chilling, DISAPPOINTED.
never had a dream come true - s club 7


as you can see, i capitalised the word that's describing how im feeling now. well, i was just trying to show how much it really feels like in me now. now another disappointment from someone i choose to trust. no, you let me down. ouch, it hurts again. cant you take pity on it and stop smashing it onto the floor like nobody's business? do you even know how it feels like? no you dont. wake up, please just wake up. i thought you're the person i knew. or i dont even know you from the start. i cant believe it. *still in the process of recovering from shock.* you know, one moment i hope you really end up in boys' home or something but then next second, i pray hard that you're given another chance.

only bettina knows i've said a little prayer for you.




i hope You have heard my prayers so please please watch over him, please.