windy/cloudy, drained.


i know i had been lame, random, or whateva you call it for all that i have written over the previous two posts but it was actually out of boredom. anyway i had good day today despite training this morning.

coach said my batting is okay but my eyeing sucks. he may be blunt but i gotta admit that. whateva, i have given up already, but may be i will go back on my words. nevertheless, i got whacked a few times today, even after the de ja vu. aww, its okay. oh, by the way, i love the weather. ((:

daryl, weisheng, munyee, linus, henglun and i went to watch shrek 3 today at vivo. saw a few newtowners whom i really despised but who cares. HA. i really enjoyed the movie even though it was a short one but it certainly was humourous and sweet. i just love those drawing, AND SO DO I LOVE JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE'S VOICE!! next, they sorta "dropped by" my house cos munyee kept bugging to watch her blah blah whateva SHOWW, right munyee? ((: i shall nort expose your deepest secret. hehe. anyway, the rest of the guys then played my new devices with me in my air-cond-ed room. NO MORE SAUNA. anyway, SORRY DAVE, MISS US. wheee




i wish we could sit down and talk it over AGAIN but how many times have we tried that and when did it turn out to be good? nothing was solved from the start. perhaps you just wont get things right. may be we're just not meant to be. there always seem to be a problem somewhere. well, it probably would have lied on me cos im always the one picking on it cos im too much of a perfectionist, im sorry, you're just not who i think you are. what a disappointment. AND I REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR HAVING SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS. cos what's the point? when sooner or later, you'll just chase everyone off.
girl, no one will make friends with you soon.