Over You.

i had a great laugh today thanks to my awesome clique of girlfriends spending the afternoon at JP eating away and catching a really interesting yet touching movie called Knowing. we were just random and taught of catching it despite knowing that we were supposed to go home and finish up our piles and piles of endless homework. well, gonna rate this movie 6.5/10. ha, i would say its worth my afternoon nap today, cos i totally sacrificed going home to sleep for them to catch it. the rest almost teared at this part where the father and son got separated but i thought it was overall pretty illogical and lame. most importantly, it was so loud! really, especially loud, and i wonder why. also because of it, i missed fast and furious! argh.

i blogged yesterday and just in case you're wondering why i'm doing it again, i guess i was just upset? its not because of my bio test. i didnt do very badly for it. passed, but ya, didnt hit my expectation, which i believed is as high as the sky. never mind its ok, its something else...

i was pretty occupied all day long, somehow. no no, dont mistake it for that crush. its nothing gotta do with him man, AT ALL. oh please, i dont even have time for him, or probably, he doesnt even belong up there in my head. ahh. you should have guess who else can it be. you know who. you know, you know it all, if you know me. its just that Dean told me something pretty disturbing this morning while on the way to school with him. it was more like, i didnt expect it. maybe its all a prank, or just a moment of impulse done by that person? i shouldnt be thinking bout it, i so should, yet i am. im sorrie i cant control, i just care, ok? i wanna know everything bout it, cos im jealous. omg, help me. bet this is gonna stay with me for a while

i'm weird. i'm independent, but fear of being that way. i really wanna have someone rely on. oh give me the strength and the courage to walk this road, to cross all these obstacles in life. i'm so afraid of being alone and do them all. its so tiring, yeah??

it says it all:
'the day i thought i'd never get through, i got over you.'
narr, i'm not quite sure.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.