In all the things that I do.

He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with power through His Spirit in the inner man, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; and that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God.

    Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen.

Ephesians 3:16-21 

He told me I would be a Daniel in my generation. Scary. But God, let me be wiser than my peers; let me always be praying and staying steadfast to my faith that nobody can ever find me denying You. Lord, when trials and tribulations come, when my enemies are awaiting at my doorstep, You rescue me and deliver me. Send Your angels to take me to Your safe refuge. Guide my steps and never let me fall without helping me up.

Father in Heaven, I commit tonight's final rally into Your hands. Only You can put me in a leadership position of influence. You anoint the kings and I am no different. I surrender my exchange programme into your hands knowing that none of this belong to me. You decide my life and my destiny. Your kingdom come and Your will be done here on Earth (in NTU) as it is in heaven. Help me choose to have faith and trust You even when all else fails. Give me the strength and courage to never seek man's approval but only Yours. Fill my heart with love for the people you love so deeply that You sent Your one and only Son to die on the cross for. I want my heart to beat for the things that Your heart beats for. Here I am, send me, use me for the greater good, for the further of Your kingdom, here in NTUSU. Thank You Jesus and I praise and worship You, Amen.

Times like these.

A tinge of sadness.

Its times like these that I know who I really matter to. To the people who care, who specially came down (or bothered to just drop me a text and say 'jiayou'), and to those who really prayed and made the effort to support me in one way or another, I really just wanna say it matters and I appreciate it a lot. While I may not do it for man to see, I believe God has placed me in a community to be loved and watch His love manifest. It filters down to a few people and these are the people I know who will stand by me through thick and skin, through rain or shine. Thank God for them. :')

I am glad that though I am reluctant, I am committed. I've barely started by God I know you're close and I want to say that I will finish strong and I ain't no quitter! The road that I choose may be harder but I can smile in the storm because Jesus is aboard. Lord, my lips will praise You all the days of my life. <3 p="">

If I AM for you, who can be against you?

He is a God of so much more!

OK, i am so sleepy now cos i slept less than my usual 8 hours of sleep and woke up early this morning for lab. well, the sad and ridiculous part is that i was late! i thought my watch was fast but i guess their clock was fast too... ):

but anyway, here's just a short post to praise the Lord! so happy that God really amazed me by sending me the people to join my committee... and i am WOWed bout what God can do when He did more than i can imagine. indeed. He desires to bless us so so much <3 br="">

Everything's gonna be OK.

yeah, finally some time alone... sitting in the computer lab in school doing my work right now.

everyday my hours are mostly spent on people.. cellgroup, meetings and catching ups over lunch and dinner. even when i am back in my room, my roomie or neighbour would be around. its not that i mind, its just that many times i prefer being shutting my mouth up and be on my own. i spend most of the rest of the time i have on my phone anyway. i would always be busy texting and replying emails.

before i go, just wanna share that i am tired. yeah, we all know how busy i am but i am choosing to hang on. it seems like i cannot even see the light at the end of this tunnel but i wanna keep walking and keep trusting God that He will provide. i cannot do this so i need His strength, grace and wisdom. i need His everlasting love to walk me through this journey. it'll be a season of breaking and healing, pruning and growing. it will be a time when i need Him more than anything else and to grow close to him.

God, I miss You. When I am tired Lord let me feel You close. When I am lonely Father help me know that You're just right here next to me embracing me. Give me the strength to carry on when my mind tells me I cannot do it anymore. Allow me to sink in Your grace when I am lost. If this is Your will then use me. God You protect me. You come and meet me every single day. I want wisdom that comes from You and send me the right people to do Your work. Let me not fear in men but only fear in You. Here I am, be the center of my life. Thank You and I love You. In Jesus' name Your precious gorgeous lovely daughter I pray, Amen.

Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer. Romans 12:12