Bottom Of The Ocean.

gonna make it a quick one, my mom just wont stop nagging me to go have dinner. yes, dinner at 10pm. how ill-discipline can i get. anyway, i've math-ed the whole day, so ya. my brain's really so worn out now. im like dazing and taking a while to understand what's going on around me. yes, i did till i forgot to eat.

oh, i received a cool sms just now and so i forwarded it out, only to expect very interesting replies. (:
i asked, "please complete the sentence for me: I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT ___________."
there was this someone who told me: "i've always admired your strength and courage in overcoming alot of obstacles and problems that i never had the courage to face..."

i was amazed; i was shocked. i never knew i was thought to be someone like that. well, its because of her, that i am who i am today. i must really thank her. (:
am i really that strong? actually i didnt want it this way too. its every thing around me, my environment, my family and my friends that made me become one. i dont want to be so tough, to be able to do everything. cos i want some love from someone too. i dont wanna be so independent, cos its so tiring. i dont want i dont want.

lastly, i think i found out something about myself again yesterday. it was a good thing. i'm glad i found that out. :D

P.S. YOU, YES YOU, if you're reading this post right now, & i havent sent the sms to you, do tag me and tell me what you've always been wanting to tell me. c'mon, dont keep it inside, its your chance now! ^_^

In a dream you appeared
For a while you were here
So I keep sleeping
Just to keep you with me