sunny, confused.


when i opened my eyes, there was a burning sensation. my fever must be running high again. as if i was intoxicated. there were just somethings i couldnt take it, but i knew i had to. i was the cause, the root of it anyway. at least im relieved i made a decision, and im sorry, perhaps, you wouldnt get to know the truth one day. i shall admit, im a big fat liar, all these shouldnt have happened. i bet no one would get what i mean, but its okay, nobody is supposed to understand it all along. i hope someone would punish me. forget it, like i say, i deserved all these. leave me alone.