down with flu, damn. eyes swollen with a red nose like a clown. this is no good. i still got say 4days to go? i was moody again today. its like, i stood there for kinda long, knowing that he will never appear but i still did bother looking forward to his existence. that's so silly of me, but life's full of irony. when you're not with the one you love, you start to miss them and when you're, you tend to take it for granted, so dont blame me.








what hurts the most was being so close, standing next to you but knowing that i'll never get you.
*OUCH*