Lies.

Sunday, January 20, 2008
Sunday, January 18, 2009

the dates were almost the same, but the things that happened now and then are so different. till today, till this very second, i'm still disappointed in you. you didnt admit your wrong, or even realise your mistake. back then, i was really blinded by you, by whom i thought i would wanna spend the rest of my life with. ha, how silly can i get. for at least half a year, i waited and waited, i prayed and prayed. all i wanted was to hear you tell me you regretted all you've done. instead, i got all your bullshit. you sure know better than anyone else what i'm talking bout. now, i so thank you for that. if its not for your childishness, i probably wont wake up. yes, finally, i see clearly what you are. a selfish self centered boy whom i so shouldnt have wasted my time on. do you know that the ugly side of you totally disgusts me. that just made me even more not being able to believe that i was doing so many things for you. others mature, but you, please grow up. its best you stay away from me these days, far far away and leave me alone. cos you know what? i certainly dont need someone like you in my life now.

You could tell your lies
I dont really care what you feel inside
all you ever did was make me cry
maybe one day you'll realize
that you had a good girl in your life