cool, flu-ing.
my love - westlife


does that photo look familiar? (: well, you've probably seen it up on the walls of block G or something. that was exactly one year ago...


hustle bustle. didnt get to talk to principal today. rock band got cancelled. lightened a little of my work loads but you know what? i just realised i havent eaten the whole day cos i was simply too busy! or perhaps, i did, during recess. cos i got dragged by poornima even though im damn depressed. let's see how many subjects i have failed this week for all the tests.
english, maths, physics, chinese.
bad enough? i guess so.

went to pick up the VIP straight after checking out where the rest are rehearsing the performance. i think i was late. cos i saw mr tan and mdm neo waiting for me outside the meeting room! haha, omg, serious man. then went in, ms loga, mdm rosenah, mr koh, principal, vps, the VIPs, waseemah and karthik were sitting there. cool right? it was suppose to be something heart warming but instead, it turned out to be rather cold and dead. i forced myself to speak a few words, so much more better than karthik and waseemah who kept looking at me, as if i was to say something cos im their senior. overall, i learnt quite a lot since this is a once in lifetime chance? hmm, for now i guess.

rushed back for rehearsal. realised i was doing nothing and didnt get to do my costume thanks to POORNIMAAAAAAA. so went back to NE dialogue session. catch a little of the ending and then continued on for the student leader's meeting. honestly, i crap my way through just to please mr tan! i had to lie things like i did research blahh. so amazingly, he believed! after that, he informed me the worst thing i ever imagined: lead the school with the racial harmony day's pledge. DEAD, SUICIDE. okay, accept it, guoyi, maybe you can overcome your stage fright then.

racial harmony day tomorrow! (: so look forward to seeing me in my kimono yeah? :D
aww, my flu's getting a little worse due to the lousy weather. sobb


this morning finally got to catch a sight of him. i really heaved a sigh of relief. i dont know why but i felt a lot better. like as if i have just put down a heavy burden sorta thing but i dont get it. what has he got to do with my life anymore?