i thought i needed someone right now. to really console me. its like, up and then down. what a roller coaster ride. im really going to burst out into tears. so going to burst out into tears. like as if a volcano errupting outta nowhere.


maybe i know whyy. maybe its true that you are avoiding me. so what? i cant do anything. you win, you are like the dart who pierce through me. you didnt know you hurt me but you did. yeahh, badly. nvm, i just needa get over it.


and then now... at this momment... maybe i realise what i really want... thanks for waking me up. im back here in reality. i have got one to say. it isnt always right to follow your heart, you know?