sorry. i'm sad again. ): sigh. and i guess. my only reason can none other than to be *him. nar. nvm. was missing *him again. WAS. not now. and then maybe i'm a bit angry currently. wanna know why? well well, let me explain then...


**HE broke his promise AGAIN. as usual, i feel cheated. felt like dying. cos i hate this feeling. i never once tried doing this to hurt **him but why must **he do it to me. ~pain~ ouch! ): aww. why. again. **he always does. like i say, i'm never gonna trust **him again. i dont know who to trust. just let me fade away man. im thrown aside like a used doll. am i one to **him? i bet i am just one. used up = no need = waste. oh, sad case. im just lowering myself into a dark dark pit. never wanna climb up. who's gonna be my saviour then? lol. nvm. ya la. over this what seemed to be a small thing to others is bothering so much over me the whole day today. so i guess its a gigantic problem. but i gotta learn to put down soon. since its happening over and over again. tell me, someone tell me, why does this friendship matters so much to me? heartache sia. depressing man.

to **him:
heyy, i really cant stand you. just say it if you have got enough of me... if im irritating... if you no longer care for me... if you no longer want this friendship, then we can act like strangers... i no need you to pretend if front of others like as if we are the best of friends... you are just another liar... if you just dont feel like talking to me then IGNORE ME!!


PS: *he & **he refer to different people each. hehe. have fun figuring out. ((: it is just for ppl for know me better to read anw. lol. im sure they know who.


ANYWAY, I CHANGED MY DEDICATIONS. PLEASE DO GO AND READ. AS USUAL, VERY MEANINGFUL. THANKS. ((: