hello, im back on my com, but seems like blogger is down. i cant really add photos, AGAIN. fateee.
anyway, i feel so lucky today. haha, i didnt study for the weekends, for once, and guess what? econs test got postponed! phew, for that, i shall make sure i study real hard and not slack my time away. gotta make up for it and do well on friday! for chem, forget it. heh. lalala. i dont think im gonna study for chinese test too... so this week should be pretty free! bout time to catch up with some people.
just received an invitation for an outing on friday. hmmm, had a mixture of feelings. was quite shocked, yet happy. at the same time, i hesistated to agree immediately because i just cant imagine how its gonna feel like to be there once again. awkward, shy, fun, weird or just plain boring? will i make a difference and there and will i spoil the whole thing? if i didnt, would i be spoiling my own day then? well, in the first place i already had something on. its lydia's birthday, we're probably gonna do something bout it. so ya, OK. fine, i admit, that's a lousy excuse. deep inside, i think i wanna go. see those friends i havent seen in ages. argh, for those who know who they are, I MISSED YOU GUYS, seriously
P.S. somedays, even though you're already here, i just feel that the distance between us is growing. what's going on? perhaps i cannot accept you anymore. perhaps its like what others say, 'you can be sitting right next to me, but yet feels like a thousand miles away.' how cliche. HA
I've been there before and I just can't let go.
The memories and pain of the hurt i know.
Now deep in the night, and there's passion inside....
Dare i follow my heart?
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