for a while, i prayed that god could forgive me. im nort sure bout that. cos i have been lying recently. real badly. its like, i know im going against my parents will, yet i continue on still, but i do feel guilty bout it okay. now i dont know what to do. its like, they arent white lies in the first place. maybe i should just be a mommy's girl and stay and home and study real hard. that is, maybe. so sorrie, i cant do it. i became sooo rebellious. guoyi, get a grip, get a life.