Bleeding Love.

FYI, THAT'S BIRDNEST :D

"studying" session.

i know i've to blog today. really. or else i wont have anywhere to vent this unhappiness. this anger and irritatedness in me.

i hated graphs. i hated drawing ESPECIALLY LINES. cos i never get them right, since young. i'm so gonna give up the test on thurs, cos im so no gonna do well for it. oh whateva. FOR ONCE, yes, i dislike math...

that aside, the fact that tests are commencing tomorrow... i'm feeling so pressurize just like anyone else right now! took a cab back home just now hoping to save some time travelling so that i can settle down quick at home and start my mugging process. there's just so many things to worry bout, so much to study. i wanna maintain my standards in class but is it even possible? we'll find out in no time.
well, it may be just 4 tests, but they all just want to come together, and force my brain to work non-stop. apparently, my second cup of tea still doesnt help and im dozing off soon. OK, i shouldnt be complaining so much, cos my precious time should be spend on memorizing those notes.

last thing before i go, i want to say, i hate myself again.
i couldnt stay positive anymore, im sorrie. today i simply wondered, maybe i shouldnt be so desperate. maybe i should have just a little bit more of self discipline.

P.S. there're simply times i wish i could take back those words; there were too many times i think bout things that didnt happen; times i wish you would take me those places you said we would go.
what happened to everything?
will you wake me up and tell me this is all a dream?

Closed off from love,
I didn't need the pain,
Once or twice was enough

But I don't care what they say,
I'm in love with you,
They try to pull me away,
But they don't know the truth,