those flashbacks raced with the train i boarded just now. it was about 3 minutes long but still, its as much as 3 years of memories. it was everything, really everything, all that i could remember, they just surfaced up. well, i was a little moody today but at least i didnt vent it on anyone since i stayed alone in the library from 11 till 8 that's like 9 hours? ha, that's really my second home. free aircon and table.

i no longer wanna cry over it. its a waste of time, my tears and energy. look how silly i am. let this be another lesson. tralala, im gonna be back to the cheerful guoyi! nothing's gonna bring you down man. (: