKE AFTER HELPING PPL PAY THE 7.50 SHIRT. FAINTS. its okay, since they're meeting super early, 5pm at mac then i just go ahead and wait for them there. but the person who wanted to meet at 5 actually came at 6pm. how nice of hafizah to make karthik, raymond, sheri and i wait there. we crapped loads though. so went to holland v to eat. ya, waited for joy and sijia at swensen. we really let our imagination ran wild there. it was super funny and enjoying. i really like being with them. we this group of ppl are really budgeted so lives were quite sad for us. we forked, puked out $$ from pockets. lastly, the group of cheapskate ppl went to buy a tub of cookies&cream icecream, koped some spoons from the nearby coffeeshop and then went to somewhere under a HDB block to sit down and enjoy everything. its quite pathetic but at least its simple and all of us liked it. thanks joy for that idea man! its alright 9+! gosh, supposed to be home but ah, look at me, finally a time out with some great buddies so i think i should just enjoy it.

shanghai somemore la, thailand bangkok somemore la.
AHHHHH :'(
sobs
RAWR
sijhgb94n7 6gsdrg
imy.
ily.

THAT'S LIKE RACIAL HARMONY, LOL. (sorrie its blur)

munyee, imy! haha, great quote there ya?

good day.

just a short one here. my hard work paid off. i got awarded a $150(dont rob me, HAHA) because the government had decided that i've improved my overall results this year. imagine my expression while reading the letter cos the last time i got was like... PRIMARY 2! sadded. you know, its like, yupp, i know i jumped from 120+position to 40+position(i think), but as usual, i was never satisfied. i didnt expect my parents to praise me much and never even bothered talking to them bout it till they ask. well, its still great to get praised though. its human behaviour isnt it, everyone likes it that way. alright, now that i got some money, which obviously my mom wont give it to me to spend, shall be my motivation. guoyi's next aim is to be top 10 in level. okay, i know we're having Os next year, im simply indirectly driving myself nuts but if you know me, this is me. im like that. lala, i wont hope for my dream to come true. I SHALL BELIEVE IT WILL COME TRUE. i know it'll come true, if i want it to, right?
& THANK GOD I RECOVERED FROM FEVER. XD i didnt die leh.








have a good day. (:

look at that sunset! one word to describe: awesome. (:

I DONT KNOW LA, IM HAVING FOR FEVER FOR 4DAYS LIAO.
Tearin' up my heart - nsync

as i was saying, im very sick. having a killing sorethroat for 4DAYS ALR. can you imagine? plain porridge everyday. sobs. then my fever's on and off, staying at around 38.5degreeC? *faints* when will it get betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I WANNA GO OUT OKAY. i cant do anything if this continues. ):

ANW, im soooooo proud to announce i've this friend called QUAH TING WEN. hahaha, you know who's that? yupp, the 15yrs old girl from RGS. how do i know her? oh, knew her since like pri 1 i think. hahah, cos same sch what. (: yupp, and then the main point is, SHE WON A GOLD IN SWIMMING FOR THE SEA GAMES 2007 OKAY OKAY OKAY. that's like WOA WOW WOA. amazing man, she changed so much i almost cant recognise her. hopefully when she's back from thailand, i got a chance to catch up with her. she's really great. great friend. oh ya, i saw her on news too! but i bet she'll have too many ppl to entertain to and when will it be my turn? haha. furthermore, SHE GOTTA GET READY FOR THE OLYMPICS COMING SOON AT BEIJING! :D

oh and for that idiotic ANONYMOUS AND UNKNOWN CASE, i shall not break my record by banning someone in my cbox. so hmmm, from now onwards, anything they wanna type... WILL BE DELETED BY ME. MUAHAHAHA, ya, FYI: i wont allow anyone to spoil my reputation. TYTY. let's see what you can do then. simply a coward who doesnt even dare to put your name down. OH PLS, dont mess with me darlie.

yupp, referring to someone. (: HEHE

THUNDERSTORM, MY NECK IS ACHING SOOOOOOOOO BADLY.
never let you go - janice

yeah baby, im back! haha, so high. okay, i seriously dont know wazzup with my neck but its making me feel like chopping my head off manzx, so irritating. i cant sleep well with any kind of pillow! argh. insomia -.- okay back to point, i apologise for not taking any photo while im away but its okay, im too lazy to do so. anyway its nothing much la, just late night movie marathon... taking all the thrilling rides. ALL THE USUAL STUFF. hmmm, LALALA, xmas is coming XD

did you peeps miss me? aww, just admit it la. HAHAH, okay sorrie im self entertaining. wheeeeeeeee.







bottled-up.

inspiring quote. (:

GOOD DAY, ZZZZ.
sky - unknown artist!

manzxzxzx, i really didnt sleep well. ): its like, i had 10hrs of sleep, but within that 10hrs, i woke up almost 10times, feeling very uncomfortable, hearing some noise that the mahjong ppl next door are making and then had really really bad dreams. i mean, i did dream of something in reality, but but but, im just not suppose to be dreaming of that fella okay. and usually i thought i wouldnt rmb my dreams after i wake up but amazingly this time round, its different, it just kinda got stuck inside that irritating brain, the stupid head. im feeling so drowsy now, sick. anw, yupp, i had salad just now! haha, own made, tasted quite awful though. hahahaha. okay, im off. this shall probably be my last post for this week and next. i shall get back to studying my jap exam now! muahahaha.

ENTER my HEART. XD


the nightfall is still young, BORED even though supposed to do PROPOSAL NOW.

i dont know why i just felt like blogging. lol. the the the urge. HAHA. okay anyway, today had the first meeting, it went quite well, except that daniel and nicholas werent present. hmmm, amos wasnt around so i took charge of everything. an estimated 2hr meeting in the end dragged on from 1pm till like 4-5? worse still, i wanted to speak to ms carry on, had to find some stuff, so we ended up going to bukit timah plaza with davin, syukri and weelin. cool, had pizza and went home. it really got me thinking man. had a few different proposals to do! RAWR. its okay, i can do it. haha. i should learn how to DELEGATE, really, seriously. haha. so then i must get alot things done by today. many thanks to the others too. LALA, so excited :D:D




hey, to you-know-who:
i hope you know who you are. i dont know i didnt feel like naming you but ya. i really miss you lots. haha, hope you can call me like you used to, cheer me up, tell me a joke like how you used to and play together like we would use to. its okay, nvm, just wanted to say, i'll be here, no matter rain/shine. thank God for your appearance. you maybe nobody, but you made a difference in GuoYi's life.

as you can see, im pretty bored, hence decided to upload some pics. :D

that's Fizah, Joy and i on the bus! (:

sunny, just cried.
sorry, blame it on me - akon

alright, its a friday today. time to update what happened the past 4days, in camp. i wouldnt say this year was any more fun than last year cos we dont have ppl like poornima, yanlin, dinah, yoges, andrew... around. but its okay, i still made friends. this year the instructors are all new too. except that i could still see Shairul, YuFan, Angela, Daniel, Amos and Nigel around. they are all great!

okay, highlight of the camp: magic, service learning.
manzx, i never thought i myself, with these two hands could do some amazing magic but i did! its like. WOW. haha, and yes i did, do it at public, show it some old people who were so happy. i made them smile you know? (:

well, i hate to admit but once a again, i've learnt so much thru this camp again. i always thought camp is all bout having fun but no, thru organising the activities, spending 3days2nights with some new ppl, its really, yeah, you cant help it. i shall not go into detail but the 60 who were part of project SMILE and CLASS camp this year, i bet they know what its like. take a look at what i've learnt:
1. i know my existence DO make a DIFFERENCE.
2. smiling IS healthy.
3. its time to explore other styles of leadership.

im grateful to Amos for enlightening me when im in doubt. i hope i havent been a nuisance to them! i thank my dearest instructor loads too who is none other than Joy! okay, she's really different. she taught me all that i never know. i wouldnt really get to know all that if she's not around. hmm, like she taught me to apologise to my mom and i did. why? cos i havent really been a good girl that's why. but somehow things backfired. the word of sorrie didnt help at all i guess ): and i really dont wanna talk bout it anymore. she made me cry last night.

anyway, like what Amos said, it may be the end of camp but its the beginning to us being leaders. for me, its my 2nd year hearing this but still, i felt like it was my first. i still did learn things. and my advantage is i realised more things than the others. i still enjoyed myself. i still dont mind going thru it again. i reflected a lot. and im really looking forward to school start now. to seeing those new faces in school. my dear sec 1s. i mean, i didnt really like NTSS but i dont know why im contributing so much. all my time, everything, i hope it doesnt go down to waste. i hope im appreciated. i never thought i could be the chairperson but i did. so you can too.