I Told You So.

the 2 following photos, are of a guy. yes, GUY. just imagine how badly manda & i are laughing when we saw him...

HERE'S TO INTRO YOU THE MEMBERS OF G.A.A.A.L.S:
that's me! a.k.a. JINX

LYDIA a.k.a. SQUIRTLE

AMABEL! a.k.a. magikarp!!

AMANDA(hahaha) a.k.a. the MEW

annabel.. :) a.k.a onix/charmanda!

ShuHui! a.k.a. clefairy?

dont the eyes remind you of magikarp's eyes? LOL

reminds me of talentime, the guy sitting beside me. :D

SHH, do not disturb: GuoYi is reliving her childhood!

my head feels heavy :)

"i'm a retard!"

"so am i!!"

"YAY, we're all retards"

mine's $59.90...

look at amanda! tsktsk..

girls and i have decided to be generous and bought 6 packets of these tissue paper at 4 bucks each. not bad leh, buy 5 get 1 free lorr! (inside joke.)

ATTENTION

i like this photo :D

FUNNIEST PHOTO OF THE CENTURY

she still can laughing after getting scolded by me...

awesome song by Carrie Underwood man. :D

im in a pretty goood mood now, i wonder why. must be the moood swing! no no, must be in the holiday moood!! for once, i'm like chatting with ppl online. that's what taking me forever to upload these photos. plus i was in the moood to caption the photos. :)

OK, i guess the photos already tell a million things, so there isnt really anything i wanna elaborate bout. these girls here, really made life in JJ interesting. i never really liked to take photos back then, but today, i was so high, IN NTUC, cam-whoring. wth! hahah. i'm really thankful to have a new start to this life, to get to know them. they're there to study and laugh with me. aww man, so i guess it makes it all worthwhile to really spend more than 12hours in sch everyday. cos there's them!

just to update you readers a little. guoyi will continue to be little miss busy for the next month because...
i need to study for the so called, midyear exams during the holidays...
take this time to catch up, NOT JUST WITH WORK, but also with friends...
i need to start going for my YOG training!
and oh ya, before i forget, neeed to await for eddy's return and hang out with him! :)

P.S. there was something that upset me ytd, but i decided not to think so much bout it! let's just see how things go. i'll continue to pray, for i believe His listening. :D

Would we get that old-time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you've missed me too
And that you've been so lonely
And you've waited for the day that I returned
And we'd live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned

Let It Slide.

look at the time. i skipped school! :D i was just being lazy. i wanted some good sleep. so ya, woke up at around 10am today! that's additional 4hours OK?

agenda for 27 may 2009:
1. study for gp content quiz tomorrow.
2. do my bio assignment.
3. help mom at stall.
4. catch up with some work, if possible.

they all seem realistic so let's see if i can accomplish them. haha, i'm in a pretty goood mood today so ya. :D in case you're wondering why, i think its just plainly cos i've gotten some good sleep and is doing nothing at home now. (:

for a moment, i realised how tightly i was holding onto some things, despite knowing that they will slip through my fingers. i never learn from all my mistakes because why? i choose to believe that when i dont give up, things will go my way. tell me i'm wrong, maybe you're right. but what i need now is someone who can change me, turn me into someone less stubborn. then maybe i can listen to others, listen to how everyone tries to persuade me let go of some things. its OK. at least this year, i see that i really tried how to learn to forgive people, and forget the pain they have put me through...

P.S. been two weeks, and still counting. i always thought i cannot survive but i'll show you i can. let's see how many more two weeks i can go on for...

And I'm crazy for thinking that someday you'll change things
When you keep on crossin' the line

Boy I wish I didn't give in so easily
Oh, I don't know what to do
Cause I keep on feeding the flame
When I should really be telling you we're through

Already Gone.

pretty girls!

justin wong kah heng

yuneng should have won!

vain ppl :D

pink dolphin!

TWINS!

HAHAHA I COOKED THAT

GOOD GIRLS

my wedding buffet :)

look at the time :)

office-to-be!

talentime last night was much better than the previous year. i guess what made it exciting for me was that i saw all my prince charmings a.k.a PCs. HAHAHA. awesome man, was truly an experience. wahahah. met up with afina and the others too. caught up a bit and overall, enjoyed the night out.

because i was out all day on saturday, i'm so dead i havent finished any work. never even got to revise today since i slept my day away... its nuts, i finally got some of my 'overdued' sleep back! damnn, maybe i will just skip school tomorrow. oh wells, i'll think bout it. for now, gonna watch some tv! for once :D

"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

If I Ain't Got You.

busy busy, i am so busy. been hanging out late, mugging for tests, never getting sufficient rest and sleep... oh man! this week school's gonna be six days instead of five. how sucky can life get?

i just wanted to complain how much my heart ached today. if you dont wanna feel emo, please skip this paragraph.
everything i do today, i thought of you. not just today probably. its actually everyday. be it on the way to school, listening to those songs, stoning in class, i missed you. then even while having dinner alone just now, i saw you sitting there, right opposite my table. i saw myself too. saw me feeding you, saw what happened a while ago. quite awhile ago... see how stupid i am? just eating plain instant noodles can remind me of you... oh wells. that's how much i can think bout someone each day. how long more does this have to go on? i'm tired. tired of telling ppl i'll get over it, tired of just thinking of everything. so tired of trying to convince myself that it'll all get better in time. apparently, nothing's working. who really knows how i'm feeling deep inside? ouch.

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Bleeding Love.

FYI, THAT'S BIRDNEST :D

"studying" session.

i know i've to blog today. really. or else i wont have anywhere to vent this unhappiness. this anger and irritatedness in me.

i hated graphs. i hated drawing ESPECIALLY LINES. cos i never get them right, since young. i'm so gonna give up the test on thurs, cos im so no gonna do well for it. oh whateva. FOR ONCE, yes, i dislike math...

that aside, the fact that tests are commencing tomorrow... i'm feeling so pressurize just like anyone else right now! took a cab back home just now hoping to save some time travelling so that i can settle down quick at home and start my mugging process. there's just so many things to worry bout, so much to study. i wanna maintain my standards in class but is it even possible? we'll find out in no time.
well, it may be just 4 tests, but they all just want to come together, and force my brain to work non-stop. apparently, my second cup of tea still doesnt help and im dozing off soon. OK, i shouldnt be complaining so much, cos my precious time should be spend on memorizing those notes.

last thing before i go, i want to say, i hate myself again.
i couldnt stay positive anymore, im sorrie. today i simply wondered, maybe i shouldnt be so desperate. maybe i should have just a little bit more of self discipline.

P.S. there're simply times i wish i could take back those words; there were too many times i think bout things that didnt happen; times i wish you would take me those places you said we would go.
what happened to everything?
will you wake me up and tell me this is all a dream?

Closed off from love,
I didn't need the pain,
Once or twice was enough

But I don't care what they say,
I'm in love with you,
They try to pull me away,
But they don't know the truth,

Empty.

first thing first. TGIF. :) BUT, maybe not. cos 3h of chem lesson totally freaked me out. i was trembling, freezing and fainting anytime in the classroom. so cold, so scary and SO HUNGRY. hahaha. but well, eventually, I STILL GOT OVER IT! i thought there's hanging out today! maybe maybe not, i just slacked at the canteen with twins and cindy. after that went to take a walk, no, i mean GROCERY SHOPPING at JP before heading down to meet my beloved for kfc at clementi!

ahh, i cant blog properly. cos im talking to many ppl on msn :)
i've been stucked on this line for i guess, an hour alr? THANKS. HAHAHA

ok anyway, just wanted to let you guys know, i'm, kinda much better today! well. chatting with SOMEONE kinda cheered me up. LALALA. yaye. cant wait to see my girls in 12h time. whaaha. FYI, we aint no gonna have any fun. seriously, MUGGING TIME! (ya, and use less of this computer!)

P.S. the photos, as you can see, are taken during the breaks, WHEN WE'RE HIGH :D

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart

The Day We Fell Apart.

today, my heart ached. no, it still is. it really did, did hurt badly. ouch.

sorry girls, i'll try and hurry get back to being myself.

I must admit the grass is so much greener
On the other side
Since you left I noticed now you're so much meaner
And it's something I think I like
Tell me what's this desperation
Cause I don't recognize he's changed
I think I made a bad mistake