everyday my hours are mostly spent on people.. cellgroup, meetings and catching ups over lunch and dinner. even when i am back in my room, my roomie or neighbour would be around. its not that i mind, its just that many times i prefer being shutting my mouth up and be on my own. i spend most of the rest of the time i have on my phone anyway. i would always be busy texting and replying emails.
before i go, just wanna share that i am tired. yeah, we all know how busy i am but i am choosing to hang on. it seems like i cannot even see the light at the end of this tunnel but i wanna keep walking and keep trusting God that He will provide. i cannot do this so i need His strength, grace and wisdom. i need His everlasting love to walk me through this journey. it'll be a season of breaking and healing, pruning and growing. it will be a time when i need Him more than anything else and to grow close to him.
God, I miss You. When I am tired Lord let me feel You close. When I am lonely Father help me know that You're just right here next to me embracing me. Give me the strength to carry on when my mind tells me I cannot do it anymore. Allow me to sink in Your grace when I am lost. If this is Your will then use me. God You protect me. You come and meet me every single day. I want wisdom that comes from You and send me the right people to do Your work. Let me not fear in men but only fear in You. Here I am, be the center of my life. Thank You and I love You. In Jesus' name Your precious gorgeous lovely daughter I pray, Amen.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer. Romans 12:12
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