Friendship.

There's just such a deep meaning behind this word. At times, I thought I really know it means. But yet at other times, I've no idea what is it all about. why is it so? why is it so hard to understand? am i even a good friend to start off with?

Some of them, they just come and go. all hypocrites. they try to come close to me, make use of my weakness, for being too nice, for im one who believes in others easily. Others, stay throughout my life. i dont have to name them, cos they know who they're. they know how much they mean to me, and they'll dare to admit they're the ones. i know it, cos i trust them.

today, i cannot be more than thankful of 3 very understanding friends. for a while, i havent felt so truthful before. i felt so light now cos i let some of the air out. hahaha. yeahh. i didnt want to, but i did. and i guess it was a good thing. cos its way too unhealthy for me to keep it inside, hide it all away from everyone. today, i finally found the courage to confide in them. im glad i did it. but well, there's more to go. where we ended wasnt the end of the story yet. i'll learn, i'll try, i'll continue to stay this way, and tell them things they want to know, to let them know bout me better. i wonder, is my mind really that difficult to read? well, im sorrie bout that! =X

so, i conclude that, getting quarantined and missing school isnt sucha bad thing after all. i still got to see them, meet up and talked alot! we studied too OK! :D

just what is wrong with blogger? my blog looks like emo, so depressing and so dull without the colours of some photos. for so long, I CANT UPLOAD MY PHOTOSSSSSSS. im going mad over it. help!! OK, for now, please view it at: my FB page :D thank you.

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