rainy. drenched. sleepy.

almost got knocked down by a car just now. why? was blasting myself with "too little too late" while looking down, emo-ing. obviously, my mind was occupied and yeahh, i forgot i was crossing a road cos it was rather quiet. guess what went through my mind? haha, yupp, it was daryl lim. i smiled all the way man, knowing that this time round, im nort going back on my words and is very confident enough to say "GUOYI HAS TRULY LET GO IT." that's so cool okay, cos i was shopping around westmall just now and kinda saw some flashbacks. i also went into this shop where there's very pretty necklaces and stuff. somehow, something somewhere crossed my mind. uh huh, it was that necklace. how bout saying... its exactly the same? well, its the gift from him i like most cos its damn sweet. its the heart-shaped one, and the last time i saw it, it was last year when i threw it into the field at the 96 bus stop. now i realised i was being so harsh, but on the other hand, it isnt a bad thing throwing it away, afterall, there's nothing really left there to remind me of him anymore. (:

even though i managed to overcome it, life's still full of many other obstacles and blahh. its like, i dont think im really gonna dare to fall in love again. all the consequences freaks me out! hmm, currently, im probably still a little confused, kinda indecisive and have been moody. i guess i should get myself an answer soon to get myself outta this misery. i would be glad if someone can guide me even though this sorta thing is supposed to be decided by myself by as long as you are there to support me, im sure i can survive once again! <33




dont come to me when im the most vulnerable, cos i might just fall in love with you...