to everyone who's out there to support me, I DID IT, yes, thanks alot. ((:


seriously, dont ask how im feeling now. i think i probably may take forever to tell you.
bad day - daniel powter


sadly to say,(well also relieved to say) end of this 3day sec1 orientation camp.
good things:
#improvements as these 3days went.
#delegated!
#was super impromptu.
#not so much of stage fright anymore.
#think overall was successful, above my baseline and is what i imagined it to be. (dream came true)
bad things:
#amos wasnt around on last 2 days to be there with me physically! i wanted him to be there cos he was the one who watched me grow over these two years from being a little tiny class leader to a great big chairperson. he was the one nagging at me constantly, correcting me this and that, allowing me to go even further than my limits and bring out the true leader in me. i can never finish thanking him for all the guidance...
#feeling sick, sorethroat, insomia, muscle aching and tiredddd! (but its ok, worth it)
#received many many bombs that pissed me off on the spot, making me stressed out. (at least it taught me how to deal with diff situation, how to have back up and alternative plans)
#thought i wasnt much appreciated cos nobody really knew how much effort i put in for every single detail to make this camp possible.@_@

alright, receiving the news that im having a test next monday on a totally new SS chapter also made me screamed at MRT(fyi:Mr.RoyTan) just now. what to do? i chose to run this orientation and i've got nobody to plan on all the work i've missed out in class. guoyi ah, sec4 liao, O's come first of all ya?


HAPPY BDAY FAAZUL&POORNIMA.
& YOU KNOW WHAT, ihateharumikitano. :D






i almost cried the second time THIS YEAR, over some ppl that i shouldnt cry for, not even after they die.