Let It Slide.

look at the time. i skipped school! :D i was just being lazy. i wanted some good sleep. so ya, woke up at around 10am today! that's additional 4hours OK?

agenda for 27 may 2009:
1. study for gp content quiz tomorrow.
2. do my bio assignment.
3. help mom at stall.
4. catch up with some work, if possible.

they all seem realistic so let's see if i can accomplish them. haha, i'm in a pretty goood mood today so ya. :D in case you're wondering why, i think its just plainly cos i've gotten some good sleep and is doing nothing at home now. (:

for a moment, i realised how tightly i was holding onto some things, despite knowing that they will slip through my fingers. i never learn from all my mistakes because why? i choose to believe that when i dont give up, things will go my way. tell me i'm wrong, maybe you're right. but what i need now is someone who can change me, turn me into someone less stubborn. then maybe i can listen to others, listen to how everyone tries to persuade me let go of some things. its OK. at least this year, i see that i really tried how to learn to forgive people, and forget the pain they have put me through...

P.S. been two weeks, and still counting. i always thought i cannot survive but i'll show you i can. let's see how many more two weeks i can go on for...

And I'm crazy for thinking that someday you'll change things
When you keep on crossin' the line

Boy I wish I didn't give in so easily
Oh, I don't know what to do
Cause I keep on feeding the flame
When I should really be telling you we're through