Friday, May 22, 2009

If I Ain't Got You.

busy busy, i am so busy. been hanging out late, mugging for tests, never getting sufficient rest and sleep... oh man! this week school's gonna be six days instead of five. how sucky can life get?

i just wanted to complain how much my heart ached today. if you dont wanna feel emo, please skip this paragraph.
everything i do today, i thought of you. not just today probably. its actually everyday. be it on the way to school, listening to those songs, stoning in class, i missed you. then even while having dinner alone just now, i saw you sitting there, right opposite my table. i saw myself too. saw me feeding you, saw what happened a while ago. quite awhile ago... see how stupid i am? just eating plain instant noodles can remind me of you... oh wells. that's how much i can think bout someone each day. how long more does this have to go on? i'm tired. tired of telling ppl i'll get over it, tired of just thinking of everything. so tired of trying to convince myself that it'll all get better in time. apparently, nothing's working. who really knows how i'm feeling deep inside? ouch.

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

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