Another You.

yaye, finally some good 13hours of sleep. TGIF ytd :D i wouldnt say exams are over. cos our tests never seem to end anyway. everyweek there's just something to study for. especially next week my econs COP. i sure neeeda loads of luck. =(( call me pathetic, i dont care. i stayed at home eveyday to mugg. but at least, im confident for my chem and math paper! let's wait till results to prove me right. :D

just sidetrack a little. i think im happy with myself. i run quite a couple of runs on track during PE ytd in sch. and then after that, i totally walked the whole of cityhall, suntec plus marina for like what, 4 hours? bet i burned off quite a bit of calories. wahaha.

anyway, monday's holiday! i wanna go out and do something crazyyyyyyy. i needa destress.

life's been pretty boring lately... all the same, everyday's repeating continuously without fail the same old routine. however when i finally decide to make some time for myself and sit down to reflect, i realised i didnt know what i was doing all along. no this isnt what i want, definitely not the kinda lifestyle i go for. guess i was doing all these just hoping to numb some pain im feeling inside. did it work? i dont know. when i dont think of you, i feel so empty. maybe that is why i constantly look for something to fill it up. be it studies or others, i know im drowning myself in endless work to do. to keep myself busy is the best cure for me now. perhaps the problem doesnt lie with this anymore. its another thing. there's bound to be something in my life im pretty sure im missing. what and where is this piece of missing jigsaw puzzle piece of my life then? no doubt it is something important to me because it is the goal of my life. i need to find it, i need to.

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory