One Step At A Time.

it says it all:

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen

today was a long and tiring day. i wasnt supposed to be out, not cos i was quarantined. it was just sunny and my mom didnt want me to fall sick. she gave me a deal. stay home and i get 100 bucks in my pocket, or go out and pay for my own movie, own meals, own transport for the day. which fella in the right mind will change the latter one?! well, i did. cos it was for eddy. he was definitely worth much more than that. he said he wouldnt be coming back anytime soon. and it really upsets me. :( blame myself for not spending time wisely with him. what's the point of regretting now? ahhhh.

the outing today was disappointing anw. i was glad that many turned up. but yet, unhappy bout certain ppl. what more can i say? im nobody there to voice out my unhappiness so what can i do? i thought i was especially quiet then. and what's worse? he didnt realise. in his eyes, all there is, isnt me anymore. its OK, i'll get over it.

well, thank God i came back early and didnt hang out with them anymore. like i said, it wouldnt have made much difference. so, i came back to talk to Mr. Stone. and for thatttttt. i gotta count down, 3 days to dooms day. HELP ME SOMEONEEEEEEEEEEEE =X