Wednesday, April 18, 2007

crap. those drugs are making me go HIGH man. i mean, HYPER SLEEPY. may be i should stop taking them. hmm, what do you think? but they are meant to be anti-biotic. ahh, whateva, i dont give a damn. mid-year's here in a week's time and im not going to skip school anymore!

that chem test sucked. i didnt finish and then i was doing good not till i reached the "test for gases" part. omg, im like so going to hate myself for it. i admit that i didnt try my best in it okay. i didnt study!! may be i did. but still, i didnt manage to answer all the questions and is very disappointed bout that. im just too perfectionist. DAMMIT.

sometimes everything just seems like a cycle, going round and round and when i realised it, i was back at the starting point, unready for another round but still forced to do so. now i know, i know what is it all about. im nort going for another try. have had enough of all these scary things.

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