im home, ppl. computer just went crazy. and then now talking to subhas... talking bout some things... haha. lala. just came back home from the checkup. and im listening to the conference of subhas and zhiyuan. HAHA. (: SHH. lala. its stupid la. some things... really retarded. subhas is crapping again. all bout wei en... AND HIS BROTHERS. whyy... whyy he like that. wahlau. hes sucha good leader to influence everyone. omg. horrible. maybe all the while i have seen through him anw. oh well. anw. back to what i was talking bout... even though im not supposed to make any important decision within this 48 hours! haha. its not important at all is it? haha. well. should i even care. i dont know. and its still early la. and ya. then now. on the other line im talking to kumar. omg. busy me. and then im multi tasking again. lala. thats cool. im back to hyper again. haha. yay. anw. im scared. so scared of something. but i dont know what. weird. anw. TODAYS LITERATURE SUCKED. 28m gone case. sobb.


i thought i saw him just now. or maybe some time ago. but probably i was just thinking bout it. and it seemed so real. well. i guess it cant be helped. sad. anw. well. i still do miss him. somehow. a bit la. i dont know. haha. i saw him cycling with andrew yeo and that benjamin ho. is he really that. its illusion. i know its illusion. nvm. trying to comfort myself. lala.