yay, im so happy, im really pretty am i? haha, okay, at least im gaining the little bit of that confidence, hehe, no but wait, IM STILL FAT DAMMIT. sorrie bout being too over weigh conscious. so why am i talking bout this anyway? cos ppl are commenting that im cute! haha, hmm, well i guess what he says means loads to me, that's whyy. hmm, anyway, cute also means UGLY BUT ADORABLE so i guess im still nort that pretty. RAWRR, its okay, im nort that vain anyway, and i still havent got my hair cut! boo hoo.

anyone realised i sounded kinda cheery here? haha, i wonder whyy too. tralala, i know i should be terribly depressed over my XZXZXZ results and that should be worn off by now after a super tiring and long training! right, let's nort talk bout those crap rubbish result that i've never got satisfied with. i'm really so starting to hate maths okay. HA, what a joke to everyone right, but yeahh, seriously... and then chemistry isnt that good that... oh well.

im so freaking dirty now and i still have to bake some chocolates later! sleepyyyyyy......... yawns.




when im lost in the rain,
i wanna find my way back to you,
for you're the only one who'll shelter me even though it means that you'll get wet too.