im enjoying my 6th ice cream of the day. HA. yum yum. its coming backk, yupp. (: i just realised guoyi is someone who really likes to think back, likes old things, no matter whatever it can be. you know, maybe im stupid. i vent my anger on food. i could have donated all the food i puked to the children's home. i mean, before i eat them i should have donated. cos i simply ate 3bowls of noodles just now when i wasnt feeling just as good and then throw up after that. wonderful and well done? well, i will try nort to do it again though. life's still liddat, as sucky as ever. and it has gotta go on, and i needa learn to live with it. should i even bother changing my life, to a better one? but how do i know what's best for myself when i cant even make small little decisions. i think its time for me to reflect a little on what i have been doing, and that includes towards someone.