Monday, April 20, 2009

Doing Too Much.





oh man, the photos are so blurred. the baby's kawaii-neh? hahah, yupp, saw him on the busy the other day and was playing with him. blue eyes leh that angmoh. wa, gonna be so handsome next time!

right, i may sound cheery, but i got to face the fact. my moood is low, lousy, depressed, everything negative you can think of, its probably gonna describe the guoyi now. its been a while since i really had the urge to scream, curse and swear. but i guess this is the best time to put myself to the test and see if i can control my emotions. i bet i've some self-discipline that i wont say all that!

coming to the point, econs sucks. yes, for now, at least the answering part is killing me. its already my 5th draft for an only 10% assignment. ya, more effort i put in for my PI. that's cos i dont wanna fail it AGAIN. you dont know how fed up i am right now, rushing it and referring to every source i have. that aside, all the tests, I DONT HAVE ANY TIME TO STUDY. ok, luckily there was good news today that GP test is gonna be postponed. BUT, i still have that friggin' irritating chem quiz. just end my life will someone. hustle bustle, i need a life man. its so sad, that i dont even know what im after. mugging mugging mugging, what is it that i get from all these? good results but a stressful life? believe it or not, this stress im feeling now, is more than how i felt during O's. just imagine what's gonna happen to me next year... will i even be alive? HA. let's wait and see then

no more time to spare anymore. my plan tonight: NOT SLEEP, stay awake and chionggggggg. way to go :D

ouch! dont call me anymore, please dont. cos everytime you do, my wound never really heals.

All i can picture is the color of your eyes,
and the way u make me smile

I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion

1 comment:

Wilson said...

hmmmmm, i deleted the "lawl" after typing it. somehow not appropriate. Cool down, SG study system, i guess needs a change liao ba...
Dun torch midnight liao ba.. just go sleep, morning listen in class then wun rush work...
Take care ba. . .