just back from another checkup. it sucked. totally. spoiled my day. not only that i spent my time waiting. and because of the haze, im feeling even more sick. sigh. so what happened there? the doctor said some crap as usual. and then one last thing he actually told me. and really threw me into a daze after that. aww. AHHHH!!!!


maybe i was just wrong. its all my fault. i shouldnt have started that. and that things wont followed? especially my mood swing and being devastated. due to that, my life's gonna change again. omg. i hate it. why. why must it be me out of so many ppl man. forget it. im having a headache now and i guess i gotta start vomitting again. help.


this morning's life sci lesson sucked. cant imagine how im going to survive the next week!!!!! idiot instructor with the name of PRATA. rubbish la. and then keep catching me for using hp. okay. maybe i should use ACCUSING when i didnt do it. eat shit la. and the two girls nicole and yanlin sitting beside me ARE USING. so what is this? FAVOURTISM TOWARDS ADIB and not happy me pick on me la. evil. i shall murder you. MUAHAHAH. and my bio result is NOT SATISFYING AS USUAL. ):
YANLIN IS MADE IN CHINA. (:


went to westmall with yanlin for half an hour to kill time. indeed. haha. and then as usual. WESTMALL IS A PLACE OF MEMORIES. and i think back again la. everything didnt change at all. or maybe it did. after two years. the ppl DID CHANGE. not the place. sigh. i no longer go there with him*. i see all the little shops with cute stuff that we use to buy. so sweet.


i dreamt of you again.