Relentlessness.

Yesterday's cell group reminded me that I need to get back on my knees to pray. Specially,  for revival. I haven't been a christian for very long but there were many moments i persevered in prayer and I saw God move. I will never forget those times when I hide in my prayer closet and just cry for revival. I cried for many friends and in that past 5 years, maybe 10 people are saved?

Somehow, perhaps like the dry spell singapore was facing, my prayer life was drying up. I need to pray more. I need to cry more. Its not enough. My closer friends in my clique, they still don't know Jesus. They need to know Him NOW. Cos if not now then when? I can only cross paths with them for this season of their lives.. if I never shared the gospel with them and Jesus comes again tomorrow, I know I will regret and I will be held accountable. I need to stop being distracted by all the other things. people can sin against me... but I must forgive and walk right with You. There's no unity, yes Lord I will cry and seek Your mercy on behalf of the church. But all these can be put aside.. God, You must come and meet me when I pray.

Oh Lord, like the rain that comes suddenly and poured forth the entire island, rain down a fire in my heart. Let me be consumed by Your presence. Let the Holy Spirit help me intercede for the lives of my loved ones. Let my prayer be a sweet aroma, an incense that You'll be pleased to answer.
Oh Lord, I wont relent until You relent. I will not let You go until I see THE revival You've intended for singapore. Yes Lord, please use Your servant me to further Your kingdom. You said we will be Your people and You'll be our God. So God, You MUST come!!