I Been Hopin

I've been broken hearted
Ever since the day we parted
I don't have much to say
Ever since you gone away

I'm going in circles
wondering if hurting me hurts you
I know i don't deserve it
but I'm dealing with it everyday

I was so surprised
I didn't know what to say
But i forgave you
For throwing it all away

I've been hopin' you'll come back to me
I'll forgive you for everything
I've been crying bout it everyday
now i wont be satisfied till you come back to me

You really don't make sense
Been tryin' to figure out why you left
I'm picking up the pieces
Now i wish you were here with me

I'm too lazy to upload any more photos. I'm so tired now, but I'm trying my best to keep my eyes open and say 'no' to the temptations of the bed. my mom, its her, all her fault. HA, she made me stay at home, even though i was already going out to study. ahhh, whatever, as usual, I'll just make her happy and be a good girl. I shall do my online work later on! Don't worry, I'm gonna make sure I won't get distracted, I PROMISE!!

again, its long weekend. yes, of course I'm happy. BUT, i didn't get to rest. i didn't go out to enjoy and i didn't do anything relaxing. its just studying, studying and back to studying. :(
one, i don't know who to call. I'm ever so lazy. furthermore, everyone's down with tests and exams. even the poly students started sch. sigh
two, its like, when i go out, i feel stressed. I'm worried that i won't be able to finish work, so sometimes, even though I'm out, I'm not exactly enjoying.
yes, so what's the point? good luck to all those who're aiming to come JC. happy feeling unstressed now in sec sch. hahah.

things are falling into place now, or at least, i see things better gradually. maybe its cos I'm just getting used to this 'no life'. maybe its cos i realized that my friends are in my shoes too. I've learnt that I'm gonna have something more positive to let me to look forward to... example, June holidays! I've already got some plans coming up. like the class gathering and my beloved friends' birthdays! whoo. yaye! :D

OK, me gonna get some tea and freshen up. everyone, take care! don't be a victim of the swine flu. HAHAHA