yeahh, its tiring knowing that you've so many peeps to please everyday!


weird, gasping for air
never be replaced(male version) - ???
aww, i got high after listening to this song. cos though its sad, its sweet. okay, i know im saddistic. you know, i heart this song :D


cut my hair! whoo, yeah, its bout time. hmm. you know, i just found out that my head&shoulders shampoo contains magnesium chloride and sodium something. haha, chemistry everywhere, no wonder i scored 29/50. well, still, im not satisfied but yeahh, i know im one those fortunate ones who can pass. hmm, i wanna be a doctor... what to do? ms liang... what a teacher! tsk tsk

i know im not going to walk tomorrow. okay, let me rephrase is. i wont be able to move my legs. haha, cos training was madness just now. under the hot sun, physical exercise running everywhere then test for your reaction... haha. BUT, what really brought me down was realising that my performance sucked. ahh, whateva.

many many tests tomorrow. wish me luck yeah? yawns. *stress*




boy, you know im just a phone call away if you ever need me. (:

yeah, i didnt mean to hurt you :D


cool, loved.
time - 1st lady


yeahh, im serious this time, i am!

when you're away...
i cant do anything.
i cant eat.
i cant sleep.
i cant study.
i cant be high.
i cant stop thinking of you.
i cant concentrate.
i cant be me.

i got many witness!
boy, you're loved.


today yulenda, candice and i read the horoscope thingy on teenage and when it was my turn, it wrote there something like... you're still feeling something for your crush last year! then yulenda stare at me. omg.


i hate hypocrite. i hate those who call them my special friend and yet they dont deserve the status. where were you when i really needed someone many times? where were those times again when you gimme a call, crack a joke just to brighten my day, be it even in the middle of the night. i know you still care, that's okay, cos at least you did bother to answer and reply to some of my boring sms. that will do, i promise. i ask for nothing more now, but you really spoiled my day, adding on to alot of my unhappiness.
i thought i was behaving like the fire extinguisher. as if im only used whenever needed, or else for the rest of the time, i'll just be left there, rotting away and then when the times come, i gotta be changed. *OUCHED*






simin thought me this today:
dont be EMO-ed.
cos you're still EMO-ing.
you know you can always learn EMO-logy from me
cos im a EMO-logist.
yeah, and let's EMO-sify. :D

global warming(lol), funny.
i cant hate you anymore - nick lachey


before i explain why im feeling funny... LET ME FIRST COMPLAIN BOUT THE EVIL ANTS ATTACKING ME!! omg, they've been visiting me like this morning, i wonder where the hell they come from. ITS KILLING ME!! ahh, im just going squash any of them the next time i see one. I TRIED TO BE NICE ALREADY, i wanted to give them a chance but noo, they disturbing me. it must be me... being too sweet. HAHA. okay, now back there. hmm, i kept smiling to myself for some strange reasons. its like, unknowingly, i spot myself laughing at my some sms-es or else my sister would gimme that stare, noticing that i've actually gone into a state of mind whereby its only me, myself and i in my lalaland. LOL, die, admit guoyi to IMH NOW. her condition are worsening!!

let me keep you guys updated since i havent posted for the past 5 days already. let's see...:
- national day season over. enjoyed my holidays! :D
- caught up with my studies, FINALLY. that's cos i stayed at home almost every day.
- bought my boots! finally. its nice. black one with ronaldinho's signature!!
- caught 881 at westmall with my family.
- met valent, edmund, yvonne, nicholas, yanwah, daryl(CHONGHUA) & mathias to watch rush hour 3 sneak!
- loved jackie cahn + christ tucker :D
- those primary school guys havent at all changed man. still taller than me... still that childish! still so cute and HOT.
realised that, after 1 - 2 years coming into ntss, i was alot bout my sec sch friends but now while the 3 year is approaching an end... i preferred hanging out with those childhood buddies be it the guys... its like, we still got more in common, we're not so shy and our friendship will gain alot everytime we meet up once in a blue blue moon. ppl in life,(at least in my life) are so hyprocrite. so crocodile tears. one word = EEW. i think i still love those innocent days back then, so sweet, so no worries.



loved, and loving.

SCORCHING HOT, up and down roller coaster ride.
seasons in the sun - westlife


man, trying to call everyone back to nhps tmr.

just cooked the dinner. yum yum, its western cruisine! yeah, my fav. i think they like it :D

long day today but i didnt seem to feel sleepy even after p.e. maybe cos i wasnt so high today, maybe cos i wasnt so enthu, maybe cos my blood pressure rose after reading the ASEAN DAY MESSAGE this morning to the whole school... hey, it feels like hell when you got more than 1000 times 2 big eyes staring right into you just waiting for you to finish off that boring thing up on stage with a SUPRE SOFT MIKE. i hated it man. well, at least i managed to get many teachers' praise and im rather glad bout it. they encouraged me a lot especially ms christ tan. :D i sat with ian in class and perhaps he was the one keeping me awake with all the weird and random things we're talking bout. alot bout our future. i mean HIS FUTURE JOB AND MY FUTURE JOB. not OURS. haha. i almost misunderstood too when i read through the sentence. ((:

suggested going lan after school and timothy went upside down bouncing away. WHAT, YOU WANT TO GO? ARE YOU SERIOUS? OMG OMG! budden in the end we realised we didnt have outside shirt with us so we abolished the idea. yeahh, munyee went home and i stayed to watch the captain's ball game and helped to time and score too. it was good. far too good for me i guess. haha. wanted to wait for suriani for dinner but i was bored so decided to leave first. faazul accompanied me then! haha, he said he didnt wanna go home and so send me to clementi? we walked there and it was rather fun chatting with him. laughing all the way. well, for 3 times i almost got knocked down on the road today just during the walk with him. hmm, i thought i MEOWED too much, and now that i have 9 lives, im left with 6 only. hahaha. okay im really crazy today, or more of now. crapping away. so thanks to faazul for changing my life and saved me. but partially its his fault too. maybe i wouldnt be so distracted if i didnt walk with him. haha. im sooo blur today, help, i need a neurologist to check my brain. xp.

he returned to school soon after and i went to meet my mom at je. had to buy tickets. decided not to buy and gave the ticket to someone else so he could watch with her. haha. how silly of me. may they have a good night man. NUTS, GUOYI'S NUTS. haha.


you know... chestpain sucks. it really do you know, the feeling of someone digging your heart out inside! eew. yes, eew im feeling that way and dont be surprised, its been quite often already. maybe... maybe im feeling that way cos... ahh, nvm. im going stop praying for you from today onwards cos you've got nothing to do in my life anymore. im over you. maybe God bless you and that everything goes well in your life. P.S. PLEASE PLEASE LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKE.

sunny, crying.
breathe easy - blue


man, im pretty tanned today, got baked under the sun for hours this morning, rather glad bout that! :D

had a bad day. a real bad one. rawr. just wanna go scream my lungs off. look, i cant even control my tears. i thought sleeping them off might make me feel better but no? i've only made those headache worse. everyone listen up, guoyi cant run and cant damn jump to catch some stupid balls. she should just stay away from sports la, USELESS.

i think i still prefer being alone. well, its a good time to watch the sun set now, so bye for now.

okay, okay.
wanna be with you - paula deanda


pon-ded school today. had a bad headache. yeah. was terribly tired, giddy and weak. alright, shall be honest, partial reason: 3 periods of physics today + geo test + chem test + 2 periods of math + end school at 215. yawns. in the end still ended up going to school to take my chem test. thanks to the drummers, i couldnt concentrate at all and bound to fail the test. lol. i did spend some time studying though.

hmm, realised it was the sec 3 subject combination talk tonight in school. even though it has nothing gotta do with me, it really reminds me of how fast time can fly. hello, i was just attending the talk last year and it seemed like ytd! goodness man, guoyi, WAKE UP. well, stayed in school to buzz around in the office helping out then stayed in the canteen to study a bit but realised i was at loss when i know i couldnt do anything at all thanks to missing just two lessons of emath today. SAD. gotta go self study and catch up! waited for suriani and dinner-ed. she "sent" me home and nagged at me bout how stress she is again. haha. she DAMNN INTERESTING :D

sports carnival tmr girl so get well soon. omg, you know what? i've been talking to myself alot lately, i must be mad! learnt too much from ellice. OOPS. hehe. i think it gonna be fun tomorrow, yet busy at the same time. shall not think tooooo much.
here's a chance to anyone who wants to date me cos im rather free tmr with nothing on. contact me asap cos i only entertain to first comers! haha, alright, i know that sounded sick but yeahh, i dont mind being alone too. i can always go around studying alone! ((:

normal, low on drugs.
i knew i loved you - savage garden


my flu is getting worse and it sucks. *sniff sniff*

didnt go to softball training today thanks to my mom. whateva man.
hmm, *hints* anyone out there, guoyi here needs a pair of soccer boots rather urgently. my current one has died so if you're a kind soul, i'ld be glad if you will like to give me one pair as belated or advanced birthday gift. actually, its all up to you, christmas present will do too! haha. so since im already so thick-skinned, i dont mind going on, let's just say you're just some stranger happen to drop by this blog. feel free to mail it to me at lorong kismis! lol. oh ya, lastly and most importantly, size 6 please and it would be best in mizuno brand :D
i'll love you forever for that.

chem test tmr! *stress*. should go school? think bout it.
RUN RUN RUN FOR FRIDAYY

unpredictable, -.
when you're gone - avril lavigne


havent done anything since i came back. having a bad cold. today was a long day. rugby in the morning and then sang lotsa national day song while thinking of the class cheer today with ian during mother tongue lesson. after recess was crazy. you see, there's chem, then cme, and physics. lastly ended off with eng! omg, im glad im survived but now i think im really sick. so stress.

decided to go relax a while, caught a movie with edmund just now. short one: alone. it was... hmm, good? no, AWESOME. how bout excellent? (: havent had sucha great thrill for a while and guess what? i freaked edmund out and so did he do the same to me. haha. we both were like damn funny? covering our faces over one pathetic tiny jacket. i think know he was so cowardly! should have take his photo then... lol. so we ate awhile at westmall then bought some big cardboard from popular and headed home. it actually didnt rain today did it?! haha, we both took 173 and had a long chat. its like, we never ran out of things to say. well, i didnt feel good today. having a bad headache. let's hope i get better so i dont have to miss 4 lessons of math tomorrow especially when there's a EMATH COORDINATE TEST that probably can pull my marks up a bit. sometime its just so ironic. i hated the long boring 2hrs of ms ang's lesson and can fake some sickness just to pon school on wednesdays and self study at home but other times, i cant afford to miss it due to all the fun and catching up with so i'll simply drag myself to school. you dont know how fast angeline ang goes. like a rocket. lol.

candice, munyee and i shall join talentime this year!
there's training tomorrow!
there's sports leaders' meeting tomorrow!
breakfast-ing with suriani tomorrow!
i wanna cycle!
i wanna fly kite.
okay, i know im random.


am i really stubborn? perhaps i am. you dont know how much i care but everyone seemed to be blaming me over it.



































































you know i wanted to just stop you and confront. well, as long as i hang on there while more, im sure those feelings will fade. im getting a lot better cos it doesnt feel so much after seeing you into your eyes now anymore. hope everything will go find this friday, and for everything in my life from now on. no more upside downs.
Praise Him.

[ ]You are doing things much slower than usual.
[ ]You are bothered by things that usually don't bother you.
[ ]You have had periods of feeling low that last for at least several hours.
[x]You've had trouble concentrating.
[ ]Things that used to be interesting to you are no longer interesting.
Total So Far: 1

[ ]Your energy level has been low.
[x]Your future has seemed hopeless.
[x]You have been preoccupied with death, dying, or suicide.
[x]You feel like you've lost some confidence.
[x]You are easily irritated.
Total so Far: 5

[x]You are afraid that something bad is going to happen to you.
[x]You've been sleeping a lot more or less than usual.
[x]You have lost or gained five pounds.
[x]It is difficult for you to make decisions.
[x]You feel like no one likes you anymore.
Total so Far: 10

[x]You have aches or pains that can't be explained.
[ ]You have been avoiding your friends.
[x]You feel like you have nothing to live for.
[ ]Nothing seems important to you.
[ ]It takes a lot of effort to do the most simple of tasks.
Total so Far: 12

[x]You feel sad or blue.
[x]You feel like a failure.
[x]You feel more dead than alive.
[x]You feel trapped in your life.
[ ]You feel depressed, even if something good happens.
Total so Far: 16

Times your total by 4.
"I am 64% Depressed"

cheer me up babes out there?

great, lala.
when you're looking like that - westlife


finally the weather's getting better, a little warmer. i decided to blog cos i was bored and didnt feel like doing anything else.

life went on despite all the things that happened to me. i've learnt to move on and the real me inside is recovering so be patient and give it some time. you know, sometimes i really wonder, what am i doing here? what's going on? well, im still in search of the answer and...
i think i found one.

okay, grateful.
get another boyfriend - backstreet boys


thanks munyee. really, if not for you, i dont know what i would do then. ahmad, and where were you? i really needed to talk okay! haha, its okay, know you're busy... you know, when i hung up the call, i started crying real badly already. ALL YOUR FAULT.


yupp, cos i had a bad day. school was short, skipped recess for my chem practical and had 4periods of math. went for rock band awhile then proceed to training. PT can drive me nuts even though we spent most of the times playing soccer. quite fun, managed to vent my anger a bit after gossipping with davin and syahreena.


our eyes met today. i wanna know, what exactly were you thinking when i looked into those eyes? i know my eyes told you "lost faith in you totally". you seemed to be afraid to face me now. why did things turn out this way? well, face the music if you've chosen this path. how bout... tell me you didnt do it? tell me. i really wanna hear it from your mouth. those words, would mean everything to me. more than anything i want. its okay. i know you never will but you know, i chose to believe still, you're not that sorta guy.
P.S. im so over you.

chilling, DISAPPOINTED.
never had a dream come true - s club 7


as you can see, i capitalised the word that's describing how im feeling now. well, i was just trying to show how much it really feels like in me now. now another disappointment from someone i choose to trust. no, you let me down. ouch, it hurts again. cant you take pity on it and stop smashing it onto the floor like nobody's business? do you even know how it feels like? no you dont. wake up, please just wake up. i thought you're the person i knew. or i dont even know you from the start. i cant believe it. *still in the process of recovering from shock.* you know, one moment i hope you really end up in boys' home or something but then next second, i pray hard that you're given another chance.

only bettina knows i've said a little prayer for you.




i hope You have heard my prayers so please please watch over him, please.

okay, gaga
when there was me and you - vanessa anne hudgens


i dont actually know how im feeling now so i choose to use gaga. well, i wouldnt really describe it exactly as a good day cos im really feeling foul now... hmm, the performance was awesome, overall a success i would say... and then nothing much la... im just not in the mood to blog, so sorry.


that's all bout it folks!

cool, flu-ing.
my love - westlife


does that photo look familiar? (: well, you've probably seen it up on the walls of block G or something. that was exactly one year ago...


hustle bustle. didnt get to talk to principal today. rock band got cancelled. lightened a little of my work loads but you know what? i just realised i havent eaten the whole day cos i was simply too busy! or perhaps, i did, during recess. cos i got dragged by poornima even though im damn depressed. let's see how many subjects i have failed this week for all the tests.
english, maths, physics, chinese.
bad enough? i guess so.

went to pick up the VIP straight after checking out where the rest are rehearsing the performance. i think i was late. cos i saw mr tan and mdm neo waiting for me outside the meeting room! haha, omg, serious man. then went in, ms loga, mdm rosenah, mr koh, principal, vps, the VIPs, waseemah and karthik were sitting there. cool right? it was suppose to be something heart warming but instead, it turned out to be rather cold and dead. i forced myself to speak a few words, so much more better than karthik and waseemah who kept looking at me, as if i was to say something cos im their senior. overall, i learnt quite a lot since this is a once in lifetime chance? hmm, for now i guess.

rushed back for rehearsal. realised i was doing nothing and didnt get to do my costume thanks to POORNIMAAAAAAA. so went back to NE dialogue session. catch a little of the ending and then continued on for the student leader's meeting. honestly, i crap my way through just to please mr tan! i had to lie things like i did research blahh. so amazingly, he believed! after that, he informed me the worst thing i ever imagined: lead the school with the racial harmony day's pledge. DEAD, SUICIDE. okay, accept it, guoyi, maybe you can overcome your stage fright then.

racial harmony day tomorrow! (: so look forward to seeing me in my kimono yeah? :D
aww, my flu's getting a little worse due to the lousy weather. sobb


this morning finally got to catch a sight of him. i really heaved a sigh of relief. i dont know why but i felt a lot better. like as if i have just put down a heavy burden sorta thing but i dont get it. what has he got to do with my life anymore?

cold, dazed.
more than words - westlife


met some of the NE camp friends just now so decided to post that pic. hmm, just received it from ryzal. didnt feel like blogging but i think im just going to do it.

had emath test today on circles. unexpectly, it sucked. i wonder how im gonna face my parents when the results are out man... on the other hand, mr. chua sorta talked to me bout my chinese just now after school in front of ms peh. ): he was like, guoyi arh, buck up la, if you dont help yourself, nobody's gonna do it for you, im sure you didnt study for the test ytd right... blah blah, and go on and on. got nagged, yeah, listened, reflected a bit and felt bad. shall do something bout it soon! SOON.

anyway... got so pissed with the making of class T thing man. lol. whateva, im gonna leave everything to them cos i dont wanna get involved in so much thing already. no point since i dont get back what i deserve!! starting to cut down all the activities and by august, i should be free already I THINK. time for studying by then!!

didnt go training again.
went to RI for the US ambassador's talk with lilin, luke, mr tan and ms peh since hairil was sick at home... its my second time cos the first one was an ambassador from japan. it was more engaging this time round... cos since that lady can speak much better and fluent english... and especially im afraid i cant afford to fall asleep with teachers next to me... made a new friend and he's really nice and good. very interesting, entertaining and friendly. im glad and hope to see him around even though its possible. haha, looking forward to the next time there! yeah, and watched a bit of a softball match there. its RI vs. MANFORT. cool right? they were really AWESOME. i saw a few home runs!! lastly... MR TAN JUST INFORMED ME THAT I MIGHT NEED TO GO TALK TO THE WHOLE SCHOOL BOUT THIS AMBASSADORS SERIES CRAP AT RI. omg, CRAP. oh, and i need to like entertain some VIP tomorrow for the NE dialogue. okay, my schedule is always tight on thurs. look:
1. school.
2. extra HCL lessons.
3. rock band practise.
4. NE dialogue.
5. RHD rehearsal.
6. talk to mdm neo bout racial harmony's day costume.
7. buy materials and get costumes done for performance on friday.
8. start saving money and return it to those whom i owe.
so now you know how busy ms. bee here can get? yawns.


i smell food, got to go, that's all folks! (:

weird, sweaty.
that's when i love you - aslyn


i like this song, yeah, its good, really good.

its a bad day today. really bad. i just reached home. after dinnering with my little bro and ryzal. okay, maybe not exactly dinnering, its more like, WATCHING THEM DINNER. haha, i just had a milo dinosaur as usual and got full. chatted awhile and left.

this morning had obs post survey. its like poof, within a blink of an eye, 3 months gone. quick and fast yeah? scary. so decided to post that photo and its reminded me of stuff like how i got to know faazul and stuff like that... its like, he was the 2nd person who wished me happy bday? haha, and i rmb quite clearly it was bryan who introduced us together. well, thanks to him, i really made a great friend! (:

had chinese test on the first period. stress. okay, im so going to fail. yes i will. i didnt study those 3 chapters neither did i study anything else. so procrastinator. so yupp, so gonna die. lala. its okay, i will die with ian then. then had p.e. quite fun playing chapteh with adi. AND MS THAM GAVE ME A CHANCE TO PASS MY INCLINE PULL UP!! omg, i so love her la. thanks man. i like never pass that thing ever since sec 1? lol. then after recess, everything was damnn lame. screamed like mad. also took the physics test too. so going to fail again so its okay, FACE THE FACT and FACE THE MUSIC.

went to rehearsal and then i screamed again cos i was like the director or something. kinda pissed off cos things dont seem to go right for me. so yeahh, treated the models drinks in the end and i wasted money again. RAWR. so not looking forward to friday performance la. okay, i just realised i havent eat a full meal the whole day.(being random again, pardon me)


they asked why i was so mad today. maybe i was la, a little, okay, maybe a lot but ya, i simply dont know where he went to. i guess im starting to let go even though its painful cos i got no other choice. i had to, i know i had to.
hey look guoyi, there's so many more best friends out there and no doubt they caree bout you, so perhaps you should study hard and not let down all those ppl around you. you cant disappoint them cos they really expect a lot from you k?
yeahh, in other words, GET OVER IT.

hot, sick.
25 minutes - michael learns to rock MLTR


yeahh, im having a bad headache. if this goes on, im probably gonna skip school tomorrow. this morning, among one of mr jeff woo's 4 HUMANITIES LESSONS, he asked "think bout something that made you want to go to school". and i was like, err, no poornima, no interesting lessons, no nothing but only o level listening that I HAD TO ATTEND cos i got no choice and it sucked anyway. okay, i was just being random. i wanted to say how annoying school can get. nothing special happened today except that i enjoyed a little of isabel's company in class crapping around with justin, yang yang, tian jie, jasin and guru. so ya, i made a new friend today! ((: jasin, who likes qi hui. oops, did i just mention that? :D

boarded the same bus as harry back to clementi today. didnt talk at all. a little disappointed and awkward but could figure he was probably not in the mood cos so am i. yupp, emo my way back and then got to go rest now. and oh, i skipped training, UPSET.


its been another week, its like, time flies like nobody's business. two weeks back i was a happy kid and then one week ago, i wasnt. well, cest la vie. this is life so face the fact guoyi.(aww, i got so tired of reminding myself of that.)
hmm, you know, just wanted to say, it may have been ONLY a week since but the time i spent on thinking of you hasnt been any lesser. i dont know why but yes, its there.
i havent seen you aound for a couple of days. not seeing you hanging out with your friends made me feel uneasy, not watching you do your duties made me feel uncomfortable, not being able to secretly spot you makes me wonder and miss you hell lot. and worst of all, knowing that you are not there makes me go crazy and hurt.
no, it makes me wanna cry.
so where are you baby, where did you go? am i just not observant enough or did you avoid me intentionally? no doubt its the latter one.


POORNIMA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, GIMME A CALLLLLL, i miss you man.
promise you wont die k? pretty pretty pls?
didnt chlorine water help? ):

average, sleepy, tired & upset.
beacuse of you - kelly clarkson


just came home and quickly uploaded that so take a peep at the picture up there. im just too lazy to post anymore of them but i think one is enough for you guys to drool and look forward to this year's racial harmony? (:

1. went breakfast-ing with little godbro this morning. HE MADE ME WAKE UP AT 645 JUST TO WAKE HIM UP. omg. its okay, sacrifice of a sis! ((:

2. ms huang can see that im okay already and i hope i really am. cos i manage to act out a good scene just now! :D hmm, this morning's rehearsal was quite "chop-chop" cos many of the needa go off for some reasons or another. for poornima and i, we too, needa rush off to go for a swim with yanlin, shaun and doyle at je where the many of the pools are under construction!! but still... it was damn fun and cool, hahaha.

2. habib and ahmad stayed in kfc to study and the rest of us had loads of fun pushing each other off the floats and scaring yanlin off!! oh ya, WE GIRLS NEVER FORGET TO COMPARE OUR FIGURES TOO. hahaha. so guess who won in the end? *winks* thry kept ocmplaining that i look like some hollywood woman or something but i simply like maroon!

3. i still scolded loadsa FUCK today thanks to doyle. DAMNN.

4. i learnt something new today. NH4+H20+Cl2=cure for conjuvitis or something like that, which means EYE INFECTION xD cos we had it experimented on POORNIMAAAAAAAA

5. then left with the indian couple. felt damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn extra. wanted to be alone. but they just wont let me be! rawrr.

6. saw an old friend at interchange. so wanted to go out with him cos he asked me why i looked so moody and told me to accompany him. and i replied where to? he said, "down town to smoke." then i stared hard at him and smiled. he did the same thing too and we both laughed it off.

7. hey poornima and habib, i know you guys care and i wanna say thanks for that but im sorry too, i still did it in the end, yes i did. i cant control myself, cos you guys dont know how it feels like, no you guys dont. i think if it makes me feel better that way, why not let me be? at least i dont do even more dumb things like slashing myself?

good day, sick. (beautiful day with a mood that doesnt match at all.)
wanna be with you - paula deanda


got so addicted with this baseball game and is so engrossed in it now so shall make this post short and sweet. (:

1. the photo you see up there is what i have done during chemistry lab lesson today with ahtherai, huiling and munyee, cool right? <33 TITRATION! ((:

2. was quite sick today in class thanks to ian for passing me his disease. eek.

3. finally put up the banner for RHD, go check it out, quite obvious!

4. was late for SL meeting and got nagged by tan say pin and furthermore, as the head of the motivation team, my group was said to be the lousiest in coming up with ideas. IM SOOOOO hurt. blahh

5. passed harry his bday prezzie. blushed! lol, he said it was cute and i hope it was true. got teased by his friends. hehe. he told me i was the first to give him a gift! lol

6. SAW JIASHENG!

7. went makan with raymond and poornima at mac.

8. officially announce that RAYMOND MA IS MY LITTLE BRO! (: hey, he's my first little bro k, my other elder bro is yogi bear. lala.

9. went home slept till 9pm.

10. read book that ahmad lent me, PANIC - JEFF ABBOTT, ITS GOOD, really good. (: (so much of an addiction)

11. needa give wake up call to Mr. Ma tomorrow morning at 645! omg, breakfast-ing then go school for rehearsal. shall drop by JE pool tmr with poornima to go relax abit.

12. I WANT MY BIKINI!!

13. where should i go after that? bryan asked me for a movie. so did edmund. well, i'll think bout it.

14. ask for forgiveness. i swore too much lately and my mouth is just filled with vulgarities. needa work on that. i'll try and stop tmr k? that's a goal, set.

15. listening to emo song, missing rawrr rawrr. heard he patched with his ex? good for him, too bad for me. cheated, AGAIN. sobb ):

scorching, emo.
here without you - 3 doors down


yeahh, today was a long day, just like any other thursdays, i rushed around the school for classes like a mad cow. i practically felt dizzy the whole day today and was dozing off almost in every period. my brain must be complaining that im insufficient of oxygen again and lacks of sleep. lol. stayed back a while for HMT and its basically just training up for listening so ya, went off to music room after that to learn guitar, then it was quite fun but yet boring at the same time.

hmm, school has become so much like a regular routine for me. ohh, except something more interesting bout all these stuffs: i spend 5mins of my life everyday at 930 & 1130 respectively looking out of the class window to spot for this pigeon sun tanning at the opposite block. okay, i know that's lame but yeahh, i just tend to get distracted by it. haha, cos it just seems to do it everyday.
cool right? try spotting it too! :D

i thought we were supposed to go swimming but then they ended up wanting to go changi so i was like anything lor. uh, later on, changed their mind, decided on bowling instead since ahmad came back too. ahh, crap, whateva. i think i really needa go home early tmr then. still got TTC walk meeting tmr!! zz...


yeahh, i never wanted someone so much. well, missing someone isnt something you can enjoy at all. ouch. i just gotta get over it.